I have recently started studying Satanism. I'm not privy. I had sleep paralysis for a long time last night. It was terrible and scary. They touched me, and then someone laughed in a demonic voice and called me an idiot. This went on until my fear consumed me and I called out the name of the Christian God. What should I do? Am I scared? Is it Satan or Yahweh? (Such sleep paralysis only after praying to Satan or after studying Satanism) I was a Christian for 4 years until 2023
NO Demon will give you negative experiences. And by "No Demon will give you bad experiences" I mean not even one of them will. Also, I have seen Satanists who had just begun the spiritual path suffer this type of attack from the Enemy.
From what I have seen, the Enemy often uses this fear to make you return to Christian religions and slander Demons. Once a person who was thinking of dedicating herself to Satan told me that every now and then she saw the Archangel Michael (obviously it is only a thought form, but for now the question is another), to whom as a Christian she was particularly devoted, threaten her and scare her with horrible things if she did not return to "Jesus", telling her to abandon Satan.
However, she was strong, she had made a clear decision and wanted to dedicate herself to Satan, nothing would have made her change her mind. And it ended well.
Whenever I saw Satanists I knew being afraid of these enemy attacks, I always said to them: "would you actually feel safer as an eternal slave to a religion that promotes all forms of suffering, death, and self-denial?"
The enemy takes advantage of our weaknesses to scare us. The whole Bible, in fact, every sort of Christian belief is based on constant fear and always being threatened. When the Enemy sees that we are on the right path, and that he can still scare us (perhaps because there is still ignorance on the matter, or doubts or things like that) he can attack us where we are weakest.
The solution is to be strong in Satan. The solution is NOT to return to Jesus Christ. The asshole angel has no say in the matter. It's what you want that's important here. What Christian entities that have nothing to do with Gentiles "would like to hear" is insignificant.
At first I thought that maybe it was a Demon (kind) or Satan (kind) who wanted to talk or something like that. I asked in my mind for a name. They didn't answer me, but only mocked me until I had to say the name Jesus.
When these entities see that they have done a good job, they are "happy" about it and their mission is accomplished. But don't be fooled or overwhelmed. Know that no true (Satanic) Deity would harm you. Only an asshole of Christ would actually be an asshole-very-happy to see you suffer.
It doesn't seem to me that Christianity promotes anything other than "be afraid, suffer, repent worthless human, you're just a dirty sinner, you're worth nothing and all you should do is lick the ass of the Jewish god, live suffering and sacrificing every kind of happiness, you have no rights and you just have to humble yourself in front of Jesus". So guess who between Satan and YHWH is the only one who would make you live the experience you described?
On the other hand, if you study JoS you will see that not a single time fear or anything negative is promoted. So who do you think is more likely to take this threatening attitude?
Also recently, near the house, I found a note from a Christian God: like "What will you choose"? (There's a booklet from the Bible)
Well, choose life:
https://joyofsatan.org/
PS
More info: