Herainette
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- Joined
- Jul 4, 2024
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Greetings.
Im so sorry that i always wrote sad, negative things here but it is just what my life is.
It never been peacefull for me. Every next day is worse than the other. I even got sick, i wouldn't if i was able to do meditations freely.
With me posting threads about things going on my life is worse than before.
I just lived one of my worse days and
this is what just happend.
It turns out that my whole family is searching for my SS friend. One of my cousins told me this. The problems in this situation are these:
I don't have anything private. Litteraly nothing if you read it my other threads. And now they looking for my "Friend."
The other problems are; This friend of mine knows everything im going through. But he is angry at me by saying "Now im in trouble." Honey what are you talking about im in trouble for years and... Im really sorry im just going insane cause now i know that the only person that i think understands me actually don't even try to understand. Or just selfish. And he is a witch or something but he does his own spells. I always waited help from hım. Don't judge me please but i tried everything i can.
Im in a fight with my family for years. And both of my parents leaved me. İm living with my father but he doesn't want me... Im so sorry but i talked about these situations more than you can imagine and now im tired of fighting and explain myself with expecting help. So if you care and interested read my other threads. Also the theards are just a little bit of my life.
Anyways, my friend says "Why are you so obsessed with me eventhough i didn't helped you nor hurted." With not knowing he hurted me so much also im just waiting help. And he told me send pics of my family/relatives i did send my father and aunt pics. (My aunt is my "mother" figure.) I did it cause im at a dead end.
Thank you and so sorry but i think JoS is the only thing i have left... Eventhough even this is a secret.
Im so sorry that i always wrote sad, negative things here but it is just what my life is.
It never been peacefull for me. Every next day is worse than the other. I even got sick, i wouldn't if i was able to do meditations freely.
With me posting threads about things going on my life is worse than before.
I just lived one of my worse days and
this is what just happend.
It turns out that my whole family is searching for my SS friend. One of my cousins told me this. The problems in this situation are these:
I don't have anything private. Litteraly nothing if you read it my other threads. And now they looking for my "Friend."
The other problems are; This friend of mine knows everything im going through. But he is angry at me by saying "Now im in trouble." Honey what are you talking about im in trouble for years and... Im really sorry im just going insane cause now i know that the only person that i think understands me actually don't even try to understand. Or just selfish. And he is a witch or something but he does his own spells. I always waited help from hım. Don't judge me please but i tried everything i can.
Im in a fight with my family for years. And both of my parents leaved me. İm living with my father but he doesn't want me... Im so sorry but i talked about these situations more than you can imagine and now im tired of fighting and explain myself with expecting help. So if you care and interested read my other threads. Also the theards are just a little bit of my life.
Anyways, my friend says "Why are you so obsessed with me eventhough i didn't helped you nor hurted." With not knowing he hurted me so much also im just waiting help. And he told me send pics of my family/relatives i did send my father and aunt pics. (My aunt is my "mother" figure.) I did it cause im at a dead end.
Thank you and so sorry but i think JoS is the only thing i have left... Eventhough even this is a secret.