Lately I've been having some health issues that have been really stressing me out. It's the most concerned about my health I've ever been, to be honest. Of course I'm talking with my doctor and trying to resolve things the usual way, but I've also been trying to ask Satan for any extra guidance (despite my awful astral senses). But there have been a couple of weird things.
First, is that I've been having an unusual amount of depressive thoughts. I've been making sure to always correct them afterwards, but it's still weird for me, even despite the health issues. The second, is that while I'm trying to talk to Satan it feels like something is inserting the name of the jewish-god instead. It's like something was trying to get me to ask it for help instead of Satan. I... honestly can't explain how bizarre it felt when it happened. It actually startled me the first time it happened. I've never been a christian, and I certainly haven't prayed to that entity. I don't even think about said entity normally at all.
I've been trying to improve my astral senses, so I guess I just want a reality check if that could have been some kind of attack... or just the product of imagination and too much stress?
First, is that I've been having an unusual amount of depressive thoughts. I've been making sure to always correct them afterwards, but it's still weird for me, even despite the health issues. The second, is that while I'm trying to talk to Satan it feels like something is inserting the name of the jewish-god instead. It's like something was trying to get me to ask it for help instead of Satan. I... honestly can't explain how bizarre it felt when it happened. It actually startled me the first time it happened. I've never been a christian, and I certainly haven't prayed to that entity. I don't even think about said entity normally at all.
I've been trying to improve my astral senses, so I guess I just want a reality check if that could have been some kind of attack... or just the product of imagination and too much stress?