Lunar Dance 666 said:
sahasraraBliss666 said:
Lydia [JG said:
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It could be a nerve or something that is misaligned. Go to a doctor to get it checked out to find out what it is.
As for the ants crawling on your back when you bend forward, this is normal. It's just the skin being stretched, or perhaps nadis, do you feel that scratching it alleviates the feeling? If so, then nothing to worry about.
Hmm maybe..cuz now it's almost gone. Been doing forward bend. And walked.
The blood is thick too maybe... Occasionally I get a ache on the heart for a second that is like the blood is passing... Like pulsating and sharp ache. But mild.
Im gonna eat raw garlic add ginger and onion... This is helpful for thining the blood no?
Garlic, yes. Also lowers bloodpressure.
onions work on the kidneys, think execration of fluids.
I think you should simply just drink more water. This will increase the volume in your veins which makes it easier on the heart, to pump the blood to everywhere in your body.
Also go to a doctor to get that heartpain checked out. it could be something serious. Get a proper diagnosis.
Ok
I lost my dad yesterday and I'm nowhere in life.
I can't tolerate this pain I just wokeup heart beat fast a d can't bear this loss.
My regret is, I never sat and talked to him. He always repaired everything in house be it electronic or plumbing thing. Told me always to learn these from me for myself to help myself later.
He knew where and how to get legal work done. Now I don't know anything.
A sibling existence next door is threatening my life.
They must have done some black magic to him. He was spiritually weak as I could sense cuz he always drank alcohol.
Father Satan didn't save my dad I begged him.
Crying since yesterday.
Now stopped.
As soon as I wokeup, MUNKA mantra meditation came to my mind.
I don't have friends.
I slept in hope he will come in my dream.
I couldn't even save my own father... How can I save myself then...
I can live without him but you know in asian countries it's hard for a wife and child to live without man.
My only regret is I never showed him respect he deserved and compassion love.
I wanted to do many things for him.
I'm very emotional when I love someone.
But I was even shy to hug my own father. I can't talk to anyone face to face.
I miss my dad, Lydia. I mentally asked Lord Satan and Anubis many times to protect his soul. Do I have to do a ritual to Satan or summon Anubis?
What should I do now in this world... Life...
I'm an old child.. Old but barely socialized.
Will his soul still be wandering in the house or when will he reincarnate...
I don't want him to perish. He was honest in a world where all other Asians tend to pretend to survive. He is intellectual. Very intelligent.
I keep seeing his laughing smiling.... Whyyyyyyyyyyyy
Am I going mad..
I worn his jacket first time his cloth... It is so warm. I hugged his jacket many times...
Last time I put water in his mouth but he couldn't drink..
Help me..