Is the Sun square causing harm to me?

[Nero]

Hello everyone! A couple of weeks ago I started doing the Sun Square. On the second week I noticed some changes in my mood and sleep. I started keeping late hours. I am falling asleep at 3 or 4 a.m these days. And this is despite the fact that during the day I do not feel overwhelmed with energy. And as for the changes in my mood, I feel like my system has crashed. I feel a little depressed, irritated and I am dwelling on my past mistakes. I am trying to get a grip on myself but honestly, this state is almost uncontrollable. I am not sure if all these symptoms have to do with the Sun square because I did the square a few times before and it seemed to work well for me. And a month ago I finished doing 40 days Sowilo working... And It didn't cause any of the aforementioned symptoms ... So, I'd like to know your opinions... Btw, I am writing this and the time is already 3:44 a.m now ...

Hail Satan!

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Hello everyone! A couple of weeks ago I started doing the Sun Square. On the second week I noticed some changes in my mood and sleep. I started keeping late hours. I am falling asleep at 3 or 4 a.m these days. And this is despite the fact that during the day I do not feel overwhelmed with energy. And as for the changes in my mood, I feel like my system has crashed. I feel a little depressed, irritated and I am dwelling on my past mistakes. I am trying to get a grip on myself but honestly, this state is almost uncontrollable. I am not sure if all these symptoms have to do with the Sun square because I did the square a few times before and it seemed to work well for me. And a month ago I finished doing 40 days Sowilo working... And It didn't cause any of the aforementioned symptoms ... So, I'd like to know your opinions... Btw, I am writing this and the time is already 3:44 a.m now ...

Hail Satan!

Some backlash is normal, in accordance with your affirmation and karma (see natal chart). Whether the transformation is too intense for you or not is a question for your GD.

What would likely help right now is cleaning out your solar chakra really well, as well as other tips from my thread: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/reminders-and-solutions-regarding-workings.158938/
HP's recent thread also applies here, as Squares can be strong: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...ple-of-cleaning-the-soul.291847/#post-1087869

It is possible that your Square is touching upon other elements of karma that were not addressed before, which can create different situations. What you describe here, like feeling depressed, crashing in energy, and low optimism in your abilities, all sound related to solar karma.

 

[LoyalSS]

Some backlash is normal, in accordance with your affirmation and karma (see natal chart). Whether the transformation is too intense for you or not is a question for your GD.

What would likely help right now is cleaning out your solar chakra really well, as well as other tips from my thread: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/reminders-and-solutions-regarding-workings.158938/
HP's recent thread also applies here, as Squares can be strong: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...ple-of-cleaning-the-soul.291847/#post-1087869

It is possible that your Square is touching upon other elements of karma that were not addressed before, which can create different situations. What you describe here, like feeling depressed, crashing in energy, and low optimism in your abilities, all sound related to solar karma.

our guardian sometimes take exessive energy that we raisie if we not aware of doing something harmful? i know that sometimes we can be burned out because of exessive workings and learn from it, but if a person is not aware that it could happend and is near damaging himself, the guardian usually interfering?

 

[Shadowcat]

I can affirm what Blitz is saying as this current sun square is beating my ass. it caused some nasty things to manifest that made me feel like i was in middle school all over again. I have years of pent-up rage due to constant rejection, abuse and always being othered. I have been repeating sun and mars squares (and venus) for some very stubborn problems that have needed deep cleaning. What the last venus square manifested was amazing at first until it manifested something very painful that caused ache for a couple months even (mostly my fault, it was probly meant as a lesson). I have started this process that this current sun square has jump started and I expect it to take a good bit of time. I feel like i have been given the idea to prepare for a good jupiter transit coming in the next year so that it can have as many opportunities to manifest in the best ways possible with most dross hopefully out of the way.