Is the enemy attacking me?

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I don't know if what I'm going through is normal or not, but I really need help and advice from everyone who can give it. So, some background: I've been doing the 40 day meditation for awhile now; I've just finished my 11th day. But, things are different now as opposed to when I started. For example, when I started I experienced euphoria, extreme relaxation, positivity, and so on. I could meditate and just let go. I could concentrate on what I was visualizing. But, more recently, these things have begun to turn into constant worry, anxiety, negativity, inability to focus, etc. Even in void meditation, there are always thoughts racing around in my head to the point that I feel I'm going crazy. It takes me a loooong time in void meditation to even begin to clear my mind, and in some meditation sessions I can only get close to that point. Obviously it's not meditation itself that's causing it, as some Christians would try to have me believe, but I know it has to be either the enemy, my personal mental illnesses, or a combination of both. As a result of PTSD, I tend to dissociate a lot and live inside my head instead of being present to the world around me, so that could be a reason for my difficulties.. Or maybe this is a normal thing that happens as one progresses. I really wouldn't know but that's why I'm turning to all you. What do you personally think the problem is, and how can I fix it?

 

[shekel.stein]

Yes, the enemy greys who are good at telepathy are attacking you.
If you use runes for protection like the rune ALGIZ for 40 days, it will create a permanent aura of protection around you. You can do it for 80 days for even stronger aura, or 90 days or even 180 days. Vibrations are more powerful then http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html 

Cleaning your aura and building an aura of protection daily is absolutely necessary. A clean aura naturally repels negative energy, banishes depression, and prevents disease from manifesting. A dirty aura will cause bad luck, negative thoughts, financial hardship, problems with meditation, and other issues. A strong aura of protection will guard you against bad luck, accidents, psychic or physical attack, horrible people, and other misfortune.

You can use SURYAE, ALGIZ, BERKANO, SOWILO (SAULO is the more powerful version), SATANAS, solar energy, or some other method to strengthen your aura of protection. I recommend you use all of the above if you can. A very strong aura of protection will make your life much easier as you will be protected against bad luck, accidents, disease, horrible people, physical or psychic attack, and other misfortune.

How to Clean Your Aura
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

Aura of Protection
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

Meditation for Protection
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic10007.html

The Runic Kabalah PDF and Audio Mp3s
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/Audio_Mp3s.htm

Explanation of the More Powerful Version of the Runes
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/post745.html

You can also absorb energy from the sun or visualize yourself in a golden aura and affirm 108 times “I am always safe, secure, protected, and healthy in every way.” The protection working can be done multiple times a day.


Runes are extremely powerful for protection, also using a combination of runes such as TYR + ALGIZ + BJORK and then using SOWILO to make them even stronger and doing that for 40 days to make the protection permanent will give you god like protection. Remember to do 108 vibrations of these runes, and use void meditation when doing the runes so that your mind doesn't lose focus when doing the runes.

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http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... quare.html

This will give you a lot protection, and the jew kike won't be able to even touch you!

Hail to Satan's victory!Die KIKE

 

[sorcerersmagick]

Our progress is different for every one - no two are exactly the same. I think you have already answered your own questions.

Just stick with your empowerment program and things should settle down.

This is just me , but I started out with good results but certain 'strange' phenomena started happening...sounds when I went to bed, a presence of something and a slight sense of foreboding. I still don't know if it was real or just imaginings, but things settled down.

Just trust in Satan and you might consider doing a ritual asking about your Guardian Demon AFTER you finish your empowerment program - I always say you've got to learn to walk before you run!

I hope this helped!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[larissaelectra]

What can I say, most of us ride on a emotional rollercoaster as we empower ourselves. This is normal part of spiritual evolution for some, as we grow, issues that need sorting out appear. Negative emotions you experience are probably cause of negative experiences in this or past lives. Try to do soul freeing ritual. Go back as far as you can, remember the events and people who made you feel the way you feel. Get rid of such attachments, and that should help. I was amazed how even minor things can accumulate and make us problem later. 
This is one of the reasons there is so much suffering in this world. First major one being the filthy kikes, and second people who are spiritually degraded to the point of being walking zombies, worst thing is such people know there is something wrong, but they think it is just the way it is, and continue suffering for ages, until their soul eventually dissipates and they blink into nothingness. 
-Larissa

 

[donotfearthetruth666]

This will explain to you fully
www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Clearing_Out.html

 

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As always, thank all of you so much. You're really helping me through this a lot and I appreciate it so much.