Academic Scholar said:
Wtf. You’re posting on the forum of Joyofsatan.org (JoS). JoS literally follows homosexual Pagan Gods and this is what the founder of JoS said:
High Priestess Maxine Dietrich said:
All consenting sex in Satanism is free- straight, gay, bi-sexual, group sex, etc. Your sex life is your own personal business. This also includes those who choose to remain sexually inactive, or who are a-sexual. Your sex life, however you choose to live it is your own business!
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If you’re against homosexuality then you can leave this forum, no one’s forcing you to be here.
It's cute that you wrongly assumed I was against homosexuality when I stated the fact that most, not all, homosexuals are infected with parasites like toxoplasma. This includes animals, by the way. There's nothing wrong or taboo about this either. It's not meant to "offend" but make you aware of reality so you may DO something about it. You have kikes in your body, get rid of them, INCLUDING everyone else that doesn't have homosexual tendencies. Certain parasites can cause it while others do not. Please read my reply and do not kneejerk assume and yes, I am aware of Maxine and her writings, and her saying all of that? It obviously means Satan and the Gods literally do not care about who you fuck, they just want you to train properly to the best of your abilities. (((Sexuality))) is completely arbitrary and shallow when you are on the path (unless you want to "Duel Cultivate" then finding the right partner is of great concern). It is just a tool to gather more energy (Jing) from your 2nd chakra. But other than that, people need to be made OKAY with who they are first and foremost! My answer may not be what people want to hear because it now means they have to Work through it instead of "hand-wave" it away. It is an uncomfortable "truth", apparently.
Sorry for bursting your bubble but I answered OP's question: "Is it natural"? It is not, as human beings have no business getting up into someone else's business like that, especially of the same sex as he so accurately concluded. You could say the same thing for bestiality, too. Now, if you are in a relationship, a single partner relationship, there is nothing wrong with exploring. PERIOD. Be with same sex or opposite, the key is to be with ONE person (if you are unprotected), of which, the homosexual (((community))) isn't exactly known for. I didn't know OP's situation and I gave a blanket statement. This is the same statement that I would give anyone experiencing any form of Shen disturbance caused by the body. Be that anxiety, depression or unnatural sexual urges. There is nothing wrong with wanting to de-parasite yourself to become as healthy as you can, and if that gets rid of homosexuality, then that's just a side effect. Is that a good thing? Only OP can say, I am in no position to make a judgment for anyone's life other than trying to help him understand why he is confused.
Since OP amended his previous posts, stating he has been a homo forever, this leads me to believe that his case is irreversible and THAT'S OKAY. He just has to live with it and BE OKAY with it. (There's nothing worse than Shen disturbance because that leads to Qi disturbance which leads to Jing, of which will fuck with the whole of the person.) Just de-worm to take care of any bullshit he has going on somewhere else in the body (like everyone should) and stick to only ONE partner (if he wants to go "bareback", for everything else, condom always) if he so chooses. This is the most healthy advice I could give him and wish him nothing more than for his happiness and health.
Why are parasites bad? It fucks with your energy centers including your meridians. How is that possible? Because if you have microorganisms living in the body, they produce their own kind of electro-magnetic field around themselves (like all animals). And if those microorganisms are elsewhere in the body they shouldn't Be in, like your brain, heart, lungs, liver, testicles, ovaries, prostate, intestines, muscle fibers, the fascia, your mouth and teeth etc. (and no, I am not talking about gut bacteria) Wouldn't it be of sound logic to then conclude these organisms, if in high enough quantity for long periods of time, to fuck with YOUR bio-electrical system? Need to get rid of them, then. It's proper hygiene that apparently the world has forgotten about in the past 50-100 years since kike-medicine became popular.
CaspianTheDreamer said:
Ive always felt shame about my sexuality or even about the more feminine side of me..... i always end up in tears about this subject whenever it comes up..
I cant talk about stuff like this for more than 10 minutes with anyone or I'll just leave the place right away.
Its weird...its like it hurts. I guess being constantly bullied for not being like the other monkeys at school and literally almost everywhere since childhood can have its toll on you. Many times i wanted to end it all... ive never been in any relationship. And everytime i tried to get into one it always went south.
Now i think that maybe being gay IS unnatural.... because the penis is meant for the vagina not for the same hole where we poop from.... or maybe gays can never have fulfilling relationships because only a man and a woman can truly spiritually fulfill each other...but ive never liked girls..ever.
I dont know what to do. Please dont tell me what runes to use or whatever im currently not in the headspace for that i just wanna know the truth..i actually havent moved an inch since waking up.. i feel like there's this huge weight on my head.
OP, I do not give you cookie-cutter replies, this is all from the heart and gut that I share this information. I will also inform you about your personality archetype and what it means to be an INFJ. I have had many friends of our types in the past and I can tell you that we are a very "lewd" type. We are not naturally overcome with the pursuit of pleasure, it means very little to us but to some types, like the ISTJ/ISFJ/ESTP, it is literally everything to them. INFJ as a "creator" archetype, we are more prone to be "lewd" and what is more "lewd" in this world than sex, what is more of an act of "creation" than sex? The act of watching it, writing about it, drawing it etc. It's natural and uncorrupted because we are not "bound" to it. It does not control us, we control it. I have no worry that you will be okay being homosexual, although your "turbulent" attribute does cause me some concern... As for the "femininity" side, that is also INFJ as it is a more "female" archetype. INFJ encompasses ultimate balance, black and white, male and female, water, air, fire and earth. It is natural for YOUR archetype to be more Yin than Yang. You are healthy in this regard and you should feel no shame in that fact.
I see that you are hurting badly, OP. Maybe one of the mods will be of more comfort for you than I but I *understand* and I can *feel* the pain you experience. I so desperately want to make sure that you are okay, because I honestly have a bias towards INFJs kek. Just know that you Can be okay, you just need a little faith so... maybe reading other's advice or words will be better suited for you than my cold-hard reality check if that is what you really need right now...
You need to work out within you who you want to be and you need to be OKAY with it. I already told you an ultimate truth no one is allowed to know or question, least ye be scorned by others. Turbulent Qi is not a healthy place to experience and I pray to the Gods they help guide you to the right course of action for You. Choose your course for only yourself, the Gods will not care whether you're gay or straight (neither will I or anyone that actually matters), they just want you to powerlevel to the fullest of your potential.