navarrete_897
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- Jan 21, 2004
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I first of want to start out by saying, i have no idea if this is for
me or not, and dont really know if i belive in god or satan i would
consider myself Agnostic or an Athiest. i would consider myself more
of an athiest but sometimes theres those times when something tells
me that god does exist, but i guess i refuse to belive in him? i dont
know, im confused i guess you could say. never the less, i try to do
my best to respect every religion and other peoples beliefs, except
im not to sure about scientology, i mean come on(lol). i personally
think its stupid.
But i have to say ive always been entrieged by satanism
and "black/white magic", and to darker things. ever since i could
remember probably around age 6 or 7(i just turned 18)ive been
fasinated by horror movies and i would often get in trouble by my dad
when i would watch them, and as i grew older it progressed into being
fasinated with deamons, satan, magic(if it is real). im a big fan of
Metal music in general from trash/black/death/symphonic etc... Metal
Music in General.
i grew up around one of my aunts who is a dedicated christian i
guess? and she has always said that christianity is the best way to
go and that i should belive in god and go to church, etc...do the
stuff that christians do. but on the other hand going on the online
site joy of satan i have read some of its things and it sais that
satan accepts all and does not judge nor does he force someone to
belive in him.
¿i would also like to know do i have to be a dedicated satanist to
try and summon a demon?
because my parents are currently going through a divorce. my parents
have been merried for 27years i belive if not 26-28years, but my dad
suddenly left my mom for a nother lady and moved out the house as
without giving us an explination to why he left. my mom belives that
there was some "witchcraft" involved from the other lady, and one of
her friends from childhood is a caretaker for a lady that claims shes
a good witch, and that there was some type of witchcraft involved. he
has also left us homeless since he wasnt paying any of the bills the
last couple of months before he moved out.(they havent evicted us
yet) and my mom was a stay at home wife and a part time care taker
for my nana, which passed away. i dont i guess what im trying to say
is if...
¿i do try and summon a demon, one of the demons that answer questions
would i be able to just summon it once and ask it my question and
never have to see or come in contact with it again? and do i need to
be a strong beliver in this or would it find it offensive if im not
and if i just want to come in contact with once?
i dont know, i might want to become a satanist in the future but i
guess theres always that thought in the back of your mind(to new
comers, i guess)that tells you this is a bad idea. i will be honest
from the stuff ive heard im kinda scared to even come in contact with
satan himself or any other demon as a matter of fact. and i think i
read on joy of satan that all satanist have to be close to satan or
something?
so please if anyone can help me or give me some advice please do
me or not, and dont really know if i belive in god or satan i would
consider myself Agnostic or an Athiest. i would consider myself more
of an athiest but sometimes theres those times when something tells
me that god does exist, but i guess i refuse to belive in him? i dont
know, im confused i guess you could say. never the less, i try to do
my best to respect every religion and other peoples beliefs, except
im not to sure about scientology, i mean come on(lol). i personally
think its stupid.
But i have to say ive always been entrieged by satanism
and "black/white magic", and to darker things. ever since i could
remember probably around age 6 or 7(i just turned 18)ive been
fasinated by horror movies and i would often get in trouble by my dad
when i would watch them, and as i grew older it progressed into being
fasinated with deamons, satan, magic(if it is real). im a big fan of
Metal music in general from trash/black/death/symphonic etc... Metal
Music in General.
i grew up around one of my aunts who is a dedicated christian i
guess? and she has always said that christianity is the best way to
go and that i should belive in god and go to church, etc...do the
stuff that christians do. but on the other hand going on the online
site joy of satan i have read some of its things and it sais that
satan accepts all and does not judge nor does he force someone to
belive in him.
¿i would also like to know do i have to be a dedicated satanist to
try and summon a demon?
because my parents are currently going through a divorce. my parents
have been merried for 27years i belive if not 26-28years, but my dad
suddenly left my mom for a nother lady and moved out the house as
without giving us an explination to why he left. my mom belives that
there was some "witchcraft" involved from the other lady, and one of
her friends from childhood is a caretaker for a lady that claims shes
a good witch, and that there was some type of witchcraft involved. he
has also left us homeless since he wasnt paying any of the bills the
last couple of months before he moved out.(they havent evicted us
yet) and my mom was a stay at home wife and a part time care taker
for my nana, which passed away. i dont i guess what im trying to say
is if...
¿i do try and summon a demon, one of the demons that answer questions
would i be able to just summon it once and ask it my question and
never have to see or come in contact with it again? and do i need to
be a strong beliver in this or would it find it offensive if im not
and if i just want to come in contact with once?
i dont know, i might want to become a satanist in the future but i
guess theres always that thought in the back of your mind(to new
comers, i guess)that tells you this is a bad idea. i will be honest
from the stuff ive heard im kinda scared to even come in contact with
satan himself or any other demon as a matter of fact. and i think i
read on joy of satan that all satanist have to be close to satan or
something?
so please if anyone can help me or give me some advice please do