I think you are overly being rational in this case and comparing things. Comparing things is good in rare situations only.
If I were to compare things, and say, you needed to be astrally open to dedicate yourself to Satan when you came first, otherwise Satan wouldn't accept you, would that make sense?
See how dangerous comparing things/situations is?
You get a Demon/ess lover if your honest intention is to
Advance SPIRITUALLY or you are sure about the specifics such as you never want or can be with a human lover
I just know the night I decided to do a ritual for Monogamous relationship with a Demoness, my intention was just that which I mentioned above. It was purely in my heart.
I know a human lover will be a hindrance in my spirituality for some reasons I know very well.
How did you believe that Satan accepted you when you dedicated? Then when you believed, you started having doubts , did he leave? Did he even accept you? Were you Jewish? These doubts arose because you weren't spiritually open to communicate with him.
But He did communicate in signs.
And I'm in kind of similar situation with a Demoness Lover.
I do believe I have a Demoness, but not sure. Only astral communication will make me sure now.
Try to understand when it is appropriate and suitable to compare things and what things or situations to compare.
Comparing is never a good way to come to a conclusion in these kind of cases.
FancyMancy said:
sahasrarabliss said:
Only two dreams made me sure. But they were just dreams. So can't be sure.
What I thought you said or meant before was that you were in actual communication with one. Now I am thinking that you are not capable of having Daemoness Lover yet. If you want a Daemoness Lover, then you need to be able to communicate using your Spiritual senses. Consider an office building to conduct business. You can't conduct business outside in the rain - or the sun. You have to have a building, but before that you need the planning permission, money, materials, labour, designs, etc., then the plumbing and electricity - and then you have to wait for it to all set and dry first. Then you buy the computer equipment and photocopier and the toner and the printers and modem, and an Internet connection...
Then you can start to emply people to be able to do business. If you want a Daemoness Lover, then you need to get there first.