DarcDeimos
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So i wonder, why do people seem to need a significant other into their life?
I remember always wanting a girlfriend in my teens(24 now), I've had relationships but i always ended up being "rid off", it used to be painful but as i look back now, it just made me mentally stronger.
I haven't been in a relationship with a human girl(because i have 2 succubus with me now) for more than 2 years, yet it means nothing to me.
Is not normal to not want a relationship with human girls anymore? It's been like this even before having my succubus lovers into my life.
I look at them now and i feel BORED about their need to be in social networks(instagram, fb etc.), suddenly if you're not part of a social network you're weird, oh my.. i pity their sorry souls. Also, it would be quite problematic to find someone that agrees with Spiritual Satanism or that thinks not ill of it and our father Satan.
So, what's your thoughts regarding all this?
On a side note: i feel drawn to lady Astaroth, i suspect that she might be my guardian demon. I've seen drawings of her and i think that she is a stunning beauty indeed, but i wonder, is it normal not to feel sexual attraction towards her? It is normal to have it when you like someone but it isn't the case this time.
Thank you for reading so far!
I remember always wanting a girlfriend in my teens(24 now), I've had relationships but i always ended up being "rid off", it used to be painful but as i look back now, it just made me mentally stronger.
I haven't been in a relationship with a human girl(because i have 2 succubus with me now) for more than 2 years, yet it means nothing to me.
Is not normal to not want a relationship with human girls anymore? It's been like this even before having my succubus lovers into my life.
I look at them now and i feel BORED about their need to be in social networks(instagram, fb etc.), suddenly if you're not part of a social network you're weird, oh my.. i pity their sorry souls. Also, it would be quite problematic to find someone that agrees with Spiritual Satanism or that thinks not ill of it and our father Satan.
So, what's your thoughts regarding all this?
On a side note: i feel drawn to lady Astaroth, i suspect that she might be my guardian demon. I've seen drawings of her and i think that she is a stunning beauty indeed, but i wonder, is it normal not to feel sexual attraction towards her? It is normal to have it when you like someone but it isn't the case this time.
Thank you for reading so far!