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From some of the replies on the thread about Tate and the White Race, I have made some personal reflections on my shortcomings.

The problem of the White Race is the low birth rate, and the solution to this problem on an individual level is something long term and covers many different aspects.

What has actually been pointed out to me is that I cannot support a family since I cannot even support myself by not having a job and the related knowledge.

Also faced with a generational scenario where people waste their time on video games and other nonsense, and where everyone somehow thinks they are chosen and that one day they will have the winning idea to make billions of dollars and gain power over everyone, or the like.
This is completely wrong and is most likely an influence of movies and video games, where an ordinary person without any skills and effort becomes rich, important, etc...

Let me preface this by saying that I am in my early twenties (speaking in terms of age), and that I am beginning to realise that the above is just an illusion to avoid facing reality and putting everything off as long as possible.

Even following your dreams and aspirations, no matter how simple or complex, are all things that you need a solid foundation to achieve.
And this works for everyone, Satanist or non-Satanist, and may explain why a non-Satanist can be more successful than a Satanist and more relevant.

How can one think of seeking love, a life partner, having children, and not to mention levels of power and management over other people, when one cannot even support oneself?

From what I see we exist on 7 levels (chakras), each of which exists above the previous ones.

And we have to build our life in order, from the first to the seventh level.

What I personally have thought is that starting from the base I need a job with which I am sure I will always have money to maintain my basic needs, it doesn't matter if I work in a bar or similar, the important thing is to have a base on which I can develop the rest.

Then I have to educate myself financially, learn how to manage my accounts according to my needs, understand how to pay taxes, all the various bureaucratic expenses and how I can move in the market, how to get started and how it all works.

I think that once I learn the basics and once I learn how to manage my financial life, I can expand and start coming up with new ideas to earn some extra money. One day I can earn my first 10000€, then 20000€ and so on.

But that will come later in my journey, and I think having friends who earn money is very important for this evolution of one's finances, including studying of course. But I will think about that later.

Now broadly speaking I wouldn't know what I want for my future exactly, when I think about it I know that I want to be happy, have a partner and have children, but these are things that come later anyway.
I have also considered the idea of a military career, but to be honest I don't know how concrete my aspirations are and that they are not just a way of running away from what needs to be done.

What worries me here is that I could not have a spiritual routine if not completely basic without even a protective aura, since there are no times to be alone.

So I wouldn't know what to aspire to in the future, I don't even know whether to go to university, in the end what I need is just management skills and knowledge.

Maybe you can help me with some tips to better understand.

For the rest I need to figure out how to structure a good workout and diet, writing it all down on a sheet of paper or something. It should help me to have my expenses more organised.

I know I have potential, I've already overcome countless difficulties that most people out there fail with, I just lack this foundation, which has always been something I've avoided, but I know I can do it.

Looking closer it would seem like something simple, I just have to work, eat, train, study and meditate.
That doesn't sound like much, maybe I can make it fun somehow.

Going back to the original point, I can contribute to the birth problem of my Race and beyond by becoming a healthy, strong adult.
 
From some of the replies on the thread about Tate and the White Race, I have made some personal reflections on my shortcomings.

The problem of the White Race is the low birth rate, and the solution to this problem on an individual level is something long term and covers many different aspects.

What has actually been pointed out to me is that I cannot support a family since I cannot even support myself by not having a job and the related knowledge.

Also faced with a generational scenario where people waste their time on video games and other nonsense, and where everyone somehow thinks they are chosen and that one day they will have the winning idea to make billions of dollars and gain power over everyone, or the like.
This is completely wrong and is most likely an influence of movies and video games, where an ordinary person without any skills and effort becomes rich, important, etc...

Let me preface this by saying that I am in my early twenties (speaking in terms of age), and that I am beginning to realise that the above is just an illusion to avoid facing reality and putting everything off as long as possible.

Even following your dreams and aspirations, no matter how simple or complex, are all things that you need a solid foundation to achieve.
And this works for everyone, Satanist or non-Satanist, and may explain why a non-Satanist can be more successful than a Satanist and more relevant.

How can one think of seeking love, a life partner, having children, and not to mention levels of power and management over other people, when one cannot even support oneself?

From what I see we exist on 7 levels (chakras), each of which exists above the previous ones.

And we have to build our life in order, from the first to the seventh level.

What I personally have thought is that starting from the base I need a job with which I am sure I will always have money to maintain my basic needs, it doesn't matter if I work in a bar or similar, the important thing is to have a base on which I can develop the rest.

Then I have to educate myself financially, learn how to manage my accounts according to my needs, understand how to pay taxes, all the various bureaucratic expenses and how I can move in the market, how to get started and how it all works.

I think that once I learn the basics and once I learn how to manage my financial life, I can expand and start coming up with new ideas to earn some extra money. One day I can earn my first 10000€, then 20000€ and so on.

But that will come later in my journey, and I think having friends who earn money is very important for this evolution of one's finances, including studying of course. But I will think about that later.

Now broadly speaking I wouldn't know what I want for my future exactly, when I think about it I know that I want to be happy, have a partner and have children, but these are things that come later anyway.
I have also considered the idea of a military career, but to be honest I don't know how concrete my aspirations are and that they are not just a way of running away from what needs to be done.

What worries me here is that I could not have a spiritual routine if not completely basic without even a protective aura, since there are no times to be alone.

So I wouldn't know what to aspire to in the future, I don't even know whether to go to university, in the end what I need is just management skills and knowledge.

Maybe you can help me with some tips to better understand.

For the rest I need to figure out how to structure a good workout and diet, writing it all down on a sheet of paper or something. It should help me to have my expenses more organised.

I know I have potential, I've already overcome countless difficulties that most people out there fail with, I just lack this foundation, which has always been something I've avoided, but I know I can do it.

Looking closer it would seem like something simple, I just have to work, eat, train, study and meditate.
That doesn't sound like much, maybe I can make it fun somehow.

Going back to the original point, I can contribute to the birth problem of my Race and beyond by becoming a healthy, strong adult.
You can do AoP, you can behave like you taking a nap, and do few meditations.

When I was not alone, I just lied in my bed and did meditations, like I would be sleeping,

so there is job projects where they, give living place and even transport is present for job,

I happened to work in foreign country because this is how I am able now, and I have got from company place and transport(like drivers takes full car to job every day)

So I get back to my country where I rent apartament for vacation and going to work here.

I also noticed, doing progress in SS path, personally like keeping on path, and doing what one can do at all times at all costs,

Brings one to state where one starts to be happy because Gods starts trust them,

And then they start to help with things which are most needed at the time in your life.

Like if relationships with them are getting stronger, they will guide you to get experience with oposite gender, little by little but surely, and eventuoally they can bring up you love, when you are ready.

Yes you are right, like exercising, train, meditate. Doing what you can do, trying to be best, should become habit.

But it needs to be clinging to it at all ways and like keeping it of importance like these basic things are the basics of the rest of your life.

You can ask Gods for guidance, to get you guided where you are in need for the most right now.

But I think they know better when exactly you should be directed to certain direction, and they will do it when you are ready.

So better molding and molding discipline mainly, never stopping to thinking what can be better in it because it always can, and so trying doing better,

Honestly, me I seek to grow what I have In myself in it’s original ways, just like how it should be, intended by Gods. eternally, and I don’t have like an external and personal goal for now, I’m sure children will be present because it has to be in the future.

But in essence I just seek what Gods wants me to seek, my inner side and just making it better like completely obsessively…

I see now this is the way, how outer goals, and things manifest in my life how I really want it so deeply, that me myself who I am like a ego, start to understand, that what I want, is completely beyond my perception, but I am getting it…

So to get what it is needed the most for your soul, main thing is to bring yourself to the states where deep meditation starts to be present everywhere you go, and consciousness can be at the peak, where consciousness of the Gods can grace you trough the times, and show for what you are being made, then you will see what is needed for sure.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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