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last night me and my undedicated friend were researching jos and we came to the comclusion that we were going to use an ouija board when two greys came through the hall and stared at us as we moved toward them and felt thier freezing cold almost prickly energy so im assuming there "wriled up" u because we were planning on summoning one of the demons. later on that night in which we didnt sleep at all 4-5 i couldnt really tell stood at the foot of our bed and eventually went away
 
If you call your guardian god . Some of the water elements can feel coldI think?
 
plus they were shorter than me i know they were not annunaki/nordic plus we both saw them and agreed they were greys
 
prob is i dont have one as i have made it clear to satan i do not want to be guarded as i find it rather fun to have spiritual activity and they have never actually hurt me (floorboards sometimes creak and they nudge doors and things hanging on the walls)

























 
Greys can seriously fuck with your mind, I speak from experience. They aren't harmless so it's cool you can keep them away without a guardian demon . Just them being around you for long enough will start to hurt you and drive you towards insanity.
 
Void meditation is of a great help here. Ignore the greys and everything they do and just soldier on. They feed and thrive off your attention.
Hail Satan!

On Saturday, December 27, 2014 10:56 AM, "iorost@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Greys can seriously fuck with your mind, I speak from experience. They aren't harmless so it's cool you can keep them away without a guardian demon . Just them being around you for long enough will start to hurt you and drive you towards insanity.

 
Speaking of greys, I am currently going through a very hard time with them. I forgot the proper directions twice while trying to banish them last month, because I need to improve my memory. I am currently being put under so much pressure by them that I cannot feel the left side of my body anymore. Or really the rest of my body but the left side has no feeling whatsoever. Which is causing horrible problems. I can't masturbate, which is very important to me, not just as a single man with needs.

I quit smoking through sheer force of will, which is good, the ciggarettes were making me feel horrible anyway, and I believe were contributing to my stress. I saw the word suryae one night while in total panic and calling out to Father Satan, because I didn't know what to do. This originally happened because I ran out of klonopin and I was watching anime I know damn well I shouldn't have because I been given I'm a spiritual satanist I came to my senses and stopped watching it. The klonopin which was helping me out for the time being with these fuckers. I didn't originally start taking it because of that though, I believe I just have bad nerves. And, back then I wasn't a spiritual satanist so I thought it was a good idea :/

My body isn't regaining any feeling, I mean, it does have some feeling, but, not a lot. I  do the suryae working twice a day. I've just started being a spiritual satanist, and I want to continue being one. I haven't come this far just to lose out because of what is going on with my body. I need advice, long story short.

Now please bear in mind I do not have any knowledge of astrology as I am just about brand new and I know there's a possibility that some workings I could do with proper timing could help me greatly but :/ I've been holding this in, and I realized it's only hurting me in the end. We're all a team here. Also, when you turn clockwise, does that mean you start back from the south, and return east?

Thank you very much for your advice.
 
<td val[/IMG]S[/IMG] From:"frizzard56@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Mon, 29 Dec, 2014 at 12:59
Subject:Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: increasing grey activity?

  Speaking of greys, I am currently going through a very hard time with them. I forgot the proper directions twice while trying to banish them last month, because I need to improve my memory. I am currently being put under so much pressure by them that I cannot feel the left side of my body anymore. Or really the rest of my body but the left side has no feeling whatsoever. Which is causing horrible problems. I can't masturbate, which is very important to me, not just as a single man with needs.

I quit smoking through sheer force of will, which is good, the ciggarettes were making me feel horrible anyway, and I believe were contributing to my stress. I saw the word suryae one night while in total panic and calling out to Father Satan, because I didn't know what to do. This originally happened because I ran out of klonopin and I was watching anime I know damn well I shouldn't have because I been given I'm a spiritual satanist I came to my senses and stopped watching it. The klonopin which was helping me out for the time being with these fuckers. I didn't originally start taking it because of that though, I believe I just have bad nerves. And, back then I wasn't a spiritual satanist so I thought it was a good idea :/

My body isn't regaining any feeling, I mean, it does have some feeling, but, not a lot. I  do the suryae working twice a day. I've just started being a spiritual satanist, and I want to continue being one. I haven't come this far just to lose out because of what is going on with my body. I need advice, long story short.

Now please bear in mind I do not have any knowledge of astrology as I am just about brand new and I know there's a possibility that some workings I could do with proper timing could help me greatly but :/ I've been holding this in, and I realized it's only hurting me in the end. We're all a team here. Also, when you turn clockwise, does that mean you start back from the south, and return east?

Thank you very much for your advice. [/TD]
[/TD][/TR][/TABLE]
 
Well, I managed to get off of the seroquel, and prozac through convincing them I didn't need them. I do want to quit taking all of it to be honest. I'm not in the habit of condoning poison nor taking it.

It'll get to a certain point to where I will get cut off of my benefits, which I ultimately do want, but at  the same time do not have enough money to afford losing at this time. The main causes of my stress are the idea that I am out in the middle of the country with nothing, and nobody except my parents. It's a xianized community, so I officially don't want to talk to anyone. There are no close enough jobs, not that I don't want a job, that would pay enough if I get cut, if I stay on to make enough money, I'll get a maximum of twenty hours a week which won't pay out enough. But enough about that.

The main reason these problems started is because I isolated for a long time, with these greys fucking over my mind without knowing it. I now recognize that problem, and I need to banish these things, and move on. So, because I am still klonopin, and trazadone(I started taking trazadone because prozac caused insomnia, now I can't get decent enough sleep without it :/ ) I won't say they made me go insane, but I got very psychotic about everything(in a non violent way.) I've worked for the past five years to conquer what problems occurred. I still have a long way to go. Not that I'm not willing to work towards fixing this shit, even if it seems impossible. So, with all of that said, can I not banish them if I cannot manage to get off of these poisons?

Thanks for your time.

HAIL SATAN!
 
<td val[/IMG]In the banishing ritual we deal with the Demons Haures and Orobas and I'm definitely not going to tell you to abstain from forming relationships with our Gods because they are here to help no matter what we go through. Even when we are too stubborn to see, that is my experience. Father knows us better than we know ourselves and he won't give up on us if we have faith in him. With Satan by ourselves but not alone. So being isolated shouldn't be an excuse. Get some goals to focus your energy on because I get the feeling boredom is your main issue. Being on mind altering substances only makes things easier for the enemy, you get caught up in it all and they don't really have to do much after that as you snowball and become enemy to yourself. I mean you start making up attack scenarios in your mind when it's actually just the side effects of the drugs and, this one should be obvious. I don't really know if you need them or not so, I can't really tell you to stop. I'm just giving my opinion. I'm no doctor. But this I do know; They don't mix well with meditation.
Good luck brother.
88 From:"frizzard56@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Tue, 30 Dec, 2014 at 13:15
Subject:[JoyofSatan666] Re: increasing grey activity?

  Well, I managed to get off of the seroquel, and prozac through convincing them I didn't need them. I do want to quit taking all of it to be honest. I'm not in the habit of condoning poison nor taking it.

It'll get to a certain point to where I will get cut off of my benefits, which I ultimately do want, but at  the same time do not have enough money to afford losing at this time. The main causes of my stress are the idea that I am out in the middle of the country with nothing, and nobody except my parents. It's a xianized community, so I officially don't want to talk to anyone. There are no close enough jobs, not that I don't want a job, that would pay enough if I get cut, if I stay on to make enough money, I'll get a maximum of twenty hours a week which won't pay out enough. But enough about that.

The main reason these problems started is because I isolated for a long time, with these greys fucking over my mind without knowing it. I now recognize that problem, and I need to banish these things, and move on. So, because I am still klonopin, and trazadone(I started taking trazadone because prozac caused insomnia, now I can't get decent enough sleep without it :/ ) I won't say they made me go insane, but I got very psychotic about everything(in a non violent way.) I've worked for the past five years to conquer what problems occurred. I still have a long way to go. Not that I'm not willing to work towards fixing this shit, even if it seems impossible. So, with all of that said, can I not banish them if I cannot manage to get off of these poisons?

Thanks for your time.

HAIL SATAN! [/TD]
[/TD][/TR][/TABLE]
 
I know about psychiatric drugs, as well as designer drugs making it extremely easy for the enemy to attack the shit out of someone it's why I quit smoking. I just quit taking everything else today.

I mean, I don't have a doctor's appointment(if you can call them that) until April, because I canceled.

So, fuck em. I'm very sad because I haven't meditated in about two days, because I took your advice about the poison, and mixing meditation. Now, I'm sad A.) because I love meditation. B.) because my energy has gone down thereof, and I'm bored. Yes, boredom is my main problem, but I know that satanism can keep one constantly busy. So, it's just a matter of growing up for me, and getting responsible. I just listened to No Excuses and I found it to be inspirational. This is to be honest, the first thing I have ever put so much effort into, and it made me really happy. This way brings tears of joy to me. I don't know why, it just does.

But before I ramble on more, I need to know, can I now meditate at least a little having dropped the poison?

By the way, your response means a lot to me. Nobody responded so I got scared. This path literally is my salvation.

Thank you very much.

HAIL SATAN!   
 
I usually do take time to research. I've just been locked in a situation with greys for the past ten years, and am so desperate to get rid of the fuckers.

It just keeps going on and on with them. It's a wonder I'm still as competent as I am. Plus they torture me in my everyday life. I'm guessing I cannot banish them  can I? because I did just start taking the pills again.

I'm also concerned about what I 'can' do for Father Satan now as well :(
 
You could program your aura to repel them and do a stronger aura of protection: every few hours if you needed to.
Hail Satan!

On Sunday, January 4, 2015 6:20 AM, "frizzard56@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I usually do take time to research. I've just been locked in a situation with greys for the past ten years, and am so desperate to get rid of the fuckers.

It just keeps going on and on with them. It's a wonder I'm still as competent as I am. Plus they torture me in my everyday life. I'm guessing I cannot banish them  can I? because I did just start taking the pills again.

I'm also concerned about what I 'can' do for Father Satan now as well :(

 
Stay strong, my Brother! Lord/Father Satan is here, and so are we! Do
not despair! though it may sometimes feel like you are, you are never
truly alone. Satan never abandons his beloved ones. Have faith in
yourself, and have faith in Satan!

On 1/4/15, Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
You could program your aura to repel them and do a stronger aura of
protection: every few hours if you needed to.
Hail Satan!

On Sunday, January 4, 2015 6:20 AM, "frizzard56@...
[JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  I usually do take time to research. I've just been locked in a
situation with greys for the past ten years, and am so desperate to get rid
of the fuckers.

It just keeps going on and on with them. It's a wonder I'm still as
competent as I am. Plus they torture me in my everyday life. I'm guessing I
cannot banish them  can I? because I did just start taking the pills again.

I'm also concerned about what I 'can' do for Father Satan now as well :(
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If you're a dedicated Satanist, you definitely CAN banish them. They might come back, but IGNORE them.
Also, drugs can mess you up spiritually...so I am sure someone else here can advise you better.
Hail Father Satan!
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On Sat, 1/3/15, frizzard56@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: increasing grey activity?
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Saturday, January 3, 2015, 1:27 PM


 









I usually do take time to research. I've just
been locked in a situation with greys for the past ten
years, and am so desperate to get rid of the fuckers.

It just keeps going on and on
with them. It's a wonder I'm still as competent as I
am. Plus they torture me in my everyday life. I'm
guessing I cannot banish them  can I? because I did just
start taking the pills again.

I'm also concerned about what I
'can' do for Father Satan now as well :(









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I have meditated, in the past. I used to strengthen my aura of protection four times a day. Although, if I had never gotten involved with these evil beings in the first place I would have never needed to take the goddamn poison in the first place. As I said, I got dooped into going along with them.

I know what I did was wreckless meditatin' while on jewish poison, but I wanted to so badly. But, aside from that, I recall reading Sims Motal saying that I can banish these fuckers even though I am now down to only one drug, which is the klonozopam.

 I beat trazodone, which I am very happy about. I now sleep very well, and like a normal person which I am very happy about, because it's been two or more years I have dealt with this shit of using a fucking drug to knock me out in order to sleep, which was originally caused by the flippin' prozac. Prozac causes insomnia. I dropped the shit cold turkey, and about two months ago I was able to feel tired like a normal person, and now roughly two months later,give or take,  I can sleep like a normal person, granted I will take melatonin, or some form of tea to help.

Those are natural things. To all of you who have responded to my post, I am deeply grateful. Kii Pipur, Magus Immortalis, Sims Motal, Allison Passino. It's this magnificent unity that I am learning thanks to Father Satan, and this is yet another example. I know Father Satan is with me. I feel it, I talk to him a lot. And, I believe he is helping me debunk the enemies filthy tactics in brain warping me, in comparison to what he is doing in my life.

There's always somethin fucked up about the enemies help. A lingering energy  that leaves a clue, or vile sick feeling, or something 'wrong' about it. But, when Father Satan helps, which I am beginning to discern there's no underlying motive, and always positive energy. I would only wish what I have been through on the most vile enemy, or in other words, a kike. I am thoroughly happy to be dedicated to Father Satan, being here on the forum being part of something that matters, and helping people in whatever way I can.

I think I am finally slowly beginning to heal. Beautiful unity, and to the return of our satanic regime.

HAIL SATAN!!

SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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