In need of some Desperate Help

[allyshia93]

Hello everyone, some of you may remember me, some may not. I've been a member for many years now, I just barly use the forums of the group mainly because Yahoo kept updating and I ended up not being able to keep up with all the on going stuff.

I've been a fully dedicated Satanist for 5 years now, I came to our Father seeking help because I knew I was highly tuned with my spirituality, he helped me over come a lot of things, depression, spiritual attacks by the enemy. Over those years I've learned a lot, I've become a stronger and better person, more wise and more positive with the years that have come. I've helped a lot of spirits and work closly with my Guardian Eligos but unfortunately there are some things in life that we all dont have the answer to and that is why I'm sitting here typing this up.

In august this year I got into a relationship, at the start my partner was quiet caring and loving, though I never opened up to him about being a satanist, I dont trust others very much and I dont believe I have a soul mate so unless I had a feeling that I could trust him then I would not tell him of anything.

However my partner has become overly possessive towards me, controlling a lot of the time. I was in a similar situation a few years back and I managed to get out of it but this time....its a little harder then thought. I owe Eligos my thanks because he's encouraged me to reach out, try to find some sort of aid to help me get free from this controlling relationship.

Its not that I dont love my Partner anymore, but the fact I see that he can become violent with a temper and has not been allowing me to do things i like, and if I do he gets up set, acts like he is disappointed, he over reacts and pretty much acts immature at times. Everyone, all of my friends have told me to break up but thats easier said then done. I've tried it numerous times and every time my Partner has found a loop hole, a way to not end the relationship and I can see more and more its doin my head in, I cant be in a controlled situation because I tend to get angry more often, and the last thing I want to do is resort to physical violence because thats just not me at all.

There are not many support places out there, none that would really help, most of them are just shelters for women and my Partner has not hit me or anything but his attitude says a lot.

Therefore I know that asking for help, aid from my fellow brothers and sisters on here is rather out of the blue, I've never been in a situation where I have to rely on others for aid but I guess sometimes those things happen. Thus my question is, why can I myself do? I clean my Aura every day and still mediate as often as I can but its not easy and I was wondering if by chance any of the Gods may aid me in such a matter since Eligos himself isn't willing to 'spoon feed me' information as he calls it haha.


But  I would be grateful for any advice and help I can get because I cant see myself staying sane in such a relationship.

Hail Father Satan
Hail the Gods of Duat

 

[fake name]

Break up with him. He's violent, possessive, arrogant and immature. This makes the decision obvious.



On Monday, November 23, 2015 10:45 PM, "allyshia93@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello everyone, some of you may remember me, some may not. I've been a member for many years now, I just barly use the forums of the group mainly because Yahoo kept updating and I ended up not being able to keep up with all the on going stuff.

I've been a fully dedicated Satanist for 5 years now, I came to our Father seeking help because I knew I was highly tuned with my spirituality, he helped me over come a lot of things, depression, spiritual attacks by the enemy. Over those years I've learned a lot, I've become a stronger and better person, more wise and more positive with the years that have come. I've helped a lot of spirits and work closly with my Guardian Eligos but unfortunately there are some things in life that we all dont have the answer to and that is why I'm sitting here typing this up.

In august this year I got into a relationship, at the start my partner was quiet caring and loving, though I never opened up to him about being a satanist, I dont trust others very much and I dont believe I have a soul mate so unless I had a feeling that I could trust him then I would not tell him of anything.

However my partner has become overly possessive towards me, controlling a lot of the time. I was in a similar situation a few years back and I managed to get out of it but this time....its a little harder then thought. I owe Eligos my thanks because he's encouraged me to reach out, try to find some sort of aid to help me get free from this controlling relationship.

Its not that I dont love my Partner anymore, but the fact I see that he can become violent with a temper and has not been allowing me to do things i like, and if I do he gets up set, acts like he is disappointed, he over reacts and pretty much acts immature at times. Everyone, all of my friends have told me to break up but thats easier said then done. I've tried it numerous times and every time my Partner has found a loop hole, a way to not end the relationship and I can see more and more its doin my head in, I cant be in a controlled situation because I tend to get angry more often, and the last thing I want to do is resort to physical violence because thats just not me at all.

There are not many support places out there, none that would really help, most of them are just shelters for women and my Partner has not hit me or anything but his attitude says a lot.

Therefore I know that asking for help, aid from my fellow brothers and sisters on here is rather out of the blue, I've never been in a situation where I have to rely on others for aid but I guess sometimes those things happen. Thus my question is, why can I myself do? I clean my Aura every day and still mediate as often as I can but its not easy and I was wondering if by chance any of the Gods may aid me in such a matter since Eligos himself isn't willing to 'spoon feed me' information as he calls it haha.


But  I would be grateful for any advice and help I can get because I cant see myself staying sane in such a relationship.

Hail Father Satan
Hail the Gods of Duat

 

[allyshia93]

Thats the problem I'm having. I've tried to be blunt forward and honest with him, I've told him how I feel and every method and choice just ends up with the exact same result. I'm honestly contemplating about just lying to him about being in love with someone else and hope that does something because honestly...I know its not worth putting up with and I'm just at my limit right now.

 

[S.S. 666]

I may add, if he is not a Satanist, the enemy could use him against you, that's also why he is spoiling your activities.
Have a look to your astrological chart to determine which planets in 7th house (Mars might be involved as Mars=violence, also) may affect your partner's characteristics!


To: [email protected]
From: [email protected]
Date: Tue, 24 Nov 2015 17:34:04 +0000
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] In need of some Desperate Help

 
Break up with him. He's violent, possessive, arrogant and immature. This makes the decision obvious.



On Monday, November 23, 2015 10:45 PM, "allyshia93@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello everyone, some of you may remember me, some may not. I've been a member for many years now, I just barly use the forums of the group mainly because Yahoo kept updating and I ended up not being able to keep up with all the on going stuff.

I've been a fully dedicated Satanist for 5 years now, I came to our Father seeking help because I knew I was highly tuned with my spirituality, he helped me over come a lot of things, depression, spiritual attacks by the enemy. Over those years I've learned a lot, I've become a stronger and better person, more wise and more positive with the years that have come. I've helped a lot of spirits and work closly with my Guardian Eligos but unfortunately there are some things in life that we all dont have the answer to and that is why I'm sitting here typing this up.

In august this year I got into a relationship, at the start my partner was quiet caring and loving, though I never opened up to him about being a satanist, I dont trust others very much and I dont believe I have a soul mate so unless I had a feeling that I could trust him then I would not tell him of anything.

However my partner has become overly possessive towards me, controlling a lot of the time. I was in a similar situation a few years back and I managed to get out of it but this time....its a little harder then thought. I owe Eligos my thanks because he's encouraged me to reach out, try to find some sort of aid to help me get free from this controlling relationship.

Its not that I dont love my Partner anymore, but the fact I see that he can become violent with a temper and has not been allowing me to do things i like, and if I do he gets up set, acts like he is disappointed, he over reacts and pretty much acts immature at times. Everyone, all of my friends have told me to break up but thats easier said then done. I've tried it numerous times and every time my Partner has found a loop hole, a way to not end the relationship and I can see more and more its doin my head in, I cant be in a controlled situation because I tend to get angry more often, and the last thing I want to do is resort to physical violence because thats just not me at all.

There are not many support places out there, none that would really help, most of them are just shelters for women and my Partner has not hit me or anything but his attitude says a lot.

Therefore I know that asking for help, aid from my fellow brothers and sisters on here is rather out of the blue, I've never been in a situation where I have to rely on others for aid but I guess sometimes those things happen. Thus my question is, why can I myself do? I clean my Aura every day and still mediate as often as I can but its not easy and I was wondering if by chance any of the Gods may aid me in such a matter since Eligos himself isn't willing to 'spoon feed me' information as he calls it haha.


But  I would be grateful for any advice and help I can get because I cant see myself staying sane in such a relationship.

Hail Father Satan
Hail the Gods of Duat

 

[Sims Motal]

There is an entire list of Demons and what their 'specialties' are on the Joy of Satan website. I recently
summoned Orobas for help, and the problem was taken care of immediately. Not sure Orobas would
be the one for you, as mine was more for kind of a legal matter, but there are Demons out there that
can help you in your particular situation. Find the one you believe fits the criteria, and go through
Father Satan to summon Him. And if you are spiritually open enough, you should be able to communicate
with Him. Of course, you will have to do something in exchange for the Demon, something you both
agree upon.


Hope this helps.
Hail Satan! Hail all the Gods of Hell!
--------------------------------------------

On Mon, 11/23/15, allyshia93@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] In need of some Desperate Help
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, November 23, 2015, 5:25 PM


 









Hello everyone, some of you may remember me, some
may not. I've been a member for many years now, I just
barly use the forums of the group mainly because Yahoo kept
updating and I ended up not being able to keep up with all
the on going stuff.

I've been a fully dedicated Satanist for 5
years now, I came to our Father seeking help because I knew
I was highly tuned with my spirituality, he helped me over
come a lot of things, depression, spiritual attacks by the
enemy. Over those years I've learned a lot, I've
become a stronger and better person, more wise and more
positive with the years that have come. I've helped a
lot of spirits and work closly with my Guardian Eligos but
unfortunately there are some things in life that we all dont
have the answer to and that is why I'm sitting here
typing this up.

In august
this year I got into a relationship, at the start my partner
was quiet caring and loving, though I never opened up to him
about being a satanist, I dont trust others very much and I
dont believe I have a soul mate so unless I had a feeling
that I could trust him then I would not tell him of
anything.

However my
partner has become overly possessive towards me, controlling
a lot of the time. I was in a similar situation a few years
back and I managed to get out of it but this time....its a
little harder then thought. I owe Eligos my thanks because
he's encouraged me to reach out, try to find some sort
of aid to help me get free from this controlling
relationship.

Its not that
I dont love my Partner anymore, but the fact I see that he
can become violent with a temper and has not been allowing
me to do things i like, and if I do he gets up set, acts
like he is disappointed, he over reacts and pretty much acts
immature at times. Everyone, all of my friends have told me
to break up but thats easier said then done. I've tried
it numerous times and every time my Partner has found a loop
hole, a way to not end the relationship and I can see more
and more its doin my head in, I cant be in a controlled
situation because I tend to get angry more often, and the
last thing I want to do is resort to physical violence
because thats just not me at all.

There are not many support places out there,
none that would really help, most of them are just shelters
for women and my Partner has not hit me or anything but his
attitude says a lot.

Therefore I know that asking for help, aid from
my fellow brothers and sisters on here is rather out of the
blue, I've never been in a situation where I have to
rely on others for aid but I guess sometimes those things
happen. Thus my question is, why can I myself do? I clean my
Aura every day and still mediate as often as I can but its
not easy and I was wondering if by chance any of the Gods
may aid me in such a matter since Eligos himself isn't
willing to 'spoon feed me' information as he calls
it haha.


But  I would be grateful for any advice and
help I can get because I cant see myself staying sane in
such a relationship.

Hail
Father Satan
Hail the Gods of Duat











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[satanicninja]

Detach him from your soul. If you're not allowed to do things you like, he's disregarding your personality. He only likes you when you do what he wants, not for who you are. Sounds cliche right?

In the end it's your choice.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html  

 

[luciferi Jr]

<td val[/IMG]We are an elite group...very wise and we have the right to power and magic...I know u know what to do but u just feel like typing...use magick on him and get him off your back...we got similar issues too and m doing mine and it's working...fight for life sis...love is overrated. U got all it takes to b free unlike the powerless xians who blab they got power when they got nothing and yet they are blind...do something, free yourself...remember how satanic love works, if u have not read that sermon of HP Maxine, I recommend u do..,.and try to detach your soul from his too after u do away with him...u have been in this for 5years big sis and u are no kid...♥satanic love.
Hail satanI love blacks.

From:"fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Tue, Nov 24, 2015 at 6:37 PM
Subject:Re: [JoyofSatan666] In need of some Desperate Help

  Break up with him. He's violent, possessive, arrogant and immature. This makes the decision obvious.



On Monday, November 23, 2015 10:45 PM, "allyshia93@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello everyone, some of you may remember me, some may not. I've been a member for many years now, I just barly use the forums of the group mainly because Yahoo kept updating and I ended up not being able to keep up with all the on going stuff.

I've been a fully dedicated Satanist for 5 years now, I came to our Father seeking help because I knew I was highly tuned with my spirituality, he helped me over come a lot of things, depression, spiritual attacks by the enemy. Over those years I've learned a lot, I've become a stronger and better person, more wise and more positive with the years that have come. I've helped a lot of spirits and work closly with my Guardian Eligos but unfortunately there are some things in life that we all dont have the answer to and that is why I'm sitting here typing this up.

In august this year I got into a relationship, at the start my partner was quiet caring and loving, though I never opened up to him about being a satanist, I dont trust others very much and I dont believe I have a soul mate so unless I had a feeling that I could trust him then I would not tell him of anything.

However my partner has become overly possessive towards me, controlling a lot of the time. I was in a similar situation a few years back and I managed to get out of it but this time....its a little harder then thought. I owe Eligos my thanks because he's encouraged me to reach out, try to find some sort of aid to help me get free from this controlling relationship.

Its not that I dont love my Partner anymore, but the fact I see that he can become violent with a temper and has not been allowing me to do things i like, and if I do he gets up set, acts like he is disappointed, he over reacts and pretty much acts immature at times. Everyone, all of my friends have told me to break up but thats easier said then done. I've tried it numerous times and every time my Partner has found a loop hole, a way to not end the relationship and I can see more and more its doin my head in, I cant be in a controlled situation because I tend to get angry more often, and the last thing I want to do is resort to physical violence because thats just not me at all.

There are not many support places out there, none that would really help, most of them are just shelters for women and my Partner has not hit me or anything but his attitude says a lot.

Therefore I know that asking for help, aid from my fellow brothers and sisters on here is rather out of the blue, I've never been in a situation where I have to rely on others for aid but I guess sometimes those things happen. Thus my question is, why can I myself do? I clean my Aura every day and still mediate as often as I can but its not easy and I was wondering if by chance any of the Gods may aid me in such a matter since Eligos himself isn't willing to 'spoon feed me' information as he calls it haha.


But  I would be grateful for any advice and help I can get because I cant see myself staying sane in such a relationship.

Hail Father Satan
Hail the Gods of Duat



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[centralforce6661]

In my experience,the one advantage we have over others, and the one thing we simultaneously have to learn is magic an power of the soul.

Use this to your advantage. Find a magical operation which you are comfortable with, be it a thoughtform or energy which you draw into yourself in order to empower your aura and program it to bring about the result that you want. Whether that is an escape route or something else depends on you.

One thing I will say however is that you have stated he "found a loophole". Relationships are not legal battle in a courtroom. People only have as much power over you as you let them have.

And ultimately if you are worried about him becoming violent, call the police. After all, Eligos is the patron Demon of the police and I have worked with him before in my occupation which is Security oriented and he has helped with opportune police presence that has probably literally saved my life.

Among all of this, a strong protective aura is also required daily.

 

[light_algur]

Then curse him with all your might. This is what the tools (black magick) were given by the gods for. Why continue wasting time?
There are runes for binding and destruction or program your aura to scare the living shit out of him thus making him leave you. 
Spiritual Satanists don't have to put up with that.  We don't turn the other cheek. It is all up to you.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/AURA.html  http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Color.html  http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html  


---In [email protected], <allyshia93@... wrote :

Thats the problem I'm having. I've tried to be blunt forward and honest with him, I've told him how I feel and every method and choice just ends up with the exact same result. I'm honestly contemplating about just lying to him about being in love with someone else and hope that does something because honestly...I know its not worth putting up with and I'm just at my limit right now.
 

 

[magnum.arcanum]

Easy Fix…
Sounds like you like men that are alive i.e. that have emotions and more importantly take care of the business that men need to take care of.  You probably consider most men to be lame and tame.  That’s a good thing.  Nothing wrong there.  So, you seek these possessive men out to get some results. 
You don’t have to do that.  MOST MEN CAN BE WHATEVER YOU WANT THEM TO BE.  You just have to tell them, that this is how you’re going to be “all the fucking time” or I’m gone.  Do it in a serious, non-threatening way and in a manner in which they give you their undivided attention.  Do it very privately.  Make sure they know that it’s a very private one-on-one, that its dead serious, that its extremely important and do it often. 

Many men are trained to be indifferent in relationships.  It took me a long time to realize that women will play along with that shit, but really fucking hate it.  Go to work on the normal indifferent ones and stay away from the emotional issues types.
Men and women flirt with others.  You probably like doing that.  Nothing wrong there.  Tell the man that when you do it he needs to not be a fucking pussy and show some emotion regarding it and do something about it. 
Say it just like that too.  Eventually you’ll work out a mutual system for doing it that works great.
You don’t like it when men who have been with you awhile stop giving you the attention you got when you started the relationship.  Another reason you may go for the possessive types.  Their really easy to make jealous. 

Men who have been “pussified” don’t understand that their life is 50% theirs and 50% yours and viceversa.  It’s so fucking obvious yet hardly anybody gets this.  It’s the most important thing you can know about a relationship.  You just need to tell them that.  And keep telling them that and make sure they know if they don’t fucking get that, you are gone.
Father figure.  Do you need a father figure?  If you do, then tell your man you need one.  He’ll comply.  Most men love doing that anyway as they are totally built for that shit.
Abuse.  Really beautiful woman sometimes go out with fucking abusive, asshole retards.  It’s amazing to see as a guy.  I mean they actually love the pain.  There is a hidden masochistic side to their personalities.  Usually that goes back to sexual abuse.  I really doubt that one applies to you though.
It’s just a matter of training.  Not the guy you’ve got now.  The new guy.  Guys love it when you tell them shit like that.  If they don’t then it means their insecure, immature emotional dipshits and it’s your cue to move to the next one.
Good Luck

 

[allyshia93]

Thank you all for your kind words, I took the time to sit and think, I spoke to Asmodeus yesterday and he questioned me on how I feel towards my Partner, he gave me a boost of encouragement and it helped a lot to open my eyes, to push aside everything else and relize that this is wrong, that if I stay in such a relationship all freedom I once had will be lost and I refuse to bow to anyone that desires control over another's soul.

Today I've decided that it will be cruel, I may be attacked by his friends or family, he may try to say mean things towards me but in the end I feel the relationship must end, he has gone to far to upset me and I thank you all for giving me help and advice on all of this.

I'm sorry Fake I did doubt you, but you are right, breaking up, no mater how cruel or mean I must be, is the right thing and if I dont do it now then I can never do it and I'm a true SS I cant let such things drag me down, so I'll fight with all my energy to get back what I once had.

Thank you, thank you all

 

[mreierson98]

I'm going to address this issue from 2 point of views. First is phychologically. A man is usually very insecure when they try to control to manipulate and scare their victims. A mature, balanced man will respect you as a real woman and will treat you with admiration. He will value your opinion and cherish your time but he will also respect your time. Usually a man becomes unbalanced if he has experienced a rough experience or was raised to disregard a woman's personality and well being. When they become unbalanced this creates an imbalance within his chakras and also blockages within his energy body. I don't know his type. If he's a player or uses women I would advise you to find a sensible mature man that cares for you and respects you and your time. If you think it's from a past experience he's had then perhaps he needs a wake up call. Let him know how you feel and I mean sense his personality, is it confusion? Is it almost like hate? Find out why he's acting like this and if you can tell him without getting yourself injured, I can help you but you had better respect me or I'm gone then I'd take that route. If he seems aggressive I would just pack up when he isnt home and just move on. I know and have helped many women deal with abusive relationships and trust me its not worth getting injured or killed over. You can find a man that loves you and treats you like a real woman. That's the kind of man I would advise you to find. One that respects you as a woman and respects your time, ideals and opinions.                                                                                                                 Hail Satan!!!

 

[mateoross794]

The pyscho guy who won't let you go X) Honestly I'm usually solve my problems physically or by word, but if its not serious I just walk away. But seems here this is a real issue, although I don't advocate this cause I never use them unless theres been an accident; I suggest you call the cops and get a restraining order on the bastard. Afterall, if he loves Jesus then he deserves to suffer with him

 

[mateoross794]

Why didn't you reach out to a demon for help ?

 

[egon_88_666]

You can do a working with inverted rune Gebo (vibratring it "Obeg") in you both, vibrating it 108 times a day starting in a waning moon when is not void, and making an affirmation 9 times like "We are not interested on each other anymore, all of our commitment and connection is gone and we broke up in a peaceful and safe way", or you can try the advice by Magnum Arcanum to work the situation out.