Sekix
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Hello, I already wrote a post before where I asked for advice on some basic meditations, and now I would like to ask you for advice again, I know it sounds a bit selfish, but since you are more advanced than me, I would like you to answer my questions.
You see, I started meditating on August 20 of this year, and I read a lot of things on the page, and every time I read I got more and more excited, I started with basic meditation for a few days, then due to my stupidity, I decided to do, The third eye. As I thought that the other meditations were not working, my mistake, I spent 2 days with the third eye and then I got scared, I did not want to do it anymore and I left it in the middle, it took me several days for that pressure that I felt in the middle to disappear , and from that day on I decided not to do any more nonsense and not to believe myself superior, and I started from scratch.
After two months, and almost three, I began to meditate, there were days when I suddenly told myself that this was absurd, silly and false, and I left it for days, but then I remembered that I no longer wanted to be from this absurd society.
Anyway, I started the 40 day program and had to restart it 2 times because I forgot to spin the chakras, which I think is all about visualizing the chakras spinning, right? I think that I am deviating from the topic, is that I thought about doing the third eye meditation again, since I think that if I continue like this, without a remarkable result, although I relax thanks to the meditations and I have lived them. Days with more tranquility I still think that, without a noticeable result, I will stop doing the meditation and continue on another bad path. I don't want that, so whoever answers this post, I'd like to ask some questions. Another thing is that I have not dedicated myself and there is a good explanation for this, where the country in which I live does not sell black, blue or red candles, and I only found a blue one with a blackberry flavor, so my question is, Serves 1, blackberry flavor candle, to make the dedication ?. If so, what day would it be good to do it, since lately I have been afraid to dedicate myself, I don't know why, since I think that if I dedicate myself and fail, he will not accept me anymore. It's stupid, I know, but I'm very insecure for many reasons, I was bullied for years and stuff, I don't want to tell about it, because I don't want it to seem like I want to feel sorry.
Pdt: If you see spelling mistakes, it's the translator's fault, try correcting them, but they remain the same. And I speak Spanish not English.
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You see, I started meditating on August 20 of this year, and I read a lot of things on the page, and every time I read I got more and more excited, I started with basic meditation for a few days, then due to my stupidity, I decided to do, The third eye. As I thought that the other meditations were not working, my mistake, I spent 2 days with the third eye and then I got scared, I did not want to do it anymore and I left it in the middle, it took me several days for that pressure that I felt in the middle to disappear , and from that day on I decided not to do any more nonsense and not to believe myself superior, and I started from scratch.
After two months, and almost three, I began to meditate, there were days when I suddenly told myself that this was absurd, silly and false, and I left it for days, but then I remembered that I no longer wanted to be from this absurd society.
Anyway, I started the 40 day program and had to restart it 2 times because I forgot to spin the chakras, which I think is all about visualizing the chakras spinning, right? I think that I am deviating from the topic, is that I thought about doing the third eye meditation again, since I think that if I continue like this, without a remarkable result, although I relax thanks to the meditations and I have lived them. Days with more tranquility I still think that, without a noticeable result, I will stop doing the meditation and continue on another bad path. I don't want that, so whoever answers this post, I'd like to ask some questions. Another thing is that I have not dedicated myself and there is a good explanation for this, where the country in which I live does not sell black, blue or red candles, and I only found a blue one with a blackberry flavor, so my question is, Serves 1, blackberry flavor candle, to make the dedication ?. If so, what day would it be good to do it, since lately I have been afraid to dedicate myself, I don't know why, since I think that if I dedicate myself and fail, he will not accept me anymore. It's stupid, I know, but I'm very insecure for many reasons, I was bullied for years and stuff, I don't want to tell about it, because I don't want it to seem like I want to feel sorry.
Pdt: If you see spelling mistakes, it's the translator's fault, try correcting them, but they remain the same. And I speak Spanish not English.
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