Syt said:
nodirtypower said:
i need emergency rune and magic work to save a loved one who is on end of life care
i just found out today
my soul is not strong but what can i do to make them have a quick recovery from multiple cancers
thanks
Hello,
- The Sun is currently in Virgo. This is the absolute best placement for healing in my opinion. You can use the shortened mantra of the Sun/ SURYA/ or SURYAE for 36 long and well-vibrated repetitions. But it would be way more effective if your loved one performed this. Even just AUM will help if they are able to do so.
- Keep in mind that having a high life-force offsets any and all diseases. Prana is life force. How do we increase the amount of Prana that our body and soul has? This is done by performing breathing exercises and pranayama. Breathing exercises improves all aspects of health if and when performed consistently.
- This is a brave undertaking that you are wanting to do. Try to have your loved one do vibrations or breathing exercises. Whatever the end result is, remember that everyone has their own destiny.
Best of luck to you, nodirtypower.
it is my mum
she couldnt do any meditation
she was completely out of it
she looked so different when i visited her if i didnt know it was her in the hospital bed i dont know if i would have recognised her at all because she looked so different
to get from home to the hospital was about 3 to 4 hours journey and back home again so in that time i dont know if she had passed away on the way home because of problems with others in the family i couldnt do the power ritual on the journey
if i didnt visit i could do the ritual at home multiple times but not know her condition as i might not be informed
so i might be doing the ritual not knowing that she maybe passed away
it began a few weeks ago and i found out only on monday indirectly through my uncle her brother he didnt know either until literally minutes before he told me
i cant figure out if her sister knew for these weeks or only a few days
but both my uncle and myself were not told until only recently
i needed permission from my mum and who i think is her voice or next of kin my sister which the nurse on the phone said she needed to get and both said i can have permission so at least my mum was awake and her sister said she was awake the night before when i was visiting after i asked her if my mum was awake so maybe at about the time i was on the phone the night before when the nurse said she needs to get permission i think at least my mum hopefully would have known that i was bothered and i hope shed think that id visit
i dont know if my mum decided for herself not to tell anyone or her next of kin my sister was manipulating things
so i dont know if my mum was relieved about me when the nurse asked permission to tell me or upset because not wanting me to know
i just dont know
as would be expected there have been conversations about how people are in the family and things have changed so i dont know if my mum was like that anyway or the next of kin manipulated her over months and years apparently she changed so maybe the next of kin manipulated things over the years so my mum decided not to tell me her own son at all so i found out from her brother a few weeks later when it was all getting shitter and worse
but im her son and me her son not knowing anything about her being seriously ill knowing anything about CANCERS in her for a few weeks
i even left her a book to read about something she likes in the naive hope shed be able to read it
i asked her sister to make sure she gets it and she said she would
because i expected the next of kin to maybe discard it in bad attitude
i dont know her condition yet i tried phoning the hospital but there was no answer
it all doesnt seem real
shes going to text me and ask me how i am and ill wake up from this delusion ive been put under
i dont know if my own flesh and blood my own mum is alive or not while im typing this
i suppose no news is good news but maybe something got worse and maybe the next of kin changed her mind to not give me permission but i was told the nurses have me on a list to have permission so if anything bad happened then surely theyd contact me
i dont know if there is any point in doing the power ritual
if i understand it correctly her being on the morphine pump is to keep morphine in her constantly so its like shes right at the very end
if not gone already
so it would be pointless to do the ritual
i know everyones had a shit life but my mum has had such bad things
boyfriends dying
being divorced/splitting up from boyfriends
a shit dad who doesnt seem to give a shit about anything who apparently didnt go to his best friend of 30 or 40 years funeral and not contacting his wife to console her
basically my mum being so lonely and from what i gather having eventually to run around after my sister when she got old enough
me with doing very shit things my mum which made my mum ill after she found out my mum was supposed to see the day when i got away from all of that and id make her proud
she deserves to be happy to love and to be loved
i was hoping that i could do a working for her to find a love partner whos better for her with her natal chart so she can be with him for many years instead of him dying or them splitting up
i dont know if i should visit her and not be able to do the ritual but at least knowing if i could do the ritual because shes got better but not doing it because im there and at least id be by her side or stay at home not knowing her condition maybe got better maybe died and doing the ritual probably in vain
as i said her being on the morphine pump i think means shes being doped up until she dies
but i had to leave before that happened because my sister was coming back
as i said im stupid
with her parents in law and maybe husband being there with our auntie id be the outcast as ive always been but i didnt know i was uninformed what the pump was actually for i didnt know what it meant so she wanted to be there when they put my mum on the pump and i had to leave my uncle said because he knows the situation with the problems with us but when we were waiting to go home he said if he would have decided to stay then he would and id not be staying for them id be staying for my mum
the slightly less bad thing is i was not close with my mum
maybe that made it hit less hard
but then my sister understood what the pump meant and wanted to be there for it
but i had to leave
me and my uncle were there for maybe 2 or 3 hours in total with longer journying
i dont think ive ever met my sisters husband and parents in law but if they know the situation then id be judged and feel uncomfortable and maybe my sister would be like what am III doing here trying to get me to leave
and when id argue im here for my mum shed try and argue it or something
im only guessing
apparently my sister and uncle havent spoken in a few years i dont know why
i didt know my sister got married wasnt invited to the wedding didnt know i became an uncle maybe more than once
and i had to leave because she wanted to be there for the pump understanding what the pump was for
and i had to leave
its my mum for fuck sake
i cant remember the last time my mum and i said we loved each other
maybe a quick peck on the cheek and a hug and telling me to behave
after i got in trouble i saw my mum a few times but never went up and spoke to her
once SHE was ME and came to me and spoke to me
but i was not told about her condition for weeks until she got really bad because my uncle didnt know either
and i had to leave because i didnt really know what the pump was for and i think my sister didnt want me there
and i saw my mum in a really bad looking way
i was waiting to get an update on my mums condition before i posted this
i just found out that my mum has died
i may be one of the shittest spiritual satanists here
but i thought the families of spiritual satanists are kept safe
our loved ones are supposed to be kept safe
its all the lies of god loves you so much and jesus died for your sins all over again
now i cant believe if satan will send a daemon to make sure my mums soul is safe and will reincarnated in our next life together with her as my mum again
other people can accept things blindly but i need actual proof
now everything is a fucking lie
now i dont know what the point is