juliavanti
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Hello friends
I'm very confused about my roots and I fear it can ruin everything in my life. My dad is Italian, but my mom (that's a Breuer) can be a Jew. I hope you'll not judge me, cause it's out of my control and I just need some help.
I really don't feel myself as an enemy of Satan, since I was a child I hated everything about the Xians and their god. I did the dedication ritual and I felt like everything was ok, but now I'm confused and sad.
I found in the spiritual Satanism the reason to live, and I can't believe that a dirty alien DNA would ruin everything. I did some of the meditations and RTRs, but if Satan rejected me, it all could be in vain? I can feel the SS changed my life and soul, but if I have Jewish roots, how can it be possible?
I'll be grate if someone help me.
Hail Satan!
I'm very confused about my roots and I fear it can ruin everything in my life. My dad is Italian, but my mom (that's a Breuer) can be a Jew. I hope you'll not judge me, cause it's out of my control and I just need some help.
I really don't feel myself as an enemy of Satan, since I was a child I hated everything about the Xians and their god. I did the dedication ritual and I felt like everything was ok, but now I'm confused and sad.
I found in the spiritual Satanism the reason to live, and I can't believe that a dirty alien DNA would ruin everything. I did some of the meditations and RTRs, but if Satan rejected me, it all could be in vain? I can feel the SS changed my life and soul, but if I have Jewish roots, how can it be possible?
I'll be grate if someone help me.
Hail Satan!