Endsieg_Enjoyer
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Yes I will be leaving here along with my other account goblock, please dont act too suprised I did leave plenty of hints after all(runes, kali/lilith, reverting to my old speaking patterns on goblock, O9A, accelerationism, even commenting that the runes deciphering is easy), no I am not nitrate I think its obvious to everyone here who that is. I honestly did want to be caught for some reason and for you guys to figure it out but unfortunetly I have to leave sooner rather than later. Basically I lost the point of being here a while ago I wasted a lot of time on the forums and felt like shit afterwards, I felt the same as when I did nothing all day but play video games and watch youtube realizing I had done nothing productive. I thought that trolling would make me wanna stay and I would have fun but it only made things worse and I became addicted to this forum even more and started missing meditations. Needless to say my demoness was not very happy with this and with my wasting time trolling in general so she told me to leave the forums, I do whatever she says because you should never make your demon partner angry and you should seek to make them happy many dont realize they have feelings and wants for you as well, but they sure exist and it is best that you follow them. Also I doubt the gods were very pleased with me missing meditations just so I could type incoherent sentences.
As for goblock this account is an amalgimation of my frustration with jos after what I have read in other places, childlike qualities, need to question, fantasies/visualization, and dark side of enjoying creating and watching chaos which I think comes from scorpio south node but I might be wrong. This all came together into a servitor/thoughtform which embodied the personality of goblock. His original intention was to ask questions like an innocent child so I could get answers but things got out of hand quickly and I do admit that I went too far on multiple occasions. The reason Sunday and the previous day were such a mess is basically because I had to "accelerate" goblocks 3 month character development into only like two days so I could say everything and ask everything I wanted to before I left. Yes the intention of goblock was to stay for 3 months or more but my demoness stepped in and basically stopped that stupid idea, this was of course best for me and for you. Like I said I enjoyed it while it lasted, I must admit blitz I enjoyed our little battle of wits that we had though I was handicapped by having to act like an immature 13 year old perhaps next time we will be on more equal footing. I feel both accomplished and ashamed to have lost your patience in my opinion you should be a high priest you definitely are worthy of the title. As for HPHC I was a little too harsh to you I will admit(only he knows what I speak of most of the posts I made about this were not approved fortunetly) but who wouldn't be after what I have read and yes I am beginning to realize a lot of what I have read other places is baseless slander.
I am not leaving spiritual satanism nor am I insane enough to join O9A(I was just interested in there theology at the time), I will focus on my own advancement for a long while as I already know what I need to do. My original purpose here was to help people and ask questions about advancement and I have done so to the best of my ability but it is no longer needed, I didn't come to infiltrate or anything like that but things got a bit out of hand. Yes I do have serious concerns with this organization that I tried to address on goblock but I will postpone these for now and just progress in the way I believe is best. As always thanks to Blitzkrieg, VOE, Naked Pluto, goldenxchild and RED DAWN you helped me more than you know even when not addressing me, also Aquarius I hope you escape the script I am with you on this. I don't know when i'll be back or if I will come back(nor do I think many want me back after this) but rest assured I am doing much better things than wasting my time trolling a forum full of mostly good people. I don't expect forgiveness or anything like that nor does it matter anyways, I might stay a bit longer to reply if people have serious questions but otherwise im out this bitch have a good Yule.
AVE SATANAS!
As for goblock this account is an amalgimation of my frustration with jos after what I have read in other places, childlike qualities, need to question, fantasies/visualization, and dark side of enjoying creating and watching chaos which I think comes from scorpio south node but I might be wrong. This all came together into a servitor/thoughtform which embodied the personality of goblock. His original intention was to ask questions like an innocent child so I could get answers but things got out of hand quickly and I do admit that I went too far on multiple occasions. The reason Sunday and the previous day were such a mess is basically because I had to "accelerate" goblocks 3 month character development into only like two days so I could say everything and ask everything I wanted to before I left. Yes the intention of goblock was to stay for 3 months or more but my demoness stepped in and basically stopped that stupid idea, this was of course best for me and for you. Like I said I enjoyed it while it lasted, I must admit blitz I enjoyed our little battle of wits that we had though I was handicapped by having to act like an immature 13 year old perhaps next time we will be on more equal footing. I feel both accomplished and ashamed to have lost your patience in my opinion you should be a high priest you definitely are worthy of the title. As for HPHC I was a little too harsh to you I will admit(only he knows what I speak of most of the posts I made about this were not approved fortunetly) but who wouldn't be after what I have read and yes I am beginning to realize a lot of what I have read other places is baseless slander.
I am not leaving spiritual satanism nor am I insane enough to join O9A(I was just interested in there theology at the time), I will focus on my own advancement for a long while as I already know what I need to do. My original purpose here was to help people and ask questions about advancement and I have done so to the best of my ability but it is no longer needed, I didn't come to infiltrate or anything like that but things got a bit out of hand. Yes I do have serious concerns with this organization that I tried to address on goblock but I will postpone these for now and just progress in the way I believe is best. As always thanks to Blitzkrieg, VOE, Naked Pluto, goldenxchild and RED DAWN you helped me more than you know even when not addressing me, also Aquarius I hope you escape the script I am with you on this. I don't know when i'll be back or if I will come back(nor do I think many want me back after this) but rest assured I am doing much better things than wasting my time trolling a forum full of mostly good people. I don't expect forgiveness or anything like that nor does it matter anyways, I might stay a bit longer to reply if people have serious questions but otherwise im out this bitch have a good Yule.
AVE SATANAS!