Qingu666
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Yes it is true, I am sure many a tear will be shed this day, you will no longer have to deal with me and my antics on this forum. Starting new years me and all my other aliases will disappear from the forum. I am a man of my word, you posted my chaos topic and even though the answers were meh to say the least I know what I must do and I expounded upon your advice to find out. Don't worry I didn't just leave it up to myself on this one, as in many ways I can't trust myself with that, I made a resolution with Satan on the 23rd(night of the 22nd) to leave this forum and instead spend my free time fully on spiritual advancement in the new year. I have arranged it so that I will not even be able to look at this forum or even need to, all the resources I need have been taken from previous topics and the rest are available on the JOS main site. I will not return until the sun waxes hot and the fire burns the brightest then we will see what happens.
This forum has been a big block in my advancement and a waste of my energies. How many hours I spent daily thinking of ways to cause chaos by responding to people and then thinking of their hypothetical reply, then mine and on and on makes me sick. Then checking back to the forum constantly like a junkie looking for that red notification to see if I had gotten the attention and caused the chaos I wanted wasted even more time and left little time for advancement. There were fun moments and I will miss the various personalities here but it isn't enough to want to stay not even close with some of you(you know who you are), also I will miss you Vira my fellow femdom enthusiast don't let anyone make you feel ashamed. I have gotten all that I need here as far as knowledge goes, I have kinda outgrown this place so to speak and most everything else I need to learn comes from learning through experience/experimentation this is why I can leave without issue. This place has nothing left to offer me except a false sense of community which doesn't hold as true as it used to since I changed much of my view on JOS adopting ERD. Nevertheless I enjoyed my time here and some things were accomplished that needed to be said.
*//////////////////////Esoteric Trolling///////////////////////*
As somewhat of a side note the truth is this all could have been prevented from the beginning if blitz just read his damn emails lol(yeah I know you're busy). He could have either answered my inquiry seriously leaving me to forgo making more accounts here or revealed who I was on the Qingu666(and other accounts) before I could post anything substantial. Instead he chose to ignore it perhaps because he enjoys creating some chaos himself I have noted this before it is good entertainment. Or because in reality he understands that trolls are just as important to JOS functionality as loyal members(or because he just missed my email lol btw most the stuff I sent is outdated now). We provide an opposition that unites you all if we didn't exist this would not occur much like order is defined in opposition to chaos and vice versa adversaries are necessary to define JOS, both predator and prey are necessary in nature as a balancing act. Too much order in the forum would lead to disaster, too much chaos likewise the same. Sidenote: This is probably why the greys even exist in the first place. We who criticize you(aka hp's "eternal critic") provide the means for you to perfect yourselves ever more and grow through hardship in essence we present the Saturn like qualities necessary in the forum, the "resistance"(Nauthiz). Without this JOS would be a very dull place that would never evolve, this is all natural forces working on the forums.
In my absence a vacuum in chaos will open up and the forces that directed me to create chaos here will direct another to do the same. Thus has it been with all my predecessors up to me and will continue onwards ad infinitum. Someone will replace me another will come and proportionate to the strictness of the measures you employ as well, this I am sure of. The war against trolls is eternal and unending but necessary. As for me I would like to tie out of this energy matrix completely for the reasons described above. I hope you enjoyed my 'ramblings' cause you just read a whole paragraph about how trolling is esoteric and necessary but its not necessarily false.
*//////////////////////The End///////////////////////*
Alright well imma head out tbh, that my new years resolutions what about you?
This forum has been a big block in my advancement and a waste of my energies. How many hours I spent daily thinking of ways to cause chaos by responding to people and then thinking of their hypothetical reply, then mine and on and on makes me sick. Then checking back to the forum constantly like a junkie looking for that red notification to see if I had gotten the attention and caused the chaos I wanted wasted even more time and left little time for advancement. There were fun moments and I will miss the various personalities here but it isn't enough to want to stay not even close with some of you(you know who you are), also I will miss you Vira my fellow femdom enthusiast don't let anyone make you feel ashamed. I have gotten all that I need here as far as knowledge goes, I have kinda outgrown this place so to speak and most everything else I need to learn comes from learning through experience/experimentation this is why I can leave without issue. This place has nothing left to offer me except a false sense of community which doesn't hold as true as it used to since I changed much of my view on JOS adopting ERD. Nevertheless I enjoyed my time here and some things were accomplished that needed to be said.
*//////////////////////Esoteric Trolling///////////////////////*
As somewhat of a side note the truth is this all could have been prevented from the beginning if blitz just read his damn emails lol(yeah I know you're busy). He could have either answered my inquiry seriously leaving me to forgo making more accounts here or revealed who I was on the Qingu666(and other accounts) before I could post anything substantial. Instead he chose to ignore it perhaps because he enjoys creating some chaos himself I have noted this before it is good entertainment. Or because in reality he understands that trolls are just as important to JOS functionality as loyal members(or because he just missed my email lol btw most the stuff I sent is outdated now). We provide an opposition that unites you all if we didn't exist this would not occur much like order is defined in opposition to chaos and vice versa adversaries are necessary to define JOS, both predator and prey are necessary in nature as a balancing act. Too much order in the forum would lead to disaster, too much chaos likewise the same. Sidenote: This is probably why the greys even exist in the first place. We who criticize you(aka hp's "eternal critic") provide the means for you to perfect yourselves ever more and grow through hardship in essence we present the Saturn like qualities necessary in the forum, the "resistance"(Nauthiz). Without this JOS would be a very dull place that would never evolve, this is all natural forces working on the forums.
In my absence a vacuum in chaos will open up and the forces that directed me to create chaos here will direct another to do the same. Thus has it been with all my predecessors up to me and will continue onwards ad infinitum. Someone will replace me another will come and proportionate to the strictness of the measures you employ as well, this I am sure of. The war against trolls is eternal and unending but necessary. As for me I would like to tie out of this energy matrix completely for the reasons described above. I hope you enjoyed my 'ramblings' cause you just read a whole paragraph about how trolling is esoteric and necessary but its not necessarily false.
*//////////////////////The End///////////////////////*
Alright well imma head out tbh, that my new years resolutions what about you?