Years ago when i was 14 i had really bad experiences. I was about to collapse and secretly crying in my room. Then i felt something is watching me. Obviously i scared and immediately left room and contuined to crying. That moment something red and a similar to a face appeared in my mind. After that day whenever i try to sleep that thing started watching me. Front of my door. It was just standing there and looking at me. It took many years and i decided to visit a psychologist took pills bla bla... You know the story.
I used to me muslim before but never practiced for real because in deep of my heart i know that there is something wrong with islam. I don't know why but i always had sympathy for satanism. Finally i found myself in satanism and after learning new things i just started to think that, that day might not be something psychological.
Also i still couldn't perform dedication ritual for some reasons. I don't know i just can't i already wrote the paper and signed with blood.
Another question is can i perform standart ritual before dedication? Will satan accept me?
HAIL SATAN
I used to me muslim before but never practiced for real because in deep of my heart i know that there is something wrong with islam. I don't know why but i always had sympathy for satanism. Finally i found myself in satanism and after learning new things i just started to think that, that day might not be something psychological.
Also i still couldn't perform dedication ritual for some reasons. I don't know i just can't i already wrote the paper and signed with blood.
Another question is can i perform standart ritual before dedication? Will satan accept me?
HAIL SATAN