I'm back. What now..?(Vent/Rant)

[♪⛦Ivy⛦♪]

Hello, it's been a while since I posted hasn't it?

I attempted. This is the first time I'm bringing it up ever since I last posted. I took advice, put it to use, and yeah. though, during all of this I had a severe Self-harm relapse. I think I'm okay not but who's to say..?

My brother, I want to get rid of him. He's hurt me mentally, physically, and emotionally. Anytime he is near me and raises his arm, I duck down quickly and swing my arm up above my head to block it. Other than that i'm okay I think.

I don't know what to do with my life now. I feel like the only thing i'm worth for, is to cut. That's all i'm going to do for now. Cut.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Hello, it's been a while since I posted hasn't it?

I attempted. This is the first time I'm bringing it up ever since I last posted. I took advice, put it to use, and yeah. though, during all of this I had a severe Self-harm relapse. I think I'm okay not but who's to say..?

My brother, I want to get rid of him. He's hurt me mentally, physically, and emotionally. Anytime he is near me and raises his arm, I duck down quickly and swing my arm up above my head to block it. Other than that i'm okay I think.

I don't know what to do with my life now. I feel like the only thing i'm worth for, is to cut. That's all i'm going to do for now. Cut.

It is okay to have relapses. It would not be normal to resolve everything without relapse, you are doing well. Do some protection meditations for your brother:
https://www.templeofzeus.org/Fighting_Back.php Even if you don't know who your Guardian is, you can think of him and pray to him; he can help you in dangerous situations.