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Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(
 
Yeah, enemy attacks. Stop watching those videos, do banishing rituals, clean your aura often and do the aura of protection at least twice a day. Hold a ritual to Satan, tell him what you're going through, ask for strength to overcome this attack. Stay strong.

Do more power meditations too, the more you stick with meditation the stronger your mind becomes. Yoga is also really great for taking back control of your own mind.

And, sever your links. This is by High Priest Vovim Baghie:
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... -emotions/

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "melissalikeness" <melissalikeness@... wrote:

Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "melissalikeness" <melissalikeness@... wrote:
Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(

You are going in a normal phase, do not let them corrupt you or confuse you. I have gone through the same thing myself.
 
Come on Melissa. You KNOW WHO THE TRUTH IS!!

I get sick when I am around jews, churches, listen to "scripture"......its a natural reaction.

You are not being punished, nor are you being possessed.

How can you believe the lies of the enemy????



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "melissalikeness" <melissalikeness@... wrote:

Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(
 
<td val[/IMG]That's just in your head.. hmm, did u know that John Collins is the only person claiming that they wud do spells and shit over the media? Guys cmon. He's a fake. No wait, there's another Guy claiming he belonged to the satanic brother Hood why the hell would Collins Sue him for claiming he stole his idea...lol. your chakras wont really feel right if your scared to die. When you get scary your base ties in a knot so yeah. KILLUMINATI! LOL


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From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Illuminati confusion.... In hurt and pulled in 2 directions
Sent: Fri, Apr 20, 2012 2:54:24 PM

<td val[/IMG]   Yeah, enemy attacks. Stop watching those videos, do banishing rituals, clean your aura often and do the aura of protection at least twice a day. Hold a ritual to Satan, tell him what you're going through, ask for strength to overcome this attack. Stay strong.

Do more power meditations too, the more you stick with meditation the stronger your mind becomes. Yoga is also really great for taking back control of your own mind.

And, sever your links. This is by High Priest Vovim Baghie:
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... -emotions/

Hail Father Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "melissalikeness" <melissalikeness@... wrote:

Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(
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<td val[/IMG]Keep reading the site,knowledge destroys fear and doubt.


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From: melissalikeness <melissalikeness@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Illuminati confusion.... In hurt and pulled in 2 directions
Sent: Fri, Apr 20, 2012 2:34:52 AM

<td val[/IMG]   Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(

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I'm sorry for offending you. Like I said I didn't mean to.  I'm just going through hard time and hard personal issues it's hurting my body mentally and psychologically....  So my minds in a blur. No I'm not going to the kikes. I LOVE Father. I chose him subconciously. I knew I chose him long ago as a child going through an abusive time.  But Father is my only true parent to guide me.

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On Apr 20, 2012, at 8:22 AM, "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:
  Come on Melissa. You KNOW WHO THE TRUTH IS!!

I get sick when I am around jews, churches, listen to "scripture"......its a natural reaction.

You are not being punished, nor are you being possessed.

How can you believe the lies of the enemy????

--- [/IMG][email protected][/email][/url], "melissalikeness" <melissalikeness@... wrote:

Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(
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I too have read a lot about the illuminati, and my family comes from a strong christian backround however i feel as thou i cannot fully relate to you without living in your shoes. here are some quotes that helped me with converting to satanism. i used to be christian. then i converted to agnostic. now im a dedicated satanist. i hope this helps :)

"believe nothing, no matter where you read it or who has said it , not even if i have said it , unless it agree`s with your own reasoning and your own common sense"

"true knowledge is knowing the extent of one`s ignorance"

"the truth is the first causality of war"

"he whom conquers himself is greater then he whom conquers 1000 times 1000 on the battlefield."

"history was written by the winners"

my advice for you is the same, Keep reading the site,knowledge destroys fear and doubt.

--------------------------------------------------------------
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Keep reading the site,knowledge destroys fear and doubt.


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Illuminati worships Adonai(Reptilian Jew God AKA Yahweh), not Lucifer.

I've seen a lot of videos on the Illuminati too, but just because they use numerology, doesn't mean they follow Lucifer. When you see a musician like Jay-Z claim he sold his soul to the devil, is it right to assume that this means Lucifer? No.

Remember, the Illuminati owns Hollywood and all of the media. Knowing this, why would they paint Lucifer as the bad guy every chance they get? He's being framed...

I think the Illuminati is scared of Lucifer. It's gonna be great once the veil is lifted and people see the real world.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "melissalikeness" <melissalikeness@... wrote:

Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(
 
The illuminati are just communists and jews. Communism is the opposite of Satanism. They state they want to create a world without private property and all that. In other words they have the same teachings of jewsus in the sermon in the mount but without xianity. Anyone can see that it's just xianity with a different exterior.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ivtrk" <ivtrk@... wrote:



Illuminati worships Adonai(Reptilian Jew God AKA Yahweh), not Lucifer.

I've seen a lot of videos on the Illuminati too, but just because they use numerology, doesn't mean they follow Lucifer. When you see a musician like Jay-Z claim he sold his soul to the devil, is it right to assume that this means Lucifer? No.

Remember, the Illuminati owns Hollywood and all of the media. Knowing this, why would they paint Lucifer as the bad guy every chance they get? He's being framed...

I think the Illuminati is scared of Lucifer. It's gonna be great once the veil is lifted and people see the real world.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "melissalikeness" <melissalikeness@ wrote:

Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(
 
  On the much framed subject of the Free Masons and the Illuminati here is a brief history of the events that lead to subversion of the Masons by Jewry and the truth of the Illuminati: Good articles addressing the subject are here: http://astarothsite.wordpress.com/2011/ ... istianity/ http://web.archive.org/web/201003200206 ... ORDER.html Rothschild hired a son of a Jewish Rabbi named Adam Weishaupt to create a psuedo-Masonic looking front- [The Illuminati] and armed him with massive funds and contacts the stage was set. History records that on May 1, 1776, Dr. Adam Weishaupt founded the Bavarian Order of the ILLUMINATI. Weishaupt was a Professor of Jewish Canon Law at the University of Ingolstadt in Bavaria, Germany. He was born to Jewish parents and later "converted" to Roman Catholicism. He became a high-ranking member of The Order Of The Jesuits, whom he subsequently left to form his very own organization at the clear behest of the newly formed "House Of Rothschild." It was the Jewish Weishaupt's belief that only a chosen few could qualify for enough "illumination" to guide and rule the world. The problem was, where could he find enough intellectual "light bearers" to start the ball rolling? He subsequently found them in various lodges and orders of the day, such as the various Masonic lodges, the Rosicrucian Order and other legitimate and sincere orders of antiquity. This is confirmed yet again by Edith Starr-Miller in her classic, "Occult Theocracy:" "As the organization of the Illuminati developed, so did its ambitions, which ended in a plot to subvert Freemasonry to its aim of world domination by any and all means ……. After obtaining control of certain Masonic Lodges, Weishaupt and his associates recklessly vaunted their growing power." Weishaupt took the name, Spartacus, because, like the Roman warrior, he was dedicated to freeing the [opressed masses] from the oppression of all monarchies and religious powers, his desire to shake off the yoke of limitation would include not only governments and organized religion, but also the institution of marriage, and even family.... Weishaupt wanted a system of truly global dimensions, even if it brought about violent worldwide revolution and rivers of blood. His "benevolent dictatorship" had six main points dealing with the abolition of: 1.Ordered or nationalistic governments in the form of monarchies. 2.Private property. 3.Inheritance rights. 4.Patriotism to nationalist causes. 5.Social order in families, sexual prohibition laws and all moral codes. 6.All religious disciplines based on faith in a living God, as opposed to faith in nature, man, and reason. This is almost word-for-word from Karl Marx's THE COMMUNIST MANIFESTO and that these six points are also perfectly consistent with the Protocols in general, [once again proving their legitimacy]. Weishaupt's vision for a future world was a full-on Communism, with all possessions, even children, held in common. It is more interesting to learn that Karl Marx was not the real founder of Communist world revolution. Its true father was Adam Weishaupt, founder of the "Freemasonic Order" of the Illuminati- Marschalko <em>"The great strength of our Order lies in its concealment; let it never appear in any place in its own name, but always covered by another name, and another occupation. None is fitter than the three lwers degrees of Freemasonry; the public is accustomed to it, expects little from it, and therefore takes little notice of it."</em>
- Adam Weishaupt At its beginning, the Illuminati was not a Masonic order, and Weishaupt himself did not enter a lodge until 1777, when he received induction into the Lodge Theodore de Bon Conseil in Munich. However, once inside Masonry, Weishaupt immediately saw its potential value to be a vehicle for the realization of his Illuminati dreams. To create an official union between the Illuminati and Freemasonry, Weishaupt set about organizing the Congress of Wilhelmsbas at the Castle of William IX of Hesse-Kassel, to occur on July 16, 1782. That special even, which was momentous in both size and aspirations, was attended by elite representatives of Masonic lodges from all over. It was also there that a decision was reached to allow the previously excluded Jews to be granted admittance into Freemasonry. However, there was another, tacit reason for the change in Masonic policy towards the Jews, money was needed....And the Jews where the principal bankers of Europe, a role they had assumed since the time of the fall of the Knights Templar. And don't forget King William IX was in debt at the time, and was in general a psychopatic individual. When the time came for a vote on their admittance at Wilhelmsbad, the Jews were so anxious to win the day that they completely filled the hall with other Jewish supporters. It was not long afterwards that the Illuminati membership included an abundance of Jewish banking families, including the Rothschilds, the Oppenheimers, the Wertheimers, the Schusters, Speyers, and Sterns. New lodges of predominantly Jews were formed in Frankfurt the Rothschild's financial capital in Europe, and soon all of Illumininzed Freemasonry would make the city its world headquarters. The first order of buisness for the Illuminati-initiated Jews, who were the was to manifest their prophesied Zion, a world ruled by the chosen people of Yahweh. Plans were set in motion for the Jews to finally have their "land of milk and honey" that had been promised to them for so long [in their own Jew minds] and it would be the entire world. The opportunity for manifesting their Zion arrived with the Russian Revolution, which was financed by the Jewish bankers. One of their own, the German Jew, Karl Marx, had catalyzed the event with the publication of his Commnunist Manifesto. Karl Marx who's real name was Rabbi Mordechai Levi was a member of the League of the Just of which would lead to the creation of the Communist League. -1841, Moses Hess, brought Marx into a society called the "League of the Just" The motto of the League of the Just (Bund der Gerechten) was "All Men are Brothers" and its goals were "the establishment of the Kingdom of God on Earth, based on the ideals of love of one's neighbor, equality and justice". See how Christianity is the twin of Communism.
http://web.archive.org/web/201006040157 ... unism.html The Bolshevik leader of the Revolution, Lenin, who on both sides of his family was of Jewish lineage, contributed his plan for a centralized government that would be controlled by a Jewish oligarchy. After Lenin and his Illuminati cohorts raised their flags at the end of the Russian Revolution, their new communist government emerged with Jews occupying at least 75% of its highest positions...And end up with 60 million Gentiles murdered by the Jews, by the time Communism was over. Many of them murdered in an organized system of camps all run by Jewish Commissar's.
</var>heir own right.
<em>"Any people of the Kingdom who will not serve Isreal will be destroyed"</em>
-Isidore Loeb [Le Litterature des Pauvres dans la Bible]. What were the effects of the subversion of Free Masonry by the Jews, within the organization? Masonry is based upon Judaism. <em>Eliminate the teachings of Judaism from the Masonic Ritual and what is left?</em>
- The Jewish Tribune [New York,Oct 28,1927] <em>"In the present nations, Freemasonry is only of benefit to the Jews"</em>
-Theodore Herzl [Founder and Leader of World Zionism] <em>"We have founded many secret associations, which all work for our purpose, under our orders and our direction. One of the many triumphs of our Freemansonry is that those Gentiles who become members of our Lodges, shoud never suspect that we are using them to build their own jails, upon whose terraces we shall erect the throne of our unversal King of the Jews; and should never know that we are commanding them to forge the chains of their own servility to our future King of the World"</em>
-Opening speech made at the B'nai B'rith convention in Paris [published in the Catholic Gazette, Feb 1936] Here it should be obvious why the Third Reich banned such organizations within Germany. They are organs of Jewish Communism.
Sources: The Co[/IMG]</var>

From: the_fire_starter666 <the_fire_starter666@...
To: [[email protected]][email protected][/email]
Sent: Monday, April 23, 2012 1:49:06 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Illuminati confusion.... In hurt and pulled in 2 directions

  The illuminati are just communists and jews. Communism is the opposite of Satanism. They state they want to create a world without private property and all that. In other words they have the same teachings of jewsus in the sermon in the mount but without xianity. Anyone can see that it's just xianity with a different exterior.

, "ivtrk" <ivtrk@... wrote:



Illuminati worships Adonai(Reptilian Jew God AKA Yahweh), not Lucifer.

I've seen a lot of videos on the Illuminati too, but just because they use numerology, doesn't mean they follow Lucifer. When you see a musician like Jay-Z claim he sold his soul to the devil, is it right to assume that this means Lucifer? No.

Remember, the Illuminati owns Hollywood and all of the media. Knowing this, why would they paint Lucifer as the bad guy every chance they get? He's being framed...

I think the Illuminati is scared of Lucifer. It's gonna be great once the veil is lifted and people see the real world.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "melissalikeness" <melissalikeness@ wrote:

Lately I've been watching illuminati videos just as interest. And the more I watch them I feel dragged to the kikes... Everything they say is twisted and it's doubting my beliefs. I'm confused... Please don't judge me on saying I don't believe in Father. Or I'm like the rest of those kikes. I know everyone has gone through this..

Just where's the truth????

The other day even while I heard my aunts boyfriend talk about angels and demons saying Father is bad etc etc.... I felt different like I was being possessed. Light headed blurry visions a sick feeling.... Plus anger of just wanting to murder and strangle him to death. I was getting shakey and angry. Feeling completely out of place I didn't know what was happening... I felt being taken over by another being. I felt like I was making my body move but it also felt like someone else was inside me at the same time. It was a weird feeling as I wasn't scared just VERY angry. The pulling of wanting to choke him.
So please I need some comforting words to bring me back in.... I feel a pull fiestas Father like I belong to him but the stupid christianty feels like it's corrupting me.
Sigh :(

 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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