I would like some advice

[Nova666]

I would like to ask for advice. my life is at a low point right now. I have a job that takes full advantage of me, and I have a relationship that also takes advantage of me. I have been doing my job continuously for 9 years. I'm sick of it, I hate it. but money is constantly flowing out, not because of expenses, because there is not enough of it. if it weren't for the fact that I feel taken advantage of every day, my partner would immediately put away the money I earn, I don't know where. we have savings, but I don't know how much because he won't tell me. My partner does not work, he is 34 years old, he has never worked. It is very sensible and practical. We have been together for 19 years, of which there was nothing between us for 5 years. I'm not fat. I don't smoke or drink. I'm a demanding woman. I almost have to work my guts out to live well. I'm exhausted, I'm sad. I do rituals, I meditate a lot, I talk to my guardian demon as if I were the only one talking, but I still feel his presence. I did the satanic tarot card reading. 21 pages will be published in the near future. but the 6 cards also came out. I know that I need a specialist, a therapist. but I don't have time now. I traveling yesterday, an idea came out of nowhere, I watched a course on Chaldean astronumerology. I really liked it, and when I thought about doing something big and creating, I was filled with a feeling of happiness. I got this idea from the Gods. Thank you for your answers.

 

[HPS Lydia]

I would like to ask for advice. my life is at a low point right now. I have a job that takes full advantage of me, and I have a relationship that also takes advantage of me. I have been doing my job continuously for 9 years. I'm sick of it, I hate it. but money is constantly flowing out, not because of expenses, because there is not enough of it. if it weren't for the fact that I feel taken advantage of every day, my partner would immediately put away the money I earn, I don't know where. we have savings, but I don't know how much because he won't tell me. My partner does not work, he is 34 years old, he has never worked. It is very sensible and practical. We have been together for 19 years, of which there was nothing between us for 5 years. I'm not fat. I don't smoke or drink. I'm a demanding woman. I almost have to work my guts out to live well. I'm exhausted, I'm sad. I do rituals, I meditate a lot, I talk to my guardian demon as if I were the only one talking, but I still feel his presence. I did the satanic tarot card reading. 21 pages will be published in the near future. but the 6 cards also came out. I know that I need a specialist, a therapist. but I don't have time now. I traveling yesterday, an idea came out of nowhere, I watched a course on Chaldean astronumerology. I really liked it, and when I thought about doing something big and creating, I was filled with a feeling of happiness. I got this idea from the Gods. Thank you for your answers.

If your partner has never worked, you would probably be better off without him. Does he do all the housework for you? Does he do anything to help your finances, other than keep them from you? It's your money, he does not contribute, and he doesn't tell you how much money you have? This sounds very suspicious. He needs to take responsibility for his own life, not freeload off you.

You should never be exhausted and sad. This sounds like you need to change your life. You deserve to have happiness, and a relationship that freeloads off you isn't right.

Many people are hesitant to leave a bad relationship after so many years in it, but this could be the cusp of you finding happiness. See if you can stay with family or a friend, if you can't afford to leave him or kick him out. Btw you can get a lawyer and prove that he keeps your finances from you, and that he has never worked.

 

[Nova666]

Dear High Priestess Lydia! I do most of the housework. sometimes he helps if he feels like it. I tried to talk to him, both nice and bad, but he always shuts up. when I want to talk, he always finds an excuse. but on twitch (some video site) she watches how other women live life. I don't have anyone, but of course I'll find myself if I have to keep standing. I always wonder if I've done everything....

 

[HPS Lydia]

Dear High Priestess Lydia! I do most of the housework. sometimes he helps if he feels like it. I tried to talk to him, both nice and bad, but he always shuts up. when I want to talk, he always finds an excuse. but on twitch (some video site) she watches how other women live life. I don't have anyone, but of course I'll find myself if I have to keep standing. I always wonder if I've done everything....

A relationship needs to have fairly equal give-and-take, but it sounds like you're doing almost everything. The very fact that he won't tell you how much savings you have, when it's your money, is very wrong.

Meditate on the situation, ask your GD for advice. Perhaps you would be better staying with him, perhaps you would be better on your own, perhaps you would be better if you were free to find a more fulfilling relationship instead.

 

[HPS Lydia]

And if you do stay with him, get your own bank account and put your money in it. It's yours.

 

[Henu the Great]

Sharing a bank account only works in relationships where there is an open line of communication and otherwise a balanced approach to finances and life in general. In this case, get your own bank account..!

 

[Nova666]

I noticed that the more I do the cleansing meditation, the more I can't stand this situation. I don't want to fight, but a lot of emotions are coming to the surface..
thank you everyone!

 

[Lightningsnake]

That sounds pretty bad.

Sounds like a parasite.
You would have to find out somehow if he spent the money or if he still has it. Unfortunately, there is a possibility that it has been spent.
Although I do not know the exact circumstances.

From what you have described, the person is afraid that you will leave. It's as if by taking the money, he's preventing you from escaping.
But such a serious situation is not worth escalating.

Better to you cut this short.
But you have to do it right, so that you can minimize the damage.
Be careful he doesn't take out a loan in your name before he leaves.

 

[Divine666]

Nova666
You seem to be a very strong woman and you endured a lot, i think there will be times where you might feel like you don't want to clean your aura due to the negative energy or negative karma trying to keep you down, cleaning your aura is extremely important for everyone, I believe you are a very compassionate person, to stay in these very long years living with someone who definitely looks like he's not the one for you and not the one for anyone. You are strong enough to change this situation and also what HPS Lydia wrote to you is very right.

 

[Nova666]

Dear Divine666!
thank you, I really needed that

 

[Divine666]

Dear Divine666!
thank you, I really needed that

Nova666
I wish you best of luck, always anything that comes into your mind about your situation where you feel you need to talk about and is serious and also when you can, reply them here in this topic, hopefully we can give you some advices for you.