I was “tricked” into summoning a demon and my life was ruined. Need support.

[Lus]

I’m going to be as straight to the point as possible for this to be quick, but it’s still going to be longish. I was raised as christian but I personally wasn’t into it. Not that long ago, I started a personal journey both physically and spiritually, but not religiously. I looked at life as a puzzle and decided to follow life logically, and without hurting anyone. For a small example, the word breakfast in english and desayuno in Spanish both imply that NOT eating in the morning is the default (so like intermittent fasting). So why would we do the opposite of fast, and break the fast, when there isn’t even a real word for that? I kept up picking up clues and also tried to be as healthy as possible to my body (including getting rid of fluoride to make sure my pineal gland was working). I worked out intensely running in place every day and would do multiple body weight exercises. I also made the personal decision to quit porn and found myself doing very extreme stretches for multiple hours a day to get rid of all the muscle knots that resulted from my life as a slave to the world and that blocked my energy. I decided to look into what the logical conclusion to humanity and this universe is, and happy with what I personally found, found peace with myself. During one of my meditation sessions I came to a pitch dark place with some green waves and as I was getting closer to the green waves I felt my conscience was starting to dissolve to nothing. I Became too scared to lose myself (i thought i was going to cease to exist and I love life) so after that I stopped meditating and just focused on enjoying life. I would take walks and felt a deep connection with the animals and birds. I would hear the birds sing my name and my wife’s. Life was amazing. Some people started to look really weird with lizard like eyes, and would stare at me. But when I looked in the mirror, my eyes where like pointed stars, so I was also not normal. I also saw an old woman change face shape in front of me, but I made sure not to freak out. In fact, I just didn’t care (Pretty sure she did it to gague my reaction). I can’t remember when exactly it was, but during this timeframe I found a picture of a weird “pyramid” stretch a woman posted on her tinder profile and decided to try it (I felt I was tricked into it to be honest):

By this time lots of weird stuff was happening around me so I started taking pictures like that one. Id never seen this stretch and thought it looked weird so I saved it. I tried to copy it but I think I ended up doing a version where it felt like my crotch was the highest point of the pyramid, not the chest like in the pic. What would follow I think ruined my life. I started convulsing really violently for a good while, my body moving by itself with my mind unable to control it. I stood up, went to the front of the mirror, made a pose with my hand covering one eye (i think it was my sinister eye, but my sinister and dexter might have switched when I was meditating about my feminine side) and I said:

“I am the god of this world. If I die, this world resets. If ***** (I cant remember what I/ the demon said), this world resets”.

I cant remember what followed immediately afterwards but the few days after that i needed to sleep and eat almost nothing at all to function while still having a lot of energy. My wife got concerned, and took me to the emergency room. They wouldn’t let me leave and in fact 6 people held me down and one ripped my right bicep off. After that no one would acknowledge what they did to my arm so I gave up. One of the women there was a woman in red (Jenny) that tried to use weird binding magick on me. She was removing my wedding ring because my finger had gotten swollen, and I noticed that it left a white imprint behind when she removed it. Well guess what? She was wearing a white ring made out of lace that she never wore before. She was obviously trying some binding ritual so I never fully trusted her, but she told me I was a monark which made too much sense. After I left the hospital we used to text but my wife told me to cut all ties with her so i blocked her. I eventually unblocked her but she never replied back to my new messages. Also the last things she was talking about before I blocked her was she being a clone and that her handler was going to kill her. Anyway, after all the drugs they gave me at the hospital that made me suicidal I stopped seeing what I thought where angels/lizard people/the weird cat eye people (same thing to me, not sure what they are, as I didn’t ask them). I got surgery to re attach my bicep using the achilles tendon of a cadaver and have tried to go on with my life. Well, now with WW3 possibly looming on the horizon people have been sharing more information about religions and things the sort… So I recently I came to find out the scar the surgery left is actually the satanic lightning bolt.

And also my arm is still greatly deformed and I came across the bible path

“ Woe to the worthless shepherd,
Who leaves the flock!
A sword shall be against his arm
And against his right eye;
His arm shall completely wither,
And his right eye shall be totally blinded.”

Which makes me feel like people/demons are waging war amongst themselves but using my life, body, and spirit. (Been having bad eye issues lately). How do I protect myself from further attacks? My body is beautiful. I’ve worked really hard on it for some people to desecrate it like it belonged to them. The reason I’m posting here is because I found out that spiritual satanism is the most like what I found life to be like with energies and vibrations. I looked to see if theres some sort of group near me (Houston) that I could talk to about what has happened to me, but I haven’t been able to find any (looked on google)

Anyone have any tips on what I should do to ward off future missfortune?

Here’s what my arm looks like now. Deformed with a lighting scar. What bullshit apocalyptic iconography is this?

....****.....

 

[Account]

Do not publish images of yourself.

 

[Serbon]

Are you dedicated to Satan?

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

Having a poor mental health or a big psychotic episode has nothing really to do with what one thought they summoned or whatever.

You must tend on the basics first and that is basic mental health. Even in the JoS there is a disclaimer for poor mental health and how this can affect anything.

Do not blame anything else on this, that's getting typical and tiring in the LHP. It's also a lie.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Your aura is very filled up with enemy energy literally quite dark (you shouldn't post your pic here btw it's removed now but i saw it) and you may be quite connected to xtianity still. Work to remove this. It sounds like you are really confused. Some of this also suggests your somehow not grounded in reality at all or have mental health and/or drug issues of course mixed with enemy attack like usual the enemy loves targeting people with these problems.

Start working on cleansing and returning curses.
I think that is a yoga pose it doesn't summon anything btw.

 

[Lus]

Your aura is very filled up with enemy energy literally quite dark (you shouldn't post your pic here btw it's removed now but i saw it) and you may be quite connected to xtianity still. Work to remove this. It sounds like you are really confused. Some of this also suggests your somehow not grounded in reality at all or have mental health and/or drug issues of course mixed with enemy attack like usual the enemy loves targeting people with these problems.

Start working on cleansing and returning curses.
I think that is a yoga pose it doesn't summon anything btw.

Thank you. When I was in the mental hospital Jenny also said I had very dark energy. But she said dark energy wasn’t bad, It was just feminine. My wife always freaked out when I talked about Jenny and I think it’s possible my wife is a freemason. I straight up asked her if she is and she started joking around, said the president of her country was a freemason and she carries a picture of her president everywhere so what did I think she was. I asked her again because I said it was a yes or no question and she made the sign. Said that she was going to cut me up and spread the entrails in the street. I asked her again and she finally said no. But they can lie to non members.

How do I start cleansing?

 

[Lus]

Are you dedicated to Satan?

No, I don’t think I am. I’m just honestly dedicated to myself at the moment and psychologically unable to do anything else at the moment I think.

 

[Henu the Great]

I think that is a yoga pose it doesn't summon anything btw.

Camel pose in fact.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Your aura is very filled up with enemy energy literally quite dark (you shouldn't post your pic here btw it's removed now but i saw it) and you may be quite connected to xtianity still. Work to remove this. It sounds like you are really confused. Some of this also suggests your somehow not grounded in reality at all or have mental health and/or drug issues of course mixed with enemy attack like usual the enemy loves targeting people with these problems.

Start working on cleansing and returning curses.
I think that is a yoga pose it doesn't summon anything btw.

Thank you. When I was in the mental hospital Jenny also said I had very dark energy. But she said dark energy wasn’t bad, It was just feminine. My wife always freaked out when I talked about Jenny and I think it’s possible my wife is a freemason. I straight up asked her if she is and she started joking around, said the president of her country was a freemason and she carries a picture of her president everywhere so what did I think she was. I asked her again because I said it was a yes or no question and she made the sign. Said that she was going to cut me up and spread the entrails in the street. I asked her again and she finally said no. But they can lie to non members.

How do I start cleansing?

If your ready to help yourself and want to help our side with things like the rtr then do the dedication on the site. This may actually get rid of some of the enemy energy too or entities if they are there.

https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html

However if your not ready or need more time do not do anything with spiritual warfare as you will not be fully protected yet. Especially in your case with the mental issues I can see you getting fucked.

This kind of dark energy is xtian energy and maybe some Jewish this is not a good dark energy. The good dark energy is more like Cancer energy and feminine energy dark colored but positive I have felt that kind of energy before but that is not what is on you.

You can do Raum or visuddhi vibration or visualize white gold light on you. Start the returning curses meditation.

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html

This is some of it.

Good luck.

 

[Lus]

Your aura is very filled up with enemy energy literally quite dark (you shouldn't post your pic here btw it's removed now but i saw it) and you may be quite connected to xtianity still. Work to remove this. It sounds like you are really confused. Some of this also suggests your somehow not grounded in reality at all or have mental health and/or drug issues of course mixed with enemy attack like usual the enemy loves targeting people with these problems.

Start working on cleansing and returning curses.
I think that is a yoga pose it doesn't summon anything btw.

Thank you. When I was in the mental hospital Jenny also said I had very dark energy. But she said dark energy wasn’t bad, It was just feminine. My wife always freaked out when I talked about Jenny and I think it’s possible my wife is a freemason. I straight up asked her if she is and she started joking around, said the president of her country was a freemason and she carries a picture of her president everywhere so what did I think she was. I asked her again because I said it was a yes or no question and she made the sign. Said that she was going to cut me up and spread the entrails in the street. I asked her again and she finally said no. But they can lie to non members.

How do I start cleansing?

If your ready to help yourself and want to help our side with things like the rtr then do the dedication on the site. This may actually get rid of some of the enemy energy too or entities if they are there.

https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html

However if your not ready or need more time do not do anything with spiritual warfare as you will not be fully protected yet. Especially in your case with the mental issues I can see you getting fucked.

This kind of dark energy is xtian energy and maybe some Jewish this is not a good dark energy. The good dark energy is more like Cancer energy and feminine energy dark colored but positive I have felt that kind of energy before but that is not what is on you.

You can do Raum or visuddhi vibration or visualize white gold light on you. Start the returning curses meditation.

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html

This is some of it.

Good luck.

Thank you! I’ll look into it later today or tomorrow. Besides that. Could I ask you something? After I was taken in and had the drugs forced on me I think it changed me. And I’m honestly too exhausted to get back at the level that I was before I was drugged. Back then, when my life was amazing, I took a picture of myself during the Jupiter Saturn junction (that day you could see both planets at the same time in the sky without a microscope) and I think that represents my true energy. Can I show this picture to you in private so you can tell me what energy you see in it? How would I do such a thing? I looked on the private message feature on your profile but it doesn't let me click on the direct message.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I think that is a yoga pose it doesn't summon anything btw.

Camel pose in fact.

Ok thank you

 

[darkmonkey666]

Your aura is very filled up with enemy energy literally quite dark (you shouldn't post your pic here btw it's removed now but i saw it) and you may be quite connected to xtianity still. Work to remove this. It sounds like you are really confused. Some of this also suggests your somehow not grounded in reality at all or have mental health and/or drug issues of course mixed with enemy attack like usual the enemy loves targeting people with these problems.

Start working on cleansing and returning curses.
I think that is a yoga pose it doesn't summon anything btw.

Thank you. When I was in the mental hospital Jenny also said I had very dark energy. But she said dark energy wasn’t bad, It was just feminine. My wife always freaked out when I talked about Jenny and I think it’s possible my wife is a freemason. I straight up asked her if she is and she started joking around, said the president of her country was a freemason and she carries a picture of her president everywhere so what did I think she was. I asked her again because I said it was a yes or no question and she made the sign. Said that she was going to cut me up and spread the entrails in the street. I asked her again and she finally said no. But they can lie to non members.

How do I start cleansing?

If your ready to help yourself and want to help our side with things like the rtr then do the dedication on the site. This may actually get rid of some of the enemy energy too or entities if they are there.

https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html

However if your not ready or need more time do not do anything with spiritual warfare as you will not be fully protected yet. Especially in your case with the mental issues I can see you getting fucked.

This kind of dark energy is xtian energy and maybe some Jewish this is not a good dark energy. The good dark energy is more like Cancer energy and feminine energy dark colored but positive I have felt that kind of energy before but that is not what is on you.

You can do Raum or visuddhi vibration or visualize white gold light on you. Start the returning curses meditation.

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html

This is some of it.

Good luck.

Also as a reminder sun is in Aquarius and Pisces these are not very good placements for it the sun is weak in both these signs according to the JOS astrology page so if you use its mantra or vibration you will be having to do more. Start a sun Square when sun is at 0 Aries that day as its on its critical point on Sunday this year during the hour of the sun spiritual square for cleansing in affirmation. The sun is exalted and way more powerful there.

 

[Lus]

Thank you. When I was in the mental hospital Jenny also said I had very dark energy. But she said dark energy wasn’t bad, It was just feminine. My wife always freaked out when I talked about Jenny and I think it’s possible my wife is a freemason. I straight up asked her if she is and she started joking around, said the president of her country was a freemason and she carries a picture of her president everywhere so what did I think she was. I asked her again because I said it was a yes or no question and she made the sign. Said that she was going to cut me up and spread the entrails in the street. I asked her again and she finally said no. But they can lie to non members.

How do I start cleansing?

If your ready to help yourself and want to help our side with things like the rtr then do the dedication on the site. This may actually get rid of some of the enemy energy too or entities if they are there.

https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html

However if your not ready or need more time do not do anything with spiritual warfare as you will not be fully protected yet. Especially in your case with the mental issues I can see you getting fucked.

This kind of dark energy is xtian energy and maybe some Jewish this is not a good dark energy. The good dark energy is more like Cancer energy and feminine energy dark colored but positive I have felt that kind of energy before but that is not what is on you.

You can do Raum or visuddhi vibration or visualize white gold light on you. Start the returning curses meditation.

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html

This is some of it.

Good luck.

Also as a reminder sun is in Aquarius and Pisces these are not very good placements for it the sun is weak in both these signs according to the JOS astrology page so if you use its mantra or vibration you will be having to do more. Start a sun Square when sun is at 0 Aries that day as its on its critical point on Sunday this year during the hour of the sun spiritual square for cleansing in affirmation. The sun is exalted and way more powerful there.

Thanks. I did the golden light exercise but after a while the energy became like a sphere made of flames that were both white and black but didn’t mix. Then this sphere changed sizes and shape to whatever it wanted and split into multiple spheres that rotated, spun, gyrated, and orbited in multiple axes in no seemingly set order as if to protect me.

I think I feel better at the moment.

 

[darkmonkey666]

If your ready to help yourself and want to help our side with things like the rtr then do the dedication on the site. This may actually get rid of some of the enemy energy too or entities if they are there.

https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html

However if your not ready or need more time do not do anything with spiritual warfare as you will not be fully protected yet. Especially in your case with the mental issues I can see you getting fucked.

This kind of dark energy is xtian energy and maybe some Jewish this is not a good dark energy. The good dark energy is more like Cancer energy and feminine energy dark colored but positive I have felt that kind of energy before but that is not what is on you.

You can do Raum or visuddhi vibration or visualize white gold light on you. Start the returning curses meditation.

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aura_Cleaning.html

https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Returning_Curses2.html

This is some of it.

Good luck.

Also as a reminder sun is in Aquarius and Pisces these are not very good placements for it the sun is weak in both these signs according to the JOS astrology page so if you use its mantra or vibration you will be having to do more. Start a sun Square when sun is at 0 Aries that day as its on its critical point on Sunday this year during the hour of the sun spiritual square for cleansing in affirmation. The sun is exalted and way more powerful there.

Thanks. I did the golden light exercise but after a while the energy became like a sphere made of flames that were both white and black but didn’t mix. Then this sphere changed sizes and shape to whatever it wanted and split into multiple spheres that rotated, spun, gyrated, and orbited in multiple axes in no seemingly set order as if to protect me.

I think I feel better at the moment.

Avv-rahvv-mmm Aurum is the mantra for gold in Latin you may like it. This isn't fully cleansing on its own but it very well brings out the negative energy so you can cleanse it on your own with other mantras or techniques.

Anyways I suggest dedicating and then doing the three part rtr that will really help get these curses off you even more. You seem to be on the right path. You have a good imagination. I am not sure this is what the energy is doing fully but interesting.