I want(ed) to k*ll my father

[AmerikanWolf1488]

Remember when I've told you is not a satanic principle to harm your own parents?
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Some consequences for harming own parents would be something like this :
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Not only that you will suffer but also have a shityer karma and a 10000x worse situation with your next possible father in the next life ,if there were to ever be one again for you if you do this , but this it's up to the Judgment of the Gods.

Do I need to say more?

Gods I was misreading your comment, I only ever punched one of my parents a couple of times (needed to adjust how I handled my temper) but then I read "specifically for the cases of ***familial bloodshed***"

They are generally stressful people that took more priority with my deceased brother (and are more than willing to blame satanism for this despite his schizophrenic obsession for Christianity beforehand of what he did to himself) I am also finally kind of happy he is gone because he relapsed all the time on drugs and would become abusive more than verbal.

But yeah at my current age I have thought about it and patricide, matricide, fratricide does not seem particularly worth it in most cases just verbal and idiotic and their part and their delusions, these people will woe on their own and what's best for us to sever away from their drama and errors, not create new ones with an intense over reaction. I still hear it all and get a little irritable but I am working on just ignoring it, putting on white noise if I need to in order to concentrate on more productive things than constant pestilence and whining.