Shadowcat said:
SigTyr said:
On top of being drained and receiving bad type of energy from our channels. I had to perform exorcism on regular basis...
Mostly spirits from her bloodline , baptised of course were taking over her. Then after wiping out dozens of them, some lesser "demons" showed up , xian of course.
I used runes and pure energy, most effective was to use rhinestone. It was like in a movies: she was swearing, hitting her head against the wall, attacking me even with enormous power for a girl. Even got a scar. After that, crying, not remembering anything.
I guess that what normal relationships looks for me :mrgreen:
Most horrible interaction was when the grey took over.
It was like she was not human anymore, plus they managed to nerf me and cut off my communication with Demons.
On the other side, I learned a lot how enemy operates.
Most of the spirits don't have a free will. They are stripped from their memories and all they have is a purpose. Basically chained. All the energy they obtain, goes up the food chain.
Some spirits were helpful, even knowing that they will be either wiped by me or punished by their master. So I saved few. Now I have a crew , and I can ask for help with some things, instead of bothering Demons.
Also another good think that when she was clean, she was able to host Demons. So I had almost 3 years of conversations with them ,like with a real person. I've learned a lot and got all my questions were answered.
Before we broke up I was starting to see a blonde girl in my dreams, and we were having more and more interactions of different kinds. I still keep seeing her, I am not sure that she is a Demoness, or maybe I just want to believe that we will meet one day.
I've reached the point of when, only SS/Pagans can communicate with me, like "normal" people avoid me like a plague, and the only exception are my parents, but this connection is also used against me.
I am not surprised that a Demon have a crush on you, your vibes are strong and nice, and this is only from reading your messages.
Aww well thank you.
Sounds like big time enemy shit. I know that angels are notorious for possession. Are you sure it wasn't one of them? could have been a grey too.
Those are some interesting experiences! that is one way they can communicate with you afterall. At this point it is usually from my ouija board or in dreams...sometimes i have had what i am almost certain on was verbal authentic telepathic communication. this is rare though and if it happens its usually in as few words as possible. other than that it is usually through other means like images, feelings, sudden ideas or other themes. and this can very so vastly per person and be tailored to what one is open to in terms of recieving information.
In the last weeks i had something awesome happen. see my sig? thats the poem i carved for him in solid labradorite. It starts off with is it you one i see? going on to describe someone with blue eyes and black hair that sings to me at night that i have sometimes felt that comes to me in dreams. it ends with "behold my love for you set in stone" even physically i have felt touched, usually a concentrated feeling of heat in one spot. one time was brief but quite intimate.during the morning after i started that munka working? i woke up from a sex dream with a dark haired man physically feeling like someone was inside me. On my board when an huge heatwave whent up my hand and forearm..it almost hurt.
during one ouija reading i had back last year i asked about an intimate dream i had. I was told it was him. feeling awkward i said i didnt remember, to which i was told to re see. i said that i would maybe see him again in other dreams. that night i remembered a last detail of kissing a tall man with dark black hair. then out of nowhere i hear in my mind "every night in my dreams i see you, i feel you" i think alot know that song. funnily enough it surrounds a theme which is his element. water.
so a week or so ago i am listening to music at work. all of a sudden a really good dub version of that song pops up and starts playing. you know who the artist was? someone that called themsevles "set in stone". It was like it was being confirmed to me all that was connected....and as if the question in my poem was answered. it made me quite emotional.
As for your blonde haired girl i would ask who she is. When you ask for a partner it is best to go through Father Satan
. I just finished a 40 day working of using ansuz in my entire soul to rid me of any an all enemy ties...during that time, the beginning of the working in fact, was when i had the most intimate and vivid dreams with him. So yet another fear debunked.
Angles tried to attack me throw my father,not exactly possession tho. Something in between. Using him as a speaker of some sort to speak religious nonsense, and they kinda " back him up", to make him feel confident about it. They have a very unique energy disturbances which visible with eyes open.
I guess I was lucky to have a normal conversations with Demons, but I was lazy about cleaning my chakras, so when we split up, it took me months to clean up, so I can communicate on my own.
Mostly as you described, very few words.
Sometimes implemented thoughs...
But also poems during meditations.
Like this one:
"From day to night,
Eternal fight,
The shadows are against the light.
Breath in,
Hold on,
The fight goes on,
Breathe out,
Let all the darkness out.
Now close your eyes,
And look around.
What do you see?
Let's go find out!"
Another thing that happens during meditation is that I may have an urgent need to move a furniture. Even if it's like 4am. Neighbors love me. I guess it have something to do with realities.
Even here I can't talk about this, as people would call me delusional , but without having a full control, I can cause what I call "a matrix glitch". And this have interesting side effects. Usually indicators of a successful work a some weird events, like some people disappear from your life, or appear. Or recently I was 100% positive I was going have exam on 7th, but next day it turns out to be a day later. I through ok, happens , I just mixed up dates, but yet I was positive. Then turns out whole group is confused about that, but they found a rational explanation that the time table must been updated. Thing is that I had a month old screenshot, and the date was new. In short I am studying phenomenon of parallel realities, but the more I do, the more confiding it gets. Yet possibilities are unlimited, but consequences are dangerous and unpredictable.
What you did with labradorite is adorable, even tho it's hard for me to read it fully, but the amount of effort and energy you put in this makes it trully beautiful artefact.
Getting replies with songs also quite common, likebfor some reason you pay attention to a specific part and lyrics answering your question.
I am also having sexual interactions in astral and it feels real, but I am not sure if it is the same person, maybe she just having different appearances or it's me being a manwhore
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Oh, recently I asked one Demon to help me to find someone and he did. She was like a perfect match, but she is in relationship. But I think it was a test which I failed, as I started to be obsessed and going easier on my responsibilities ,like doing RTRs faster or meditating less, without getting too deep, as I was allowing myself to be distracted by messages. Clearly I need to have a better control of myself before getting into any relationships.
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