innercircle666
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- Sep 3, 2006
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Well, I'm new here, I'm only 19 years old, but to say the truth since I'm a little girl I never believe in what my mother told me about all that crap of the catholic chruch, and I don't believe in that "god" they mention about. But When I was 13 years old I realized about my empty spiritualism. My mother is catholic and my father doesn't believe in the church, but he believes in a kind of architec of the universe...
Well to tell the truth, I'm feeling alone for a long time ago, because I don't have anyone to talk about my problems, anyone to believe in, anything... but I can't believe in any crap, like the cathoilic church (for example), buecause I'm always tying to prove If something more powerlful exist. I just want to know if the satanism is another belief without an answer. Well, I think they never answer, because I don't believe in all... I feel like if any of these things-gods-demons-anything, never care about me, and that's why I don't believe in anything. But just like I'm telling you, I'm tired of being alone in that way (spiritual). One friend of mine says that satanism colud be interesting, and she suggested me to try in this.
So, I'm here asking you, Is this for real?, I actualy read a web page about it, where I found a link to this forums. Another question I have, is: How they answer you?, how do you know if they are really interested in you???, they really care about you?, they really listen to you?, they really accept our humanity?...
Please I need an answer, I need to believe in somthing... and I actually pretty interested in satanism, because since my childhood I always believe in some demon existence, and I actually had a imaginary friend, who was a demon (for me). I know is not much, but I never believe in that kind of lie like catholicism... And I don't think demos are bad, I think they are just demons.
Hope you can answer me...
Well to tell the truth, I'm feeling alone for a long time ago, because I don't have anyone to talk about my problems, anyone to believe in, anything... but I can't believe in any crap, like the cathoilic church (for example), buecause I'm always tying to prove If something more powerlful exist. I just want to know if the satanism is another belief without an answer. Well, I think they never answer, because I don't believe in all... I feel like if any of these things-gods-demons-anything, never care about me, and that's why I don't believe in anything. But just like I'm telling you, I'm tired of being alone in that way (spiritual). One friend of mine says that satanism colud be interesting, and she suggested me to try in this.
So, I'm here asking you, Is this for real?, I actualy read a web page about it, where I found a link to this forums. Another question I have, is: How they answer you?, how do you know if they are really interested in you???, they really care about you?, they really listen to you?, they really accept our humanity?...
Please I need an answer, I need to believe in somthing... and I actually pretty interested in satanism, because since my childhood I always believe in some demon existence, and I actually had a imaginary friend, who was a demon (for me). I know is not much, but I never believe in that kind of lie like catholicism... And I don't think demos are bad, I think they are just demons.
Hope you can answer me...