i need help

[emogirltorn333]

i dont think this is 4 me. after i did the dedication ritual i have a
tingley feeling and i got scared 4 some reason and i wanted to cry,
mainly i think cuz i read on joyofsatan that if u still have ties to
xtains you will get frightening pyschic experiences, i guess that
freaked me out. but writing about it im not so upset. my stomach is a
little sore like i wanna throw up. i just dont kno. i feel interested
but im a very emotional person n im pretty sensitiva any advice on
what to do? please help asap.

 

[true_chaos1992]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "emogirltorn333" <emogirltorn333@... wrote:

i dont think this is 4 me. after i did the dedication ritual i have a
tingley feeling and i got scared 4 some reason and i wanted to cry,
mainly i think cuz i read on joyofsatan that if u still have ties to
xtains you will get frightening pyschic experiences, i guess that
freaked me out. but writing about it im not so upset. my stomach is a
little sore like i wanna throw up. i just dont kno. i feel interested
but im a very emotional person n im pretty sensitiva any advice on
what to do? please help asap.

i know the feeling i had for awhile when i was alone...you just need someone whos in this with you to talk to or maybe it would to contact your guardian demon...if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to IM me on yahoo i will almost always respond no matter what time it is

 

[Wesley Grissom]

Just relax I had the exact same thing happen it's unsettling energy inside you just meditate and be patient it can be a tad overwhelming when your new to it but just be patient I can't stress that one enough.

From: emogirltorn333 <emogirltorn333@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, January 28, 2009 10:59:34 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] i need help

i dont think this is 4 me. after i did the dedication ritual i have a
tingley feeling and i got scared 4 some reason and i wanted to cry,
mainly i think cuz i read on joyofsatan that if u still have ties to
xtains you will get frightening pyschic experiences, i guess that
freaked me out. but writing about it im not so upset. my stomach is a
little sore like i wanna throw up. i just dont kno. i feel interested
but im a very emotional person n im pretty sensitiva any advice on
what to do? please help asap.

 

[swazzybear666]

im kinda new to satanism and im kinda not cuz i have been in to
satanism ever since i was 12 but i have never been into it like i am
now anyways i need help opening my third eye can anyone help me?

 

[Seth1]

http://www.666blacksun.com/Opening_the_ThirdEye.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "swazzybear666"
<swazzybear666@... wrote:

im kinda new to satanism and im kinda not cuz i have been in to
satanism ever since i was 12 but i have never been into it like i am
now anyways i need help opening my third eye can anyone help me?

 

[nightfoxx666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "emogirltorn333"
<emogirltorn333@... wrote:

i dont think this is 4 me. after i did the dedication ritual i have a
tingley feeling and i got scared 4 some reason and i wanted to cry,
mainly i think cuz i read on joyofsatan that if u still have ties to
xtains you will get frightening pyschic experiences, i guess that
freaked me out. but writing about it im not so upset. my stomach is a
little sore like i wanna throw up. i just dont kno. i feel interested
but im a very emotional person n im pretty sensitiva any advice on
what to do? please help asap.

Satanism is for everyone, I was actually doubding it for awhile too
after I dedicated, Actually my life was a fucking piece of shit(Not
gonna go into detail) , But one day I decided to go to JoS again I did
some foundation meditation, and the next day, Alot of the problems
were gone the next day, Maybe call coincidence but I dont think so,
And since then I've been researching more and more, Even though im
still pretty new right now, I do see all the changes happening

 

[roxy_falloutgirl]

i was like that at first only not as bad...
but after i dedicated i was out of depression in like a week
and after that, when i did meditations and stuff

i was all like damnn.....wow cuz it helped like sooo much...and stuff
oh and i wasnt goth after that and stuff
and i got really pretty...

so no its not a coincidence and dont ever listen to a xtian.
EVERRrrr....


nothing frightening ever happens...




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "nightfoxx666" <nightfoxx666@...
wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "emogirltorn333"
<emogirltorn333@ wrote:

i dont think this is 4 me. after i did the dedication ritual i

have a

tingley feeling and i got scared 4 some reason and i wanted to

cry,

mainly i think cuz i read on joyofsatan that if u still have ties

to

xtains you will get frightening pyschic experiences, i guess that
freaked me out. but writing about it im not so upset. my stomach

is a

little sore like i wanna throw up. i just dont kno. i feel

interested

but im a very emotional person n im pretty sensitiva any advice

on

what to do? please help asap.


Satanism is for everyone, I was actually doubding it for awhile too
after I dedicated, Actually my life was a fucking piece of shit(Not
gonna go into detail) , But one day I decided to go to JoS again I

did

some foundation meditation, and the next day, Alot of the problems
were gone the next day, Maybe call coincidence but I dont think so,
And since then I've been researching more and more, Even though im
still pretty new right now, I do see all the changes happening

 

[[email protected]]

Its ok to feel doubts, i felt like that for a year, and then i started
to plan on quitting, but then i realized, no, i want to be a part of
this and continued.
I was pretty sensitive for a while too and really really emotional,
but you just have to learn to just suck it up and be strong. the way i
think about it is, my life is better than it used to be, im alive, im
healthy, i have a roof over my head, i get to eat daily, i have
everything i NEED, i may not have things that i want, but that doesnt
matter, i have my friends by my side, i really dont have anything to
complain about. You just have to be positive really.
Just take your time
-Alex

Ave Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "emogirltorn333"
<emogirltorn333@... wrote:

i dont think this is 4 me. after i did the dedication ritual i have a
tingley feeling and i got scared 4 some reason and i wanted to cry,
mainly i think cuz i read on joyofsatan that if u still have ties to
xtains you will get frightening pyschic experiences, i guess that
freaked me out. but writing about it im not so upset. my stomach is a
little sore like i wanna throw up. i just dont kno. i feel interested
but im a very emotional person n im pretty sensitiva any advice on
what to do? please help asap.

 

[terez_luvyamore]

ive been a satanist for 6 months now but there still alot of questions i have and have no one to tlk to about it. could someone experienced maybe be a pen pale to me?

terez_luvyamore@...

just put something related to satan in the subject so i dont mistake it for junk mail...


thank you so much i really need help

 

[Samantha1]

can some one come to me and answer my queastions?