I need help

[timmy638]

Every time i start to read any of the things about spiritual
satanism my chest starts to hurt and feel heavy. Does any one
know why? and if so will you please tell me?

 

[hailea88]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "timmy638" <timmy638@... wrote:

Every time i start to read any of the things about spiritual
satanism my chest starts to hurt and feel heavy. Does any one
know why? and if so will you please tell me?

Do you maybe live in a heavy christian household?? if so then maybe the
fear of being discovered that you turned to Father Satan is getting at
you.....that may not be it but its a thought...

 

[Seth1]

Yes. It might also be a subconscious fear that has to do with the way
u were indoctrinated. I.e Growing around/with xtian ideals.

Or it might also be ur heart chakra, it the sensations feel somewhat
centered and in one spot.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "disturbed.metalhead"
<disturbed.metalhead@... wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "timmy638" <timmy638@ wrote:

Every time i start to read any of the things about spiritual
satanism my chest starts to hurt and feel heavy. Does any one
know why? and if so will you please tell me?

Do you maybe live in a heavy christian household?? if so then maybe the
fear of being discovered that you turned to Father Satan is getting at
you.....that may not be it but its a thought...

 

[fishgoboomitspartofthecycle]

Socialization. Especially in xian households, but most people have
been 'programmed' to feel negativity toward the idea of Satan. Could
also be a spirit messing with you, or as the other person said, fear,
OR it could be your soul responding to things it recognizes.
I'd try past life regression, to see if you were ever pagan. Cleaning
your aura could also do some good. Though I don't know exactly what
the problem is..

Every time i start to read any of the things about spiritual
satanism my chest starts to hurt and feel heavy. Does any one
know why? and if so will you please tell me?

Do you maybe live in a heavy christian household?? if so then maybe the
fear of being discovered that you turned to Father Satan is getting at
you.....that may not be it but its a thought...

 

[kabutos_girl_687]

I'm new to this, I did the dedication but i don't think I did it
right..I lite the candle and chanted the verse for 3 times like it
said and then i ripped some skin off my left index finger and spread
it on the paper and then burned it. I don't think I did it right and
now I need help trying to figure everything out again because my
christian family found out when i was new to i (I still am new to it)
I have no clue what to do and I'm sort of freaking out about it. I
want to dedicate my life, my soul, and my heart to father Satan I'm
just trying to figure all this out.

 

[orlandofan234neo]

I feel like I'm dying. I hate keeping Satanism a secret from my friends
and family but I know that it could end very badly if I tell anyone.

What should I do?

 

[kokuyoku17]

Kabutos:
Stop worrying so much. The dedication ritual is suppose to be
performed once. What counts is a drop of blood and what is in your
heart. If you truly meant what you said about dedicating your life,
soul, etc. then from what I have heard Enki will understand.
Everyone's dedication ritual goes wrong somehow, so don't let it get
you down.

Just carry on with your life, keep your mouth shut and start a
meditation program that if comfortable for you.

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Orlando:
You too need to keep your mouth shut. Many xtians have sunk too far
into the lies and many of them are close-minded. I exposed the truth
to a "friend" of mind once and it ended up into a huge arguement. It
ended with her damning me to hell. Not that there is anything bad in
wanting to go to Duat. :]

But you get my point right? Come talk to us and vent on us if you ever
feel like talking. Then again I could be wrong about your friends and
they might end up understanding your knowledge.

-------

Good luck both of you,

Daren

 

[s3rg10wuzhere]

The other night while i was in a trance i asked father if i had a guardian demon. I didnt get a direct answer but i got the the word "ALPHA" suddenly flash in my head a few times. A few seconds later i got the image of a man sitting infront of me wearing black clothes and he had the head of a bird. The next day i searched up alpha and i couldnt find anything on it having to do with demons. so does anyone have any ideas on what this could mean?

 

[rclark9559]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "s3rg10wuzhere" <s3rg10wuzhere@... wrote:

The other night while i was in a trance i asked father if i had a guardian demon. I didnt get a direct answer but i got the the word "ALPHA" suddenly flash in my head a few times. A few seconds later i got the image of a man sitting infront of me wearing black clothes and he had the head of a bird. The next day i searched up alpha and i couldnt find anything on it having to do with demons. so does anyone have any ideas on what this could mean?

Alpha means leader and the person with the bird head kind of reminds me of rah the egyption sun god

 

[bloodblade52]

I found myself searching for good band names one day on wikipedia and stumbled upon demonology and I looked more into it. I wanted to summon demons and lesser spirits, that's all I wanted to do. I stumbled upon joyofsatan.org however after hours of trying to comprehend the summoning of a demon. I have meditated before and I can send my spirit as limbs across the globe, try to beleive me. So I thought it would be an easy task to summon a demon. I know Im not making much sense so I'll throw a broad statement at you.

I need to know more about spiritual satanism. I want to learn it all.

 

[Mica Enriquez]

Doesn't everybody?

  I found myself searching for good band names one day on wikipedia and stumbled upon demonology and I looked more into it. I wanted to summon demons and lesser spirits, that's all I wanted to do. I stumbled upon joyofsatan.org however after hours of trying to comprehend the summoning of a demon. I have meditated before and I can send my spirit as limbs across the globe, try to beleive me. So I thought it would be an easy task to summon a demon. I know Im not making much sense so I'll throw a broad statement at you.

I need to know more about spiritual satanism. I want to learn it all.

 

[Lillith]

I really need help. I need someone whos really expierenced to help me and teach me how to summon demons and how to get started in magic. Im just asking for a little push to get me started. Just email me.