F_For_Flamingo
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Hello Brothers and Sisters, as the title says I need help to clear that shit out of my life.
As I am translating the Exposing Christianity site, I came to the part which is called Breaking free of Christianity, https://www.satanslibrary.org/ExposingChristianity/Breaking_Free_of_Christianity.html. Here I found myself in a few of these categories and I want to clarify.
1. Feelings of hatred or resentment towards others who have different beliefs- I have built in the last few years of beeing a SS a big hatered for Religions, especially Christianity and Islam.(more so against Ortodox Christianity).
2. Inability to take any personal credit for achievements- always giving the credit to "the Lord"- this is a big part of my problem, evereything that I do I thank the Gods, because I just do not know how to differenciate it, when was it that I did something and when is it that the Gods helped me. This comes out of fear beacause I dont want to insult a God.
3. Feelings of guilt if you miss a church function- this part is not so bad as it was in the past, if I would miss a day of doing RTRs I would belittle myself and shame myself.
Even after nearly 3 years of being a SS I still didnt get that shit out of my system. It pains me that I took those behavioural patterns and took them with me in SS.
I hope you can give me some advice in how to overcome this, thanks in advance!
Cheers!
As I am translating the Exposing Christianity site, I came to the part which is called Breaking free of Christianity, https://www.satanslibrary.org/ExposingChristianity/Breaking_Free_of_Christianity.html. Here I found myself in a few of these categories and I want to clarify.
1. Feelings of hatred or resentment towards others who have different beliefs- I have built in the last few years of beeing a SS a big hatered for Religions, especially Christianity and Islam.(more so against Ortodox Christianity).
2. Inability to take any personal credit for achievements- always giving the credit to "the Lord"- this is a big part of my problem, evereything that I do I thank the Gods, because I just do not know how to differenciate it, when was it that I did something and when is it that the Gods helped me. This comes out of fear beacause I dont want to insult a God.
3. Feelings of guilt if you miss a church function- this part is not so bad as it was in the past, if I would miss a day of doing RTRs I would belittle myself and shame myself.
Even after nearly 3 years of being a SS I still didnt get that shit out of my system. It pains me that I took those behavioural patterns and took them with me in SS.
I hope you can give me some advice in how to overcome this, thanks in advance!
Cheers!