I need help I'm all confused?

[The voice on an unknown]

Hello and I've been an ss for around almost 2 years and i haven't advanced a single bit i Don't even know what iam doing right now please bear with i might ask too many questions but It will literally svae my Life.

So I'm from India My dad makes just About 140$ a month and feeds 5 people I'm almost 20 and i started Taking drugs (weed, ciggrate , tobacco , alcohol,) at the age of 15 been sober from alcohol for a bout a year now i only do chewing tobacco witch iam quitting it slowly i lost my 3 years leaving studies behind my dad also couldn't afford it but I'm gonna complete my highschool this year not sure about College because education here is Already costly and job's even for a skilled worker in a good company pays little to none around 250$ a month

Im going crazy right now because of Power meditations It's because i was already dead from 2017 i only slept woke up ate and watched anime I didn't even go out It's not like i have a phobia or i can't talk to people I'm adjusting right now to the changes but i can't explain how tough it is for me to handle this level of emotional Turmoil i just go into despair sometimes everything feels like falling apart I don't know what to do anymore

I started Instagram influencing because i had no money to start a decent blog or Have resources to start YouTube Channel

What should i do ?

Should i presure my studies or become entrepreneur and start small businesses?

I am planing to become an investor ?

Please i need serious guidence anything will help

 

[Rroco88]

You can start workings, of any kind, some work with just a bit of vril. Start a money working, runes for money or any other issue you have, start kabalistic squares if you have opened your chakras (if you haven't, then do it); in conclusion just do something.

If you have any problem, of any kind in your life, know that by just doing the meditations everyday will make your life better, in time. Rise your bioelectricity, cuz the higher your frequency, the better things you attract in your life.

You can also look at your own birth chart to see what aspects makes your life be how it is now, and change what you do not like by doing magickal squares, or anything that may help you.

I know that it isn't all about astral solutions, there is the environment you live in, the circumstances. You can also go work yourself, even for that little money, anything would help instead of nothing at all right now.
Also do not take any substances if you know are doing you harm, it's that simple, avoid them, or if it is a real struggle do a working or program energy to get rid of addictions if you ever feel like going back to them. No matter how bad you feel your situation is, doing yourself harm long-term isn't a solution and I am glad you are getting rid of that.

Meditation plays an essential role in everyone's life here. As I said above, the higher your frequency, the better things you attract in your life. You maybe are in a process of healing right now, and lots of feelings may appear, but I, right now, can see that you heal, you are getting rid of drug addictions, the feelings you said you are experiencing and the fact that you came here to ask for help says a lot. The next step is start meditating, I bet your life will be put together at one point. You must consider, of course, doing a physical and psychical effort, aside of spiritual which I already mentioned. My only advice regarding physical effort is that you go to work, for any amount of money will help, doing your satanic duty will help you further, no doubt about that.
"The more you do, the more you can do"

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Hello and I've been an ss for around almost 2 years and i haven't advanced a single bit i Don't even know what iam doing right now please bear with i might ask too many questions but It will literally svae my Life.

So I'm from India My dad makes just About 140$ a month and feeds 5 people I'm almost 20 and i started Taking drugs (weed, ciggrate , tobacco , alcohol,) at the age of 15 been sober from alcohol for a bout a year now i only do chewing tobacco witch iam quitting it slowly i lost my 3 years leaving studies behind my dad also couldn't afford it but I'm gonna complete my highschool this year not sure about College because education here is Already costly and job's even for a skilled worker in a good company pays little to none around 250$ a month

Im going crazy right now because of Power meditations It's because i was already dead from 2017 i only slept woke up ate and watched anime I didn't even go out It's not like i have a phobia or i can't talk to people I'm adjusting right now to the changes but i can't explain how tough it is for me to handle this level of emotional Turmoil i just go into despair sometimes everything feels like falling apart I don't know what to do anymore

I started Instagram influencing because i had no money to start a decent blog or Have resources to start YouTube Channel

What should i do ?

Should i presure my studies or become entrepreneur and start small businesses?

I am planing to become an investor ?

Please i need serious guidence anything will help

GD covered the answer quite well.

What you describe with emotions like despair can come from the process of "awakening" as you describe. You are now placing upon yourself new responsibilities, which can seem overwhelming. These feelings could also come from physical imbalances: do you use porn? There would be other physical symptoms that would show if this were the case.

As far as a career goes, just understand the turmoil that the world is going to endure over the next few years. Look to your natal chart to see both what you are good at and what you need to work on. This will also show career potential. There are some free websites around that will show general natal info as well as career specific info.

Make sure to never share your real name or email or anything, just use fake stuff. Your natal info is very sensitive and private and should be kept secret.

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The world is undergoing drastic changes, as seen with Covid, for example. This is not the greatest time to open a business or make significant investments, but this is not always the case. Just keep this in mind.

Being an influencer, blogger, Youtuber, etc can be done with much less investment in schooling and materials, however you have to be self-motivated and creative. Workings can certainly help with this. In the future, you could use your platforms to promote JOS/Spiritual Satanism, when it is safe to do so.

Make sure that whatever you plan on studying, if you do, is going to actually get you a job. If not, it is not worth pursuing.

Being an SS will yield greater wealth and power than simply working a physical job, so don't feel like you have to have to pursue both with 100% effort. I would put more effort into being an SS, which will then translate into success at many jobs.

Perhaps you could get an entry level position somewhere, then try doing Influencing part time. Then spend the rest of your time being an SS. This would stabilize your financial situation, set you on a path of advancement, and allow you to gain some experience with entrepreneurial work.

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Focus right now on the basics, such as yoga, basic 40 day meditation stuff, and lots of void meditation (which improves your willpower and productivity). Also keep working to eliminate any drugs or addictions to digital entertainment. Try to cut out any major unhealthy foods, drinks, or other habits.

Just take everything 1 step at a time, but at the same time: prioritize the actions or steps that need to be done first. If you have motivation or willpower issues: focus on your energy and health, and also pursue a working such as with the Saulo rune. Lots of void meditation will also allow you to control your emotions and make the right choices every day.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Hello and I've been an ss for around almost 2 years and i haven't advanced a single bit i Don't even know what iam doing right now please bear with i might ask too many questions but It will literally svae my Life.

So I'm from India My dad makes just About 140$ a month and feeds 5 people I'm almost 20 and i started Taking drugs (weed, ciggrate , tobacco , alcohol,) at the age of 15 been sober from alcohol for a bout a year now i only do chewing tobacco witch iam quitting it slowly i lost my 3 years leaving studies behind my dad also couldn't afford it but I'm gonna complete my highschool this year not sure about College because education here is Already costly and job's even for a skilled worker in a good company pays little to none around 250$ a month

Im going crazy right now because of Power meditations It's because i was already dead from 2017 i only slept woke up ate and watched anime I didn't even go out It's not like i have a phobia or i can't talk to people I'm adjusting right now to the changes but i can't explain how tough it is for me to handle this level of emotional Turmoil i just go into despair sometimes everything feels like falling apart I don't know what to do anymore

I started Instagram influencing because i had no money to start a decent blog or Have resources to start YouTube Channel

What should i do ?

Should i presure my studies or become entrepreneur and start small businesses?

I am planing to become an investor ?

Please i need serious guidence anything will help

Hey,
Here is something you can do regarding money.

You should find a legitimate skill that is in high-demand like photoshop, video editing, writing, sales, marketing, web development, etc.

Find something you can learn and can be talented in.

You can now take courses in that field you chose.

The courses costs money but you can find most of those courses for free on the internet pirated. You shouldn't pay for courses now and do what you have to do to learn your skill.

Now focus for 2-3 months on extremely learning everything this skill has to offer get experience, do some work for free, etc.

Now once you are confident that you can work professionally with your skill, start freelancing. Start accounts on Fiverr.com, freelancer.com, peopleperhour.com

Research how you can make your account look really good and stand out on Youtube or Google.

Now here is how you have a Satanic edge :twisted:
Once your gigs, accounts and profiles are active.

Start doing a money spell. It will help you a lot. Do yoga and meditate so you can get much more money and attract wealth.

You don't have to be a meditation master just doing 30 mins of meditations and yoga daily can literally change your life forever.

By the way I don't think you should do "influencing" as that is basically lying and scamming to people. You shouldn't be an influencer when you barely have anything to eat.

Also stop any kind of drugs or substances. Do a working for your addictions. It will be hard as fuck but freedom from these destructive tendencies is worth it.

Also you should charge $5 for your new skill at first because you won't have much experience. For you this might be a lot. But it is dirt cheap and you'll be able to gain much much more if you are skilled and your work is of high-quality.

I've made $1900+ in one month with freelancing and a skill.

Stay away forever from scammers, and fake gurus like Dan Lok, Jason Capital (who is a jew btw) and all of these scammers trying to sell you the dream that you can be rich by buying their course.


Watch this channel consistenly as it will help you make mature choices and never get scammed:
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCFQMnBA3CS502aghlcr0_aw/videos

Best of luck brother!

 

[Username]

Can you clarify your situation with more details ?

Can you try for scholarship in engineering colleges ? I presume there colleges to be fairly cheap. Being an architect wouldn't be a bad decision either.

In any case, look for a profession and try to find a balance where its easy to get scholarship, a job which could pay respactably in future and too expensive to study.
Architect is the option that comes into my mind.

In any case, search around. Ask your friend about what they are going to do after college. Which preparation institutes they are going to join. Work hard for your school grades.

Research a lot, like look up on the Internet about the colleges near you and their entry requirements.
Once you see them start preparing for your entry examinations, buy recommended books from teachers.
On the topic of teachers, go ask a teacher for what possible path you could choose to walk ?
They should know your situation and suggest things accordingly.
Once you have planned out your route with the help of your teachers, work hard for your dreams and ambitions. Its not late, I assure you.

Also follow what the person above me wrote in reply. Meditations are vital and is similar to cultivating luck, in which case it becomes your own effort.

 

[The voice on an unknown]

Thank you so much for the clarification and you're Advises I will look for a small paying job ASAP and will learn some Quick skills online to make money To get balance also can someone suggest how can i Manipulate my dad to take the right decision because One of my biggest Fear that almost stops me from moving to a Bigger city is if i leave my mom with my dad something bad might happen Between them any solutions for this issue ?



Im sorry if i ask too many questions i feel very bad about myself as I've been an SS for like almost like 2 years now and haven't advanced even a slightest bit I'm going to be 20 yr old Right now i don't want to waste a single minute of my life and fight for the sake of myself our world and my loved one's and honestly this is the only place i find right in witch i can share My problems.

Hail Satan
Hail Lilith
Hail Bune
Hail Beelzebub

 

[The voice on an unknown]

Thank you so much for the clarification and you're Advises I will look for a small paying job ASAP and will learn some Quick skills online to make money To get balance also can someone suggest how can i Manipulate my dad to take the right decision because One of my biggest Fear that almost stops me from moving to a Bigger city is if i leave my mom with my dad something bad might happen Between them any solutions for this issue ?



Im sorry if i ask too many questions i feel very bad about myself as I've been an SS for like almost like 2 years now and haven't advanced even a slightest bit I'm going to be 20 yr old Right now i don't want to waste a single minute of my life and fight for the sake of myself our world and my loved one's and honestly this is the only place i find right in witch i can share My problems.

Hail Satan
Hail Lilith
Hail Bune
Hail Beelzebub

 

[Username]

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/AURA.html

Read from "To protect loved ones"
Do this for both of them.

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Banishing.html
Also do this before you go.

Research a lot.

 

[The voice on an unknown]

Thank you For helping out