I need guidance on how to help my mother.

[TheWhiteGiant]

She is middle aged, and whenever she sleeps in the night, she wakes up in a breathless panic, feeling very choked out. Apparently she went to the doctors for this and they say its genetic, since it is also evident with her parents as well. She wakes up in a panic at nights more frequently now, and opens the windows for fresh air even though there isn't any problem with ventilation in the room or house. I fear for her sometimes.

I hate seeing her like this, what should I do to relieve her of this permanently?

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

This sounds like sleep apnea. There is a mask she can wear, attached to a pump that is always blowing air into her mouth and helping her breathe. Many people have this problem and this machine helps them.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

This sounds like sleep apnea. There is a mask she can wear, attached to a pump that is always blowing air into her mouth and helping her breathe. Many people have this problem and this machine helps them.

Sorry, I asked her again this morning, and she reminded me that the problem with her sleep has an emotional root caused by heavy pressure and stress. At least, that's what the doctor told her. And she is right, I see her always being sad, upset, stressed... she bothers herself a lot with negative thoughts about my future, how she regrets her marriage, how shes alone...

About that machine, she would probably not even consider buying it ( not that we can afford it anyway...), she says that the reason she wakes up at night is more of a panic-induced feeling...

I'm more certain that this could be stress and anxiety attacks from her weakened nerves ( she has went through a lot of negative, nasty experiences and traumas as a child up until even now )...

I was wondering which runes or mantras to use to maybe at least help her have more comfortable, soothing nights.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

This sounds like sleep apnea. There is a mask she can wear, attached to a pump that is always blowing air into her mouth and helping her breathe. Many people have this problem and this machine helps them.

I just researched a bit, and her symptoms are very similar to sleep apnea as you said. There are these small machines called CPAP machines, that are basically a cover for your nose with mini fans inside that blow air into the nostrils.... I'll see if I can buy her one.

CPAP anti sleep apnea machine

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Yes that is the machine I mean.

I would do a ritual for Baal Enlil and Valefore. Valefore can help fix medical problems, and Enlil can oversee and help to fix emotional or spiritual problems.

 

[LiliumS]

I was wondering which runes or mantras to use to maybe at least help her have more comfortable, soothing nights.

Can she eventually do magical work on her own, or will you do the work on her?
Is she in some kind of psychological therapy to deal with the anxiety?

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Sorry, I asked her again this morning, and she reminded me that the problem with her sleep has an emotional root caused by heavy pressure and stress. At least, that's what the doctor told her. And she is right, I see her always being sad, upset, stressed... she bothers herself a lot with negative thoughts about my future, how she regrets her marriage, how shes alone...

About that machine, she would probably not even consider buying it ( not that we can afford it anyway...), she says that the reason she wakes up at night is more of a panic-induced feeling...

I'm more certain that this could be stress and anxiety attacks from her weakened nerves ( she has went through a lot of negative, nasty experiences and traumas as a child up until even now )...

I was wondering which runes or mantras to use to maybe at least help her have more comfortable, soothing nights.

Berkano for calmness, both physical or emotional, through its lunar association. Waking up during sleep can indicate that her emotional processing is disturbed, as normally this is the time the body reflects and recharges. This would be hindered if she has a high "backlog" of things to process.

Also, you can help by talking with her and helping her think more positively. Have her keep a journal and encourage her to process her feelings productively.

Look at her natal chart if you can and see what the state of her moon is, then you can try to give her want she needs.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

Berkano for calmness, both physical or emotional, through its lunar association. Waking up during sleep can indicate that her emotional processing is disturbed, as normally this is the time the body reflects and recharges. This would be hindered if she has a high "backlog" of things to process.

Also, you can help by talking with her and helping her think more positively. Have her keep a journal and encourage her to process her feelings productively.

Look at her natal chart if you can and see what the state of her moon is, then you can try to give her want she needs.

Thank you. Unfortunately for her, she has had very abusive and terrible parents, who just married her off in an arranged marriage to the first family who showed up... she was unaware back then, but now that she looks back, she has felt nothing but pain. Her husband, my father, is a total narcissistic egomaniac, who is literally still an immature child with an adult body. They have considered divorce so so many times, but they never do it because of me and my sibling. I feel so bad for her. She is literally inside a hole she cannot jump out of.

Whats worse, she and her sisters ( my mothers side, the females have strong intuition and psychic channels open), are into a weird new age cult that connects to evil entities. I'm sure of it. Basically preaching the same anti life nonsense, with a layer of science over it. Shes unaware of it, used to practice the techniques and even managed to stimulate her kundalini I think, or pingala channel. Although I also believe it could have been the enemy tampering with her. She knows of my allegiances and of Satan, and while she has an open mind and doesnt really judge me that much, she is still deterred by jinn and magick and stuff like that.

I wish I could help her turn her life around. I cant reveal too many details, but just know that she is really stuck, and I'm afraid she will be stuck forever like this. She has accepted it partially as her fate, and has a victim mentality unfortunately. I loathe my "father". He is obsessed with his own mother and prefers them over her...
overall, you get the picture. A mistake of a marriage that cannot be rectified.

due to these things, she sometimes wakes up in a panic attack.
I sometimes look at western white families and I truly envy the peace and love and respect some of them hold for each other.

I know she will probably be repulsed by me if she knows im a homosexual one day, but i dont care... I still love her i suppose. I feel like she deserve a better life. sometimes i wish she didnt have children so she could get a divorce and choose her own husband.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

Can she eventually do magical work on her own, or will you do the work on her?
Is she in some kind of psychological therapy to deal with the anxiety?

I think you just intuited the fact that she is into spirituality, because before my last reply on this thread, I never mentioned her being into spirituality.

Unfortunately, She doesnt practice spirituality that much. She used to practice almost daily but she doesnt really have time or patience to be dedicated. And as I mentioned, she is into some enemy new age bullshit unfortunately.

she is against the usage of magick, sadly.

But It doesnt matter... whether in this lifetime or the next, she will begin her path into the truth... Even if she rejects Satan now, she will accept him later.
I would rather do the magick on her myself, since she doesnt wanna do it, and if she does, she might get attacked by enemy angels because she unfortunately associates a little with them ( not really sure on this part, I just know the entities the cult works with are negative and life draining, and its a MASSIVE following we are talking about here).

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Thank you. Unfortunately for her, she has had very abusive and terrible parents, who just married her off in an arranged marriage to the first family who showed up... she was unaware back then, but now that she looks back, she has felt nothing but pain. Her husband, my father, is a total narcissistic egomaniac, who is literally still an immature child with an adult body. They have considered divorce so so many times, but they never do it because of me and my sibling. I feel so bad for her. She is literally inside a hole she cannot jump out of.

Whats worse, she and her sisters ( my mothers side, the females have strong intuition and psychic channels open), are into a weird new age cult that connects to evil entities. I'm sure of it. Basically preaching the same anti life nonsense, with a layer of science over it. Shes unaware of it, used to practice the techniques and even managed to stimulate her kundalini I think, or pingala channel. Although I also believe it could have been the enemy tampering with her. She knows of my allegiances and of Satan, and while she has an open mind and doesnt really judge me that much, she is still deterred by jinn and magick and stuff like that.

I wish I could help her turn her life around. I cant reveal too many details, but just know that she is really stuck, and I'm afraid she will be stuck forever like this. She has accepted it partially as her fate, and has a victim mentality unfortunately. I loathe my "father". He is obsessed with his own mother and prefers them over her...
overall, you get the picture. A mistake of a marriage that cannot be rectified.

due to these things, she sometimes wakes up in a panic attack.
I sometimes look at western white families and I truly envy the peace and love and respect some of them hold for each other.

I know she will probably be repulsed by me if she knows im a homosexual one day, but i dont care... I still love her i suppose. I feel like she deserve a better life. sometimes i wish she didnt have children so she could get a divorce and choose her own husband.

There is only so much you can do to help her without sacrificing too much of your own energy. I would tell her to look into therapy, like for PTSD or other emotional issues. If she is willing, there are resources online for this.

 

[Epiphany]

I just researched a bit, and her symptoms are very similar to sleep apnea as you said. There are these small machines called CPAP machines, that are basically a cover for your nose with mini fans inside that blow air into the nostrils.... I'll see if I can buy her one.

CPAP anti sleep apnea machine

That could be worth trying as a short term experiment but it is best to have a proper sleep study done and if sleep apnea is diagnosed(there are different kinds by the way) then a proper medical device should be used, not some temu tier gadget. Damage can be caused to the lungs with improper pressure. Real cpaps have valves for exhalation and maintain a safe and therapeutic pressure.

 

[Epiphany]

Thank you. Unfortunately for her, she has had very abusive and terrible parents, who just married her off in an arranged marriage to the first family who showed up... she was unaware back then, but now that she looks back, she has felt nothing but pain. Her husband, my father, is a total narcissistic egomaniac, who is literally still an immature child with an adult body. They have considered divorce so so many times, but they never do it because of me and my sibling. I feel so bad for her. She is literally inside a hole she cannot jump out of.

Whats worse, she and her sisters ( my mothers side, the females have strong intuition and psychic channels open), are into a weird new age cult that connects to evil entities. I'm sure of it. Basically preaching the same anti life nonsense, with a layer of science over it. Shes unaware of it, used to practice the techniques and even managed to stimulate her kundalini I think, or pingala channel. Although I also believe it could have been the enemy tampering with her. She knows of my allegiances and of Satan, and while she has an open mind and doesnt really judge me that much, she is still deterred by jinn and magick and stuff like that.

I wish I could help her turn her life around. I cant reveal too many details, but just know that she is really stuck, and I'm afraid she will be stuck forever like this. She has accepted it partially as her fate, and has a victim mentality unfortunately. I loathe my "father". He is obsessed with his own mother and prefers them over her...
overall, you get the picture. A mistake of a marriage that cannot be rectified.

due to these things, she sometimes wakes up in a panic attack.
I sometimes look at western white families and I truly envy the peace and love and respect some of them hold for each other.

I know she will probably be repulsed by me if she knows im a homosexual one day, but i dont care... I still love her i suppose. I feel like she deserve a better life. sometimes i wish she didnt have children so she could get a divorce and choose her own husband.

The grass is not greener, I had some similar things going on with mine. Love and support her but there is only so much you can do, especially if she is committed to being a meek, penitent victim. Her mind has to change before her life can change, it's the foundation to everything.

It is painful to watch her like this, but since you are a satanist and she is open minded, maybe you can offer a way out. At least guide her toward healing paths and away from enemy programs. Therapy helps too. There are groups like AA for people who lived through traumatic experiences and dysfunctional families.

 

[LiliumS]

I think you just intuited the fact that she is into spirituality, because before my last reply on this thread, I never mentioned her being into spirituality.

Unfortunately, She doesnt practice spirituality that much. She used to practice almost daily but she doesnt really have time or patience to be dedicated. And as I mentioned, she is into some enemy new age bullshit unfortunately.

she is against the usage of magick, sadly.

But It doesnt matter... whether in this lifetime or the next, she will begin her path into the truth... Even if she rejects Satan now, she will accept him later.
I would rather do the magick on her myself, since she doesnt wanna do it, and if she does, she might get attacked by enemy angels because she unfortunately associates a little with them ( not really sure on this part, I just know the entities the cult works with are negative and life draining, and its a MASSIVE following we are talking about here).

From what you wrote, it would be strange if she didn't have panic attacks and anxiety.
There is a lot of advice that could be written, but the bottom line is, if she is not willing to change and understand the value of her life, there is no magic work that would work. You also talk about parasitic entities, how much of your work would have an effect? It would be like throwing your energy down a sinkhole.

As @Blitzkreig [JG] also wrote, she needs therapy to understand the source of her distress, deal with it, and understand that she can work with it. This does not necessarily mean spending years in therapy, many people only need a few inputs, others need to be followed for longer, it depends.
So the hardest thing you should do now is not to find a magical work, but to get her to face her past and her present, to make her realize that the group where she ended up is not helping her at all by putting the facts in front of her.

I can see that you care a lot about her, and you're hurting, and it's hard to take the reins in a situation like that. It's almost unnatural for a young person to have to lead their parents, I know something about that. (I'm sorry for assuming that you're young, but I perceive you like this).

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

From what you wrote, it would be strange if she didn't have panic attacks and anxiety.
There is a lot of advice that could be written, but the bottom line is, if she is not willing to change and understand the value of her life, there is no magic work that would work. You also talk about parasitic entities, how much of your work would have an effect? It would be like throwing your energy down a sinkhole.

As @Blitzkreig [JG] also wrote, she needs therapy to understand the source of her distress, deal with it, and understand that she can work with it. This does not necessarily mean spending years in therapy, many people only need a few inputs, others need to be followed for longer, it depends.
So the hardest thing you should do now is not to find a magical work, but to get her to face her past and her present, to make her realize that the group where she ended up is not helping her at all by putting the facts in front of her.

I can see that you care a lot about her, and you're hurting, and it's hard to take the reins in a situation like that. It's almost unnatural for a young person to have to lead their parents, I know something about that. (I'm sorry for assuming that you're young, but I perceive you like this).

Thank you. My mum endured me in her belly for 9 months and 20 years. so even if she is mildly abusive sometimes verbally, I still love her because she showed me love, and I have only had few ppl so far in my life who have shown me genuine affection, most were blood related. Plus, shes my literal mother. of course I will care. thankfully her issue does not occur too frequently, only when she is stressed on that day.

If only her approach to spirituality was more unorthodox and less rigid...
I will have to give a lot to the gods besides what im trying to do now, so I can ask them the favor of taking care of my mother when I am not there.