Hello I make new account but I not new here. I forget my password and have perblem. I am satanist for years but never dedicate because scared. I try yestrday the dedication at JOS. I do this, and I cannot breath. I am being chocked to death. I cannot breath and I hear voices to not do this, to not betray god and I must obay. I scared to do this again. I don't know what I must do.
I speak to jos people on telegram to. They tell me they think I am enmy of Satan and a jew. I dont know am I jew? They send curses and threats to me, telling me if I not jew to dedicate to Demons and ask Satan to tell the bullys to stop.
Does Satan not want me, does he not care that I am chocked? I don't pretend this, I feel I die if I do not obay them. I scred that jos people will hurt me with curses. I don't understand.
I speak to jos people on telegram to. They tell me they think I am enmy of Satan and a jew. I dont know am I jew? They send curses and threats to me, telling me if I not jew to dedicate to Demons and ask Satan to tell the bullys to stop.
Does Satan not want me, does he not care that I am chocked? I don't pretend this, I feel I die if I do not obay them. I scred that jos people will hurt me with curses. I don't understand.