I have failed , is there hope for me

[luna.magnus]

Hello fellow satanists, i have failed myself and our father i have been a dedicated member for some time however i failed i could not complete the 40 Day program i became plagued with doubts overnight doubts about this beeing the real path the true way of satan so i gave up ,i never renounced satan my views on the abrahamic faiths remained the same but i took it uppon myself to search for the trught but book after book i fell empty and alone, latter i found myself with an unsatiable longing for father satan and i felt ashamed and tormented, am i doomed? I feel too ashamed to call on father again , can i be forgiven

 

[james.bayar]

Don't worry and start over from the first day of the program. I underwent a surgery a week after i started the 40 day program and was forced to stop for some days, and started over from the first day and finished it. Also, do the void meditation as frequently as possible. All that shit that goes through our minds must be controlled or your negative thoughts will manifest in reality cause energy takes after and works towards what the mind thinks. Its a scientifically proven thing, your cells work after how the brain works and thinks.

 

[aryantruth1]

OK, now wipe the dribble from your mouth...

What makes you think we care? Stop feeling sorry for yourself and grow a spine. If you have doubts, then keep reading www.joyofsatan.com and you might wake-up and realize that Satan/ Lucifer is really the only choice.

 

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At the risk of sounding like a meme, keep calm and carry on.

See this thread -

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=24455

 

[sharissa king]

Yes you can be  and its ok to fall  just got to dust your self off and try again.
Hail satan

 

[sahasrara bliss]

If you stand back and continue the meditation, what you now think was your failure will turn into a lesson for you. It will be learnt by you when you do not repeat the same mistake. 
But anyway, no need to worry about this too much just stand back and continue.... What's the matter? You r just learning to walk. You will fall before you actually learn to walk properly and then run on this Path. 

Do keep in mind that void meditation should be done daily. It will help you to banish these doubtful thoughts. 

HAIL SATAN

On Wed, 16 Oct 2019 at 7:12 AM, luna.magnus@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   Hello fellow satanists, i have failed myself and our father i have been a dedicated member for some time however i failed i could not complete the 40 Day program i became plagued with doubts overnight doubts about this beeing the real path the true way of satan so i gave up ,i never renounced satan my views on the abrahamic faiths remained the same but i took it uppon myself to search for the trught but book after book i fell empty and alone, latter i found myself with an unsatiable longing for father satan and i felt ashamed and tormented, am i doomed? I feel too ashamed to call on father again , can i be forgiven