i have been seriously damaged

[axxturel]

the last year everything changed suddenly out of no where and even the doctors cant help me they say everything is alright but i feel like passing out sometimes but i dont but i feel like it and i try to calm myself down at that moment and it gets better but this better is still not enough. i am constantly feeling like dying not emotionally just physically just as my whole being.

it all happened when i opened my heart to islam. i have sinned even when i knew its a sin basically i have smoked weed like before but the high i got was disgusting it was more of a down than high. then it got better after it ended but then i was like i can try again and i tried again during 2 weeks everyday and it was always this down. but i never had this problem. its in my whole being... this religion is in my mind. i am cursed. i am not free anymore. i am enslaved. i need serious help. i dont know what you mean when you tell me do the reverse torah ritual. i need links. i need serious help.

i am scared of anything. i am even scared of satan. i was free before i opened my heart to islam. i was energy wise way better in the past but shouldnt be the opposite that i improve as time comes? as time came i just downgraded suddenly instead of improving.

now i am not even able to do anything. follow my hobbies and interests, listen to music and actually enjoying it. i constantly feel down. the doctors cant help... what do i do how do i start? i am scared even of satan. my mind is destroyed. just thinking about satan or allah makes me feel scared. i wanna be free once again. free like i used to be...

who can save me now? i first have to get away and free myself, my mind from islam first. please give me a reverse islam ritual. because in my mind i see a big difference between those religions. i need a reverse islam ritual.

and how do i lose the feeling of being scared of satan so maybe i can try to open my heart to satan? but i dont wanna surrender my soul. i wanna be free and not dependent...

i wanna get healed...

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

Hello, you have to first relax and understand what I am saying to you. What you are experiencing is nothing out of the ordinary by your story. The "damage" is reversible and not real damage. You are simply under the influence of an attack.

The weed isn't the source of this directly, but what made you be open to abuse and manipulation. In this fashion and specifically, Islam as opposed to xianity do have much more powerful entities and thought forms. Weed on it's own can start this, yet this absurd continuation or incentivizing a possible disorder of this kind is the amplification from entities. Stop smoking weed, it makes you dumb and destroys your creative energy and water.

It is clear to me that one of this entities attached and attacked you. The "damage" is just conditioning and mental manipulation.

Right now you experience panic attacks which is something that these shits do to scare people away from Satan. I have met people who were cursed directly and conjured such entities. They could move things and also they preferred to create panic attacks and disorders of this kind, just to enslave.

You need to ask Satan directly for protection and banishing, do also the banishing on the JOS. You don't have to be scared of Satan, Satan is what saves you and wishes you to be free and happy. 10000% Satan will protect you.

Afterwards you have to clean your aura and do copious protection. This influence of the enemy will cease yet then you need to heal and be in control of yourself.

If by now you didn't do the dedication, it is critical you do so, and also let this be a lesson for you and stop amplifying and creating traumas in your psyche. Do what I told you and you'll be fine. I can help you here if you like more.

If I were you and already did the dedication, although not needed in a real sense, I would do it again to show my seriousness and care for my being.

If you do not seek help from Satan and beating your irrational fear from these entities, you will likely get more and further traumas until disorders appear.

Get help here, you'll succeed.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You could benefit from the 3 part rtr. A lot of this is enemy energy which will start to come out of you with this.

https://www.satanslibrary.org/tspaintableb.html

Naked Pluto gave a good answer but not a link to this so I will add one.

Do the 3 part rtr each day and it will start to help you and fight the enemy.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Don't do drugs, and don't connect yourself to jew curses. These are the two most damaging things, and it is very easy to not do them.