I had no other choice to save myself

[Chaosengel]

I am still cursed idk if it was because of corona back in 2021 or because of islam or because of a curse from someone on this forum because some people had my birthchart.

maybe it was a combination of all of it. i talked about this in my other post.

so basically since i didnt find a healer on here that wanted to seriously help me i looked on fiverr because obviously there is no other way for me i dont have any connections in real life.

here is the description of the healer i contacted luckily i didnt pay that much

My name is ***, and I come from a family who has been helping people for many generations, by using extremely strong Psychic powers. I was recognized as having enormous natural Psychic powers, so 17 years ago my father has taught me everything I needed to know in the Psychic and Kabbalah fields, and since then I have helped an enormous number of people and companies.

She also has lots of votes and thumbs up so im guessing its working. I need this because nobody else here will go and save me so i have to look for help elsewhere.

I am deeply cursed to a degree where im depressed and empty and lifeless without weed. I am dependent on it. I need it to be happy and be myself but I cant smoke it anymore because once I do that i get panic attacks and its not just weed i also get panic attacks or anxiety when i just lay down and meditate and flow away i start to "pass" out and I always stop before this accures because I am scared to die as I cant die yet because of my family.

I am in a prison basically and since I cant die yet I need to be happy in this prison and weed has helped me really be happy but I cant consume it anymore so I got myself help on fiverr. lets see how its gonna work out the next weeks. I am gonna get back here and say if it has worked.

No mean to insult this forum but only a small percentage actually are willing to help me just for their good heart the others read through and laugh or ignore me fully. It honestly sucks when you find enjoyment in someone elses fall yet im falling I still try to be authentic and talked the forum good. I try to include myself and I try to improve things but even that has been ignored. There is no other choice for me I had to try to save myself different as I am not getting the help I desire on here.

Lets see how it will go..

 

[Henu the Great]

First and foremost you need to change your mindset. After that, everything else follows, but not without much work. And it is highly unlikely that you can find a person from fiverr or anywhere else who will competently completely heal you. Which is why you need to understand that you can and should help yourself. Refer back to the step one, and start learning...

 

[General Yeager]

Free yourself of the curses that bind you using the Freeing The Soul workings.


https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Words-of-Power.html

May Satan be With you

 

[hailourtruegod]

Henu is right, you need a better mindset to help you advance. The difference between us and self help books who say it's "just" about believing and thinking you are a millionaire, or whatever, out of nowhere is that we know the mindset is only half of it if not a little less but still essential.

If you have laser concentration and all the spiritual tools what good is it if you constantly have a negative outlook on you and your life along with denying the work you are doing.

You can do workings to help your confidence but do your best to ignore the negative thoughts and just know what you are doing is working. Which is the basics.

This is why it's encourage to meditate for a bit on how the working makes you feel and visualizing on the fruition.

After that get it out of your mind completely and go on with your day.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Weed directly causes panic attacks and anxiety, so no this is not a curse. Even if you were cursed somehow, these do not last forever.

Do alternate nose breathing, deep breathing, or hatha yoga to calm yourself down. Then, take the time to clean and protect your soul, as described in the 40 day guide.

You may feel trapped, but doing the above will slowly improve your life. Smoking weed is only furthering your ruin, and is the true curse present in your life. Throw it all away and do not look back. Your brain will reset within a few days and you will stop thinking about it, nor need it to feel happy.

 

[ModernMage]

When I was younger I was a lot like you. It took serious life changing events for me to get my head out of my ass and work towards a better future. I'm going to be very blunt(haha) with you, the gods offered me plenty of chances to stop being a dumbass and I foolishly didn't take their advice.

First and foremost stop smoking weed dude. It is a waste of time and destroying the balance in your body. Do you want to become something substantial or a half baked intellectual? View the people around you and if they're just wasting their life smoking weed and blasting shitty rap music acting like they contribute anything, find a new group of friends.

Instead of smoking weed do the opening the crown chakra meditation or the pineal meditation.
https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Crown_Chakra.html
https://joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Pineal_Meditation.html

Second no one is going to save or heal you. Do it your damn self. I remember losing my girlfriend, losing my job, losing my place of living all in a matter of a week. I was stoned to the bone and begged Father Satan for help or the very least sympathy. In my mind I heard "You have to be strong now." A clear message from Satan. So be strong for yourself and work towards healing yourself, create an easy spiritual routine. If you are impatient do Kundalini yoga to get you in the routine of spiritual work. This worked for me to become consistent

https://www.pinklotus.org/- KY Kriya Basic Spinal Energy Series fp.htm

Do Kirtan kriya to balance and ground your energy.
https://pinklotus.org/- KY Meditation kirtan kriya.htm

And lastly, decide what you want in life, picture it and work towards it everyday. It is very easy to focus on the negative shit in your life, but you MUST try to focus on the positive. Whatever vibration/feeling your thoughts have will echo into the universe and mirror back to you. It's not enough to just tell yourself "I'm happy or I'm rich" if the feeling attached to the thought is of fear or negativity. You are still creating your reality on a low level of vibration.

If you do not take my advice at least take the advice of the people who posted before I did. They have been on the forums and the previous JoS forums for years and have helped me and probably hundreds to thousands of people with their posts. They know what they're talking about.

" I teach and guide those who follow my instruction. If anyone obey me and conform to my commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort." - Satan