DarkShadow
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((These are only about me))
Sometimes i see some things which i guess my subconscious mind shows me. I just want to know what do you think about these visions or whatever you call. So this is the first one:
Some nights before i was sad and asking the God (and yes, not xian god) purpose of me being here in this world. I wasn't thinking anyother thing that time and also my both eyes were open. Suddenly everything blurred and I saw someone. Interesting thing is that I got a intense feeling that whomever I was seeing was not anyone other than me. It means that I felt that he was me . He looked like half human and half bull with wings made of fire. He had two brown-black coloured crescent horns. His hairs were silvery -black and shining like silver. He had androgynous face and a lean body. He was naked and his male part (penis and scrotum) was like humans but with no foreskin. The male part was also at the same place like human males but it looked all pink both penis and scrotum. He had claws and big nails like hawk in place of palms and fingers. While I was seeing this I also felt his horns and wings on me and my body and I felt that he and me were same. It was a intense feeling. I saw all this in detail. I thought about this vision for long time and then went to sleep.
The second vision is too short. I saw it today in the morning :
It is winter here so I was sitting outside on chair. I was wondering about how does my soul looks like. I saw a vast place which had nothing but smoke or fog which looked like blur and a humanoid shape. This time also I felt that me and that humanoid shape were same. It had two layers. First or outermost layer was blood red coloured and clinging to the second or middle one. Second layer was skin -brown colour. When I removed the outer layer (using my willpower)I felt it in my physical body. Then I removed second layer. It was like a hard shell covering the innermost thing. I broke this second layer in two parts. Inside was a thing which I felt was my soul. It looked like very pure white cloud of light. It had two parts. Upper part looked like head with no face or anything and lower part was also shapeless with no hands or feets. Interesting thing here is I felt that I don't want to be like that, I don't want to be pure like that soul. I felt that I want to be someone different.
I am sharing these two with all of you. Please read and tell me what do you think about it. I would be greatful if anyone explained these. Thank you in advence
Sometimes i see some things which i guess my subconscious mind shows me. I just want to know what do you think about these visions or whatever you call. So this is the first one:
Some nights before i was sad and asking the God (and yes, not xian god) purpose of me being here in this world. I wasn't thinking anyother thing that time and also my both eyes were open. Suddenly everything blurred and I saw someone. Interesting thing is that I got a intense feeling that whomever I was seeing was not anyone other than me. It means that I felt that he was me . He looked like half human and half bull with wings made of fire. He had two brown-black coloured crescent horns. His hairs were silvery -black and shining like silver. He had androgynous face and a lean body. He was naked and his male part (penis and scrotum) was like humans but with no foreskin. The male part was also at the same place like human males but it looked all pink both penis and scrotum. He had claws and big nails like hawk in place of palms and fingers. While I was seeing this I also felt his horns and wings on me and my body and I felt that he and me were same. It was a intense feeling. I saw all this in detail. I thought about this vision for long time and then went to sleep.
The second vision is too short. I saw it today in the morning :
It is winter here so I was sitting outside on chair. I was wondering about how does my soul looks like. I saw a vast place which had nothing but smoke or fog which looked like blur and a humanoid shape. This time also I felt that me and that humanoid shape were same. It had two layers. First or outermost layer was blood red coloured and clinging to the second or middle one. Second layer was skin -brown colour. When I removed the outer layer (using my willpower)I felt it in my physical body. Then I removed second layer. It was like a hard shell covering the innermost thing. I broke this second layer in two parts. Inside was a thing which I felt was my soul. It looked like very pure white cloud of light. It had two parts. Upper part looked like head with no face or anything and lower part was also shapeless with no hands or feets. Interesting thing here is I felt that I don't want to be like that, I don't want to be pure like that soul. I felt that I want to be someone different.
I am sharing these two with all of you. Please read and tell me what do you think about it. I would be greatful if anyone explained these. Thank you in advence
