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She claims that she's always been unhappy, but ever since she had joined Satanism... she's developed an attitude a.d she cries a lot. I tried getting her to meditate and she sees colors (lime green, purple, blue, sky blue, red, orange, white, black, and brown).... but her mood has not improved. Me? When I meditate I feel happier and at peace....
Can someone help me and my friend and tell me what's going on? I mentioned Behemoth to her today and she had to say "what the FUCK is that?!"
When she first dedicated... she told me that she showered and saw black smoke. I showered before I dedicated. She showered after she dedicated. Is black smoke a bad omen?
Somebody help me out here? Are the gods trying to tell me something? When I told her to join, she heard the gods tell her she had a gift. The gods want me to let her go. One time Father pulled me aside and told me to let go of her. I did but I came back to her and told her all about Satan.
My friend told me that when she was younger, she saw a very blacker than black figure at night and it had energy wafting off of it. She said that she was excited. In a gooddon't. Me, demons are blue... I saw them as blue when I was little growing up. She said she has seen red little demons that look like half Billy goat... also when she first joined, she was hallucinating by seeing spiders and rats and mice... I see cats.
Awhile after she, my friend, Cindy, joined... someone clawed her down her sternum and she told me she felt like she was dying. She's also been bit. Stabbed. All sorts of pain.
She asked for a demon lover... I love my Melek, btw. But for her all she had seen is boxers flying through the air and someone lying on top of her... but nothing else. Ever since then she has had no contact and doesn't care to have contact.
In short... I don't understand my friend. I dont.
Can someone give me advice? Much would be appreciated. Thank you brothers and sisters in Satan.
Hail Satan!
Can someone help me and my friend and tell me what's going on? I mentioned Behemoth to her today and she had to say "what the FUCK is that?!"
When she first dedicated... she told me that she showered and saw black smoke. I showered before I dedicated. She showered after she dedicated. Is black smoke a bad omen?
Somebody help me out here? Are the gods trying to tell me something? When I told her to join, she heard the gods tell her she had a gift. The gods want me to let her go. One time Father pulled me aside and told me to let go of her. I did but I came back to her and told her all about Satan.
My friend told me that when she was younger, she saw a very blacker than black figure at night and it had energy wafting off of it. She said that she was excited. In a gooddon't. Me, demons are blue... I saw them as blue when I was little growing up. She said she has seen red little demons that look like half Billy goat... also when she first joined, she was hallucinating by seeing spiders and rats and mice... I see cats.
Awhile after she, my friend, Cindy, joined... someone clawed her down her sternum and she told me she felt like she was dying. She's also been bit. Stabbed. All sorts of pain.
She asked for a demon lover... I love my Melek, btw. But for her all she had seen is boxers flying through the air and someone lying on top of her... but nothing else. Ever since then she has had no contact and doesn't care to have contact.
In short... I don't understand my friend. I dont.
Can someone give me advice? Much would be appreciated. Thank you brothers and sisters in Satan.
Hail Satan!