I really waited a while for the right time...and,wow. Really wow. At the moment, I felt something that very few times before I think I have felt, especially when I began to have a particular interest
and investigate regarding Father Satan and Satanism in general, but now in an intense way.
I think I should say it, and it is also that since I can remember I have always been very sensitive for some reason to energies, especially environments. I also think that this has brought me problems... and I say this because... well, I have a story.
I really believe that external factors could also affect it but... in my old high school which unfortunately was christian in which they put me my parents since it is "supposed" to be a very good school and etc. In the end, I almost always just pretended to pray those rubbish when they told us to do it every day before starting classes, but the thing is that every month we had to go to the nearest church between classes. almost next to the high school. The last time we went then, it was one of the most horrible things that I think has happened to me in my life if I can put it that way, when we arrived and sat down, a certain time passed in which I no longer felt well for some reason, I felt an imminent danger from everything that was related to the place, I really just wanted to escape from there. That's what I felt... I felt the place more and more, since my head was beginning to hurt too much, my tears I couldn't contain, it's because the teachers had to take me out when they saw how I was getting. Being outside I could really feel the difference, but inside, I still felt inside and had the way that I could try to fit in with the outside environment. It was horrible, it really was..I admit that I know what my anxiety attacks are like and that definitely didn't feel the same... It's just that, actually, it may be difficult for me to describe it but... I felt everything rotten inside there. Disgusting, repulsive.AND IT IS.
It should be clarified that what happened, happened before knowing this great site, actually the fact that I found out about this place through another person who was saying in another forum of this site and that it was a page with legitimate sources is what I appreciate more. I totally appreciate it... as soon as I could now, do the dedication ritual, fence that if I trembled much more than normal since my nerves were almost at the top but I was able to start it and when I did it my nerves went down, although... I think I have a question, the initial of my name is what I was able to do perfectly with the blood at the time of signing, but the rest didn't turn out very well... I think it's still worth it, right?
When doing so, I kept watching the paper being consumed and in that... I think what I could describe it the most was like the biggest hug I could feel, from Father Satan. I saw that my aura had a great layer of white energy around and all the lights were intensified, I think that the moment made me bring to light many feelings for some reason, a lot of feeling inside. It was intense..
The tears... but, not in a way that I felt that I was counting down, it was really the opposite.
¡Hail Satan!.
Thanks in advance for reading my post.❀⛧
and investigate regarding Father Satan and Satanism in general, but now in an intense way.
I think I should say it, and it is also that since I can remember I have always been very sensitive for some reason to energies, especially environments. I also think that this has brought me problems... and I say this because... well, I have a story.
I really believe that external factors could also affect it but... in my old high school which unfortunately was christian in which they put me my parents since it is "supposed" to be a very good school and etc. In the end, I almost always just pretended to pray those rubbish when they told us to do it every day before starting classes, but the thing is that every month we had to go to the nearest church between classes. almost next to the high school. The last time we went then, it was one of the most horrible things that I think has happened to me in my life if I can put it that way, when we arrived and sat down, a certain time passed in which I no longer felt well for some reason, I felt an imminent danger from everything that was related to the place, I really just wanted to escape from there. That's what I felt... I felt the place more and more, since my head was beginning to hurt too much, my tears I couldn't contain, it's because the teachers had to take me out when they saw how I was getting. Being outside I could really feel the difference, but inside, I still felt inside and had the way that I could try to fit in with the outside environment. It was horrible, it really was..I admit that I know what my anxiety attacks are like and that definitely didn't feel the same... It's just that, actually, it may be difficult for me to describe it but... I felt everything rotten inside there. Disgusting, repulsive.AND IT IS.
It should be clarified that what happened, happened before knowing this great site, actually the fact that I found out about this place through another person who was saying in another forum of this site and that it was a page with legitimate sources is what I appreciate more. I totally appreciate it... as soon as I could now, do the dedication ritual, fence that if I trembled much more than normal since my nerves were almost at the top but I was able to start it and when I did it my nerves went down, although... I think I have a question, the initial of my name is what I was able to do perfectly with the blood at the time of signing, but the rest didn't turn out very well... I think it's still worth it, right?
When doing so, I kept watching the paper being consumed and in that... I think what I could describe it the most was like the biggest hug I could feel, from Father Satan. I saw that my aura had a great layer of white energy around and all the lights were intensified, I think that the moment made me bring to light many feelings for some reason, a lot of feeling inside. It was intense..
The tears... but, not in a way that I felt that I was counting down, it was really the opposite.
¡Hail Satan!.Thanks in advance for reading my post.❀⛧
