Catalincata94
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I dont know what to do any more i got off medication and now my mind is so bad i cant concentrate someone keeps talking to me and sometimes dont even know how or what is speaking to me. I think this is the widrawal simptom. Ive been with this voice or what it is for more than a year now ive endured so much that i can say i cant any more with this thing and ive meditated so much but no if i say i meditated and want to literaly quit i you guy tell me in my mind that that i will be worse this makes it so much worse im desperate and feel traped and so bad and my mind or thing or enemy or binding talks on no end.
And dont know where did i wrong that i got here, what did i do wrong that i got here in this state i dont want to meditate at all and no help got to me at when i most needed it i asked Satan to take this voice, enemy, illness or what it is but nothing happened it's still here or in my mind and also to help me but nothing but i cant do this cant help my self. But no if i cant help my self then no one helps me? Thats what you are saying? Then i cant help my self because i need help but if help doesnt come i cant help my self
And dont know where did i wrong that i got here, what did i do wrong that i got here in this state i dont want to meditate at all and no help got to me at when i most needed it i asked Satan to take this voice, enemy, illness or what it is but nothing happened it's still here or in my mind and also to help me but nothing but i cant do this cant help my self. But no if i cant help my self then no one helps me? Thats what you are saying? Then i cant help my self because i need help but if help doesnt come i cant help my self