I feel it is time to reach out

[gk505k]

Hello Everyone, Hail Satan.


A few months ago i made a post about my sense of Satan's direct influence in my life and leading me to the JOS website, i deticated myself in december, and have been keeping up with meditations and breathing exercises. My third eye is some sort of open, and i have had several visions while meditating on it. Though light is still hard for me to see, feeling energy on the other hand is not.

Today my Tarot cards told me to reach out and confide in a group i was a part of and great things were sure to come of it. I've made connections with my Guardian Demon who i believe to be Murmur after i hand crafted a board to speak with him directly. I have experienced much in the last few months, and i would really love to share it all here.

i felt compelled to write this before i left for work, i'll be home around two cent. time


About me.

Greg
21 years old, 11/11/1989
i live in Tulsa OK - i would really like to reach out and meet some of the experienced satanists in the area.
I feel i have a divine purpose and i want to figure out what it is.

 

[Allison P]

Hi! It's good to meet you, Greg. It's good to connect; even though we
mostly don't live near one another, we are all family of Satan and
should form strong ties.

I believe that Father Satan has a task for all of us to do...I mean,
individually. We all have gifts that are unique, and Father can have
us help him in different ways. I don't know what my gift is yet,
except for writing, but when Father calls me to do whatever it is he
wants me to do, I shall do it to the best of my ability. Feel free to
share whatever experiences you might want to; that's what this group's
for. Hail Father Satan!
Ceridwyn

On 2/9/11, gk505k <gk505k@... wrote:
Hello Everyone, Hail Satan.


A few months ago i made a post about my sense of Satan's direct influence
in my life and leading me to the JOS website, i deticated myself in
december, and have been keeping up with meditations and breathing exercises.
My third eye is some sort of open, and i have had several visions while
meditating on it. Though light is still hard for me to see, feeling energy
on the other hand is not.

Today my Tarot cards told me to reach out and confide in a group i was
a part of and great things were sure to come of it. I've made connections
with my Guardian Demon who i believe to be Murmur after i hand crafted a
board to speak with him directly. I have experienced much in the last few
months, and i would really love to share it all here.

i felt compelled to write this before i left for work, i'll be home
around two cent. time


About me.

Greg
21 years old, 11/11/1989
i live in Tulsa OK - i would really like to reach out and meet some of the
experienced satanists in the area.
I feel i have a divine purpose and i want to figure out what it is.

 

[Gregory Kelley]

Quick Life story
      i was raised in a xian esk house, my mother would/ still does believe in god. When i was seven my father was murdered by one of his best friends, an ultimate betrayal. He died several days after the shooting, and i remember the night before he died i had a vision, predicting his death overnight despite everyone telling me he would be fine. I've had some of the most disgusting "Christian" stepfathers, i was abused, psychically,  psychologically and sexually. One was a rapist, one a drug addict. One with bipolar. Anyway, i withdrew more and more through this, hardly really believing in god, i bought into the whole Creationism Christian phase for awhile in high school, i was in Debate for four years, despite my apathy for competition logically i was considered the best debater. I think at heart i knew it was all a lie, i mean the science is real but the connections made were completely illogical. The death of my father never really hit me until my senior year in high school. boy was that rough, years of repression and anger spilling out in the middle of a silent classroom. Life was hard, i was losing, drowning if you will, going to college didn't change that, neither did praying to god, the emptiness i felt abroad crushed my soul. My entire life i was depressed and really overweight, social anxiety was my best friend and i could tell no one i knew understood.                 Until i found Father in October. it seems like a blur now, but i have no doubt the first few days prior to my "break out" were in complete control of Father, and he had direct involvement. Exposing Christianity caught my eye, but i had heard stuff like it before and i was like "OK another site bashing a religion that is full of shit", by in it i saw Logic, something most people are blind to these days, whereas when i read the JOS website, my eyes were glued to the screen the information poured into my brain, refreshing to say the least. I'm a Scorpio so being Skeptical comes a little natural, but something inside of me knew every single word i read was the truth, just reading the "meditations" tab on the main page i felt my skin tingle, i know why now. I truly believe this is not the first time I've walked this planet, and i know i worshiped the Gods in a life before, i just can't remember. I know my guardian demon to be Murmur, i find it very funny he's the One who teaches Philosophy, and better yet can bring the dead to answer questions. I've used that trait to make peace with my father and my lost friends.                        I live in a Xian house, but Father works with me, as does Murmur, my meditations are becoming more frequent and  the rush of preforming the Fire Breathing exorcise gives me chills, well the complete opposite. I have been studying my Zodiac sign, but i was wondering if anyone could give me a good site to find non corrupted info in regards to that sort of information

I have alot of stories with what Satan has done for me in such a small amount of time, i know he has been watching out for me but when i finally heard his call, and in turned called him to me, my life has literally never been better. I've lost nearly thirty pounds since i wrote my first post to you guys, and my depression is all but gone, if you've read this far i think we can agree a big Hail Satan is in order, it's ok if you say it with me!        Hail Satan for guiding my way! Hail Thoth for opening my eye!  Hail Murmur was the insight and protection he has provided me! Hail the Gods of Duat, for as we, they are many, we are their people, they are our gods!

ps i may be new but, Fuck the right hand path, watching people blindly fight fate, and their true purpose is sad, nothing more than do i long for it's destruction. 

     

 

[Allison P]

I'm so, so sorry you had to go through all that awful stuff. It
must've been extremely difficult. But you found Father in the end, so
that is what matters. As to the zodiac sites I don't really know, I'm
sure there are good sites out there. You'll probably always have to
wade through the shit a little though; I doubt there's a site that's
wholly free of corruption. Good luck in finding a good one! Hail
Father Satan and the Gods of Hell!

On 2/10/11, Gregory Kelley <gk505k@... wrote:
Quick Life story

i was raised in a xian esk house, my mother would/ still does believe
in god. When i was seven my father was murdered by one of his best friends,
an ultimate betrayal. He died several days after the shooting, and i
remember the night before he died i had a vision, predicting his death
overnight despite everyone telling me he would be fine. I've had some of the
most disgusting "Christian" stepfathers, i was
abused, psychically, psychologically and sexually. One was a rapist, one a
drug addict. One with bipolar. Anyway, i withdrew more and more through
this, hardly really believing in god, i bought into the whole Creationism
Christian phase for awhile in high school, i was in Debate for four years,
despite my apathy for competition logically i was considered the best
debater. I think at heart i knew it was all a lie, i mean the science is
real but the connections made were completely illogical. The death of my
father never really hit me until my senior year in high school. boy was that
rough, years of repression and anger spilling out in the middle of a silent
classroom. Life was hard, i was losing, drowning if you will, going to
college didn't change that, neither did praying to god, the emptiness i felt
abroad crushed my soul. My entire life i was depressed and really
overweight, social anxiety was my best friend and i could tell no one i knew
understood.

Until i found Father in October. it seems like a blur now, but i have no
doubt the first few days prior to my "break out" were in complete control of
Father, and he had direct involvement. Exposing Christianity caught my eye,
but i had heard stuff like it before and i was like "OK another site bashing
a religion that is full of shit", by in it i saw Logic, something most
people are blind to these days, whereas when i read the JOS website, my eyes
were glued to the screen the information poured into my brain, refreshing to
say the least. I'm a Scorpio so being Skeptical comes a little natural, but
something inside of me knew every single word i read was the truth, just
reading the "meditations" tab on the main page i felt my skin tingle, i know
why now. I truly believe this is not the first time I've walked this planet,
and i know i worshiped the Gods in a life before, i just can't remember. I
know my guardian demon to be Murmur, i find it very funny he's the One who
teaches Philosophy, and better yet can bring the dead to answer questions.
I've used that trait to make peace with my father and my lost friends.

I live in a Xian house, but Father works with me, as does Murmur, my
meditations are becoming more frequent and the rush of preforming the Fire
Breathing exorcise gives me chills, well the complete opposite. I have been
studying my Zodiac sign, but i was wondering if anyone could give me a good
site to find non corrupted info in regards to that sort of information


I have alot of stories with what Satan has done for me in such a small
amount of time, i know he has been watching out for me but when i finally
heard his call, and in turned called him to me, my life has literally never
been better. I've lost nearly thirty pounds since i wrote my first post to
you guys, and my depression is all but gone, if you've read this far i think
we can agree a big Hail Satan is in order, it's ok if you say it with me!

Hail Satan for guiding my way!
Hail Thoth for opening my eye!
Hail Murmur was the insight and protection he has provided me!
Hail the Gods of Duat, for as we, they are many, we are their people, they
are our gods!


ps i may be new but, Fuck the right hand path, watching people blindly fight
fate, and their true purpose is sad, nothing more than do i long for it's
destruction.

 

[Arabella Thomas]

Welcome to the family, brother!

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL ANDRAS!
HAIL ETHALION!
HEIL HITLER!

- Arabella

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Gregory Kelley <gk505k@... wrote:

Quick Life story

i was raised in a xian esk house, my mother would/ still does believe
in god. When i was seven my father was murdered by one of his best friends,
an ultimate betrayal. He died several days after the shooting, and i
remember the night before he died i had a vision, predicting his death
overnight despite everyone telling me he would be fine. I've had some of the
most disgusting "Christian" stepfathers, i was
abused, psychically, psychologically and sexually. One was a rapist, one a
drug addict. One with bipolar. Anyway, i withdrew more and more through
this, hardly really believing in god, i bought into the whole Creationism
Christian phase for awhile in high school, i was in Debate for four years,
despite my apathy for competition logically i was considered the best
debater. I think at heart i knew it was all a lie, i mean the science is
real but the connections made were completely illogical. The death of my
father never really hit me until my senior year in high school. boy was that
rough, years of repression and anger spilling out in the middle of a silent
classroom. Life was hard, i was losing, drowning if you will, going to
college didn't change that, neither did praying to god, the emptiness i felt
abroad crushed my soul. My entire life i was depressed and really
overweight, social anxiety was my best friend and i could tell no one i knew
understood.

Until i found Father in October. it seems like a blur now, but i have no
doubt the first few days prior to my "break out" were in complete control of
Father, and he had direct involvement. Exposing Christianity caught my eye,
but i had heard stuff like it before and i was like "OK another site bashing
a religion that is full of shit", by in it i saw Logic, something most
people are blind to these days, whereas when i read the JOS website, my eyes
were glued to the screen the information poured into my brain, refreshing to
say the least. I'm a Scorpio so being Skeptical comes a little natural, but
something inside of me knew every single word i read was the truth, just
reading the "meditations" tab on the main page i felt my skin tingle, i know
why now. I truly believe this is not the first time I've walked this planet,
and i know i worshiped the Gods in a life before, i just can't remember. I
know my guardian demon to be Murmur, i find it very funny he's the One who
teaches Philosophy, and better yet can bring the dead to answer questions.
I've used that trait to make peace with my father and my lost friends.

I live in a Xian house, but Father works with me, as does Murmur, my
meditations are becoming more frequent and the rush of preforming the Fire
Breathing exorcise gives me chills, well the complete opposite. I have been
studying my Zodiac sign, but i was wondering if anyone could give me a good
site to find non corrupted info in regards to that sort of information


I have alot of stories with what Satan has done for me in such a small
amount of time, i know he has been watching out for me but when i finally
heard his call, and in turned called him to me, my life has literally never
been better. I've lost nearly thirty pounds since i wrote my first post to
you guys, and my depression is all but gone, if you've read this far i think
we can agree a big Hail Satan is in order, it's ok if you say it with me!

Hail Satan for guiding my way!
Hail Thoth for opening my eye!
Hail Murmur was the insight and protection he has provided me!
Hail the Gods of Duat, for as we, they are many, we are their people, they
are our gods!


ps i may be new but, Fuck the right hand path, watching people blindly fight
fate, and their true purpose is sad, nothing more than do i long for it's
destruction.

 

[mando sakala]

<td val[/IMG]

<td [/IMG]hi brothers and sisters am staying in joburg south africa {regents park) i would really love some help i need som1 in ma area to help me go through step by step please i need help on a face to face
HAIL FATHER SATAN

--- On Thu, 2/10/11, Gregory Kelley <gk505k@... wrote:

From: Gregory Kelley <gk505k@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] I feel it is time to reach out
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, February 10, 2011, 2:47 AM

  Quick Life story
      i was raised in a xian esk house, my mother would/ still does believe in god. When i was seven my father was murdered by one of his best friends, an ultimate betrayal. He died several days after the shooting, and i remember the night before he died i had a vision, predicting his death overnight despite everyone telling me he would be fine. I've had some of the most disgusting "Christian" stepfathers, i was abused, psychically,  psychologically and sexually. One was a rapist, one a drug addict. One with bipolar. Anyway, i withdrew more and more through this, hardly really believing in god, i bought into the whole Creationism Christian phase for awhile in high school, i was in Debate for four years, despite my apathy for competition logically i was considered the best debater. I think at heart i knew it was all a lie, i mean the science is real but the connections made were completely illogical. The death of my father never really hit me until my senior year in high school. boy was that rough, years of repression and anger spilling out in the middle of a silent classroom. Life was hard, i was losing, drowning if you will, going to college didn't change that, neither did praying to god, the emptiness i felt abroad crushed my soul. My entire life i was depressed and really overweight, social anxiety was my best friend and i could tell no one i knew understood.                  Until i found Father in October. it seems like a blur now, but i have no doubt the first few days prior to my "break out" were in complete control of Father, and he had direct involvement. Exposing Christianity caught my eye, but i had heard stuff like it before and i was like "OK another site bashing a religion that is full of shit", by in it i saw Logic, something most people are blind to these days, whereas when i read the JOS website, my eyes were glued to the screen the information poured into my brain, refreshing to say the least. I'm a Scorpio so being Skeptical comes a little natural, but something inside of me knew every single word i read was the truth, just reading the "meditations" tab on the main page i felt my skin tingle, i know why now. I truly believe this is not the first time I've walked this planet, and i know i worshiped the Gods in a life before, i just can't remember. I know my guardian demon to be Murmur, i find it very funny he's the One who teaches Philosophy, and better yet can bring the dead to answer questions. I've used that trait to make peace with my father and my lost friends.                         I live in a Xian house, but Father works with me, as does Murmur, my meditations are becoming more frequent and  the rush of preforming the Fire Breathing exorcise gives me chills, well the complete opposite. I have been studying my Zodiac sign, but i was wondering if anyone could give me a good site to find non corrupted info in regards to that sort of information

I have alot of stories with what Satan has done for me in such a small amount of time, i know he has been watching out for me but when i finally heard his call, and in turned called him to me, my life has literally never been better. I've lost nearly thirty pounds since i wrote my first post to you guys, and my depression is all but gone, if you've read this far i think we can agree a big Hail Satan is in order, it's ok if you say it with me!         Hail Satan for guiding my way!  Hail Thoth for opening my eye!   Hail Murmur was the insight and protection he has provided me!  Hail the Gods of Duat, for as we, they are many, we are their people, they are our gods!

ps i may be new but, Fuck the right hand path, watching people blindly fight fate, and their true purpose is sad, nothing more than do i long for it's destruction. 

      

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[Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine]

You are great, Gregory, your story is difficult but also beautiful.I wish you the best in our Family and especially with our Beloved father and our Gods !Hail Satan !Hail Marduk ! Hail Nabu !Hail all the Mighty Gods of Duat !
De : mando sakala <mandosak@...
À : [email protected]
Envoyé le : Ven 11 février 2011, 9h 17min 34s
Objet : Re: [JoyofSatan666] I feel it is time to reach out

 

<td val[/IMG]

<td [/IMG]hi brothers and sisters am staying in joburg south africa {regents park) i would really love some help i need som1 in ma area to help me go through step by step please i need help on a face to face
HAIL FATHER SATAN

--- On Thu, 2/10/11, Gregory Kelley <gk505k@... wrote:

From: Gregory Kelley <gk505k@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] I feel it is time to reach out
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, February 10, 2011, 2:47 AM

  Quick Life story
      i was raised in a xian esk house, my mother would/ still does believe in god. When i was seven my father was murdered by one of his best friends, an ultimate betrayal. He died several days after the shooting, and i remember the night before he died i had a vision, predicting his death overnight despite everyone telling me he would be fine. I've had some of the most disgusting "Christian" stepfathers, i was abused, psychically,  psychologically and sexually. One was a rapist, one a drug addict. One with bipolar. Anyway, i withdrew more and more through this, hardly really believing in god, i bought into the whole Creationism Christian phase for awhile in high school, i was in Debate for four years, despite my apathy for competition logically i was considered the best debater. I think at heart i knew it was all a lie, i mean the science is real but the connections made were completely illogical. The death of my father never really hit me until my senior year in high school. boy was that rough, years of repression and anger spilling out in the middle of a silent classroom. Life was hard, i was losing, drowning if you will, going to college didn't change that, neither did praying to god, the emptiness i felt abroad crushed my soul. My entire life i was depressed and really overweight, social anxiety was my best friend and i could tell no one i knew understood.                  Until i found Father in October. it seems like a blur now, but i have no doubt the first few days prior to my "break out" were in complete control of Father, and he had direct involvement. Exposing Christianity caught my eye, but i had heard stuff like it before and i was like "OK another site bashing a religion that is full of shit", by in it i saw Logic, something most people are blind to these days, whereas when i read the JOS website, my eyes were glued to the screen the information poured into my brain, refreshing to say the least. I'm a Scorpio so being Skeptical comes a little natural, but something inside of me knew every single word i read was the truth, just reading the "meditations" tab on the main page i felt my skin tingle, i know why now. I truly believe this is not the first time I've walked this planet, and i know i worshiped the Gods in a life before, i just can't remember. I know my guardian demon to be Murmur, i find it very funny he's the One who teaches Philosophy, and better yet can bring the dead to answer questions. I've used that trait to make peace with my father and my lost friends.                         I live in a Xian house, but Father works with me, as does Murmur, my meditations are becoming more frequent and  the rush of preforming the Fire Breathing exorcise gives me chills, well the complete opposite. I have been studying my Zodiac sign, but i was wondering if anyone could give me a good site to find non corrupted info in regards to that sort of information

I have alot of stories with what Satan has done for me in such a small amount of time, i know he has been watching out for me but when i finally heard his call, and in turned called him to me, my life has literally never been better. I've lost nearly thirty pounds since i wrote my first post to you guys, and my depression is all but gone, if you've read this far i think we can agree a big Hail Satan is in order, it's ok if you say it with me!         Hail Satan for guiding my way!  Hail Thoth for opening my eye!   Hail Murmur was the insight and protection he has provided me!  Hail the Gods of Duat, for as we, they are many, we are their people, they are our gods!

ps i may be new but, Fuck the right hand path, watching people blindly fight fate, and their true purpose is sad, nothing more than do i long for it's destruction. 

      

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