saraniachalmia
New member
- Joined
- Jun 23, 2014
- Messages
- 9
I have already committed to Father. But I still cant seem to do anything right. I started the training program but I had to stop cause I could not go into a trance without also going into a panic attack. I sometimes doubt my decision and when i get such thoughts I try my hardest to push them away. I was raised catholic, and my family is very very much still so. I hear about the false god constantly. It even comes to me in the music I listen to. Songs that have personal meanings I find they have connections to "jesus" so i dont want to listen to them. Im trying so hard to change the way my mind seems to want to think but nothing I seem to do ever works. How can I give my heart to Father?
Signed,
Lost but Not Giving Up
Signed,
Lost but Not Giving Up