Blitzkreig [JG]
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xnder said:Right now im in a state of mind where i am free of my ego. I am often in this state of mind but it always gets ruined by other people - i lose control and get lost in the hate. If i get hurt or if im angry my ego comes back. But I dont want it to come back. I wanna be able to take insults, hate, discrimination without reacting negative. I wanna be a better human. I get always so lost in my emotions and I never cant control them. I feel so alone.
Check the other thread, that is where I replied to you.
Don't beat yourself up, you just need to focus on balancing yourself. This sort of sensitivity is likely the manifestation of the water element in your chart.
Another tip relative to controlling emotions: don't "own" any disease or shortcomings, because this only strengthens them. You have to move past it, mentally. In the past there were issues with emotionality, but this no longer the case. You are moving past them and balancing yourself.
From your other posts, you indicated that you were pretty psychic. Therefore, use that power for creating positive change, and not negative. If you feel negative things about yourself, tell yourself that is not true and you can succeed. If you call yourself stupid, stop yourself and remind yourself that is not true, you are actually smart.
The same applies to emotions. You ARE in control. Remind yourself of that and it will manifest better.