rr_satanas
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- Oct 9, 2002
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I did the ritual and this is what happend
I copied the prayr from the JOS site before i went outside to do it, when i got all my stuff i put on some boots and walked outside
i had 4 purple candles and it was windy so it was hard to keep them lit
I lit all 4 but the wind kept blowing them out, except for one, they kept goin out so i had to keep lighting them
When i was reading out the prayr i was nervous and stuttered a little, and the prayr i wrote was not 100% the same as the one on the JOS site, i added in my little parts and i messed up a word so i put a line though and did the correct one next to it
I cut my arm with a disposable razor and wrote my name Tyson in capitals on the paper, i tried to burn it but the candles were small and kept going out so i had to keep lighting them
The paper finally burned to ash on the ground and i then stated, so mote it be, hail satan
But it kept burning, i was there for atleast ten minutes staring at the ground watching this paper burn, and then 2 of my candles burnt write into wax, one candle kept burning through the whole thing and 1 eventually went out and stayed out for the end of the ritual, once all the fire was out and i was left with 2 unlit candles and 2 completley melted ones i stated again, so mote it be, hail satan, i also asked 2-3 times, satan are you there, if you are let me know, show me a sign, but nothing happend
And i do not feel much different either
I have read stories about people feeling warmth and love after they had finished but i felt nothing, and still feel nothing
I don't want to badmouth satan, as i am sure he is real, but i want a sign from him, something to let me know that i am a satanist now and that i am under his wing, i want to feel satan and his love, did i do something wrong? i read this should only be done once, so i will not hold the ritual again, but what do you guys think, why has satan not shown himself to me yet?
I copied the prayr from the JOS site before i went outside to do it, when i got all my stuff i put on some boots and walked outside
i had 4 purple candles and it was windy so it was hard to keep them lit
I lit all 4 but the wind kept blowing them out, except for one, they kept goin out so i had to keep lighting them
When i was reading out the prayr i was nervous and stuttered a little, and the prayr i wrote was not 100% the same as the one on the JOS site, i added in my little parts and i messed up a word so i put a line though and did the correct one next to it
I cut my arm with a disposable razor and wrote my name Tyson in capitals on the paper, i tried to burn it but the candles were small and kept going out so i had to keep lighting them
The paper finally burned to ash on the ground and i then stated, so mote it be, hail satan
But it kept burning, i was there for atleast ten minutes staring at the ground watching this paper burn, and then 2 of my candles burnt write into wax, one candle kept burning through the whole thing and 1 eventually went out and stayed out for the end of the ritual, once all the fire was out and i was left with 2 unlit candles and 2 completley melted ones i stated again, so mote it be, hail satan, i also asked 2-3 times, satan are you there, if you are let me know, show me a sign, but nothing happend
And i do not feel much different either
I have read stories about people feeling warmth and love after they had finished but i felt nothing, and still feel nothing
I don't want to badmouth satan, as i am sure he is real, but i want a sign from him, something to let me know that i am a satanist now and that i am under his wing, i want to feel satan and his love, did i do something wrong? i read this should only be done once, so i will not hold the ritual again, but what do you guys think, why has satan not shown himself to me yet?
