Satanic Path
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I've posted this on the Italian forum, but I'd like to tell you about It.
I have dedicated myself to Satan.
The ritual was tranquil but not really fluid...Once I totally lost track of what I was saying when I had to prevent the blood from falling on the floor, as I wanted not to waste It.
I also had to stand up to go to my bedroom since I forgot to take the pen with me...I know, it's stupid, and I really hope I didn't make a bad impression and that Satan didn't get offended for my pointless mistakes.
Very few and small pieces of paper have remained unburnt, but I don't think it may have been a relevant issue.
I felt very happy, before and after, but due to my med therapy and my unexisting perception of energies, I haven't felt much.
I don't know why, but before performing the dedication, I've never felt anxious or scared, I just knew I was doing the right thing.
I literally stained the lower side of the paper with blood, then I put different times the top of my pen in it, and tried to sign it on the space for my signature.
It did well, anyway.
A thing I noticed is that my cuts ceased bleeding really quickly, despite having used much more strength when cutting my left hand.
Less than a minute, and the blood stopped.
I've tried in the past days different cuts, to prepare myself, and even if they were very little and exterior, blood kept coming out for differenti minutes.
Maybe it could be that during the dedication I haven't cleaned my cuts, and the blood might have clotted in some way.
Then I decided to do my first RTR, and it was strange and beautiful.
In the first letters I felt a strange complaint in the right side of my chest, but then It calmed down.
But when I ended the RTR, the very moment after saying HAIL SATAN, I had a very strange feeling.
It was like if my head were floating on my own body...it was beautiful, and unique, and very short.
What if I was just about to pass out? But I felt awake, I felt good.
Now I ask myself: the feeling of a weight in your chest, then that strange sensation of floating, was it because I am a jew? Or maybe because Satan did not like me?
But this question seems stupid to me, as I overcame the " Am I jew?" phase in the beginning.
My face is not jewish at all.
So It remains that Satan wanted to tell me I don't belong with him for other reasons.
I hope that now I am part of this family, cause I feel this is where I belong.
So, I opened the door, and I can't wait for this evening to perform another RTR.
I just wanted to tell you about this, and thank all my brothers and sisters who never left me.
I love you all.
May The Gods bless each one of you.
Hail Satan.
Hail Hell, the place where we belong.
I have dedicated myself to Satan.
The ritual was tranquil but not really fluid...Once I totally lost track of what I was saying when I had to prevent the blood from falling on the floor, as I wanted not to waste It.
I also had to stand up to go to my bedroom since I forgot to take the pen with me...I know, it's stupid, and I really hope I didn't make a bad impression and that Satan didn't get offended for my pointless mistakes.
Very few and small pieces of paper have remained unburnt, but I don't think it may have been a relevant issue.
I felt very happy, before and after, but due to my med therapy and my unexisting perception of energies, I haven't felt much.
I don't know why, but before performing the dedication, I've never felt anxious or scared, I just knew I was doing the right thing.
I literally stained the lower side of the paper with blood, then I put different times the top of my pen in it, and tried to sign it on the space for my signature.
It did well, anyway.
A thing I noticed is that my cuts ceased bleeding really quickly, despite having used much more strength when cutting my left hand.
Less than a minute, and the blood stopped.
I've tried in the past days different cuts, to prepare myself, and even if they were very little and exterior, blood kept coming out for differenti minutes.
Maybe it could be that during the dedication I haven't cleaned my cuts, and the blood might have clotted in some way.
Then I decided to do my first RTR, and it was strange and beautiful.
In the first letters I felt a strange complaint in the right side of my chest, but then It calmed down.
But when I ended the RTR, the very moment after saying HAIL SATAN, I had a very strange feeling.
It was like if my head were floating on my own body...it was beautiful, and unique, and very short.
What if I was just about to pass out? But I felt awake, I felt good.
Now I ask myself: the feeling of a weight in your chest, then that strange sensation of floating, was it because I am a jew? Or maybe because Satan did not like me?
But this question seems stupid to me, as I overcame the " Am I jew?" phase in the beginning.
My face is not jewish at all.
So It remains that Satan wanted to tell me I don't belong with him for other reasons.
I hope that now I am part of this family, cause I feel this is where I belong.
So, I opened the door, and I can't wait for this evening to perform another RTR.
I just wanted to tell you about this, and thank all my brothers and sisters who never left me.
I love you all.
May The Gods bless each one of you.
Hail Satan.
Hail Hell, the place where we belong.
