Daemaria666
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- Sep 9, 2023
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My imagination is fine and I have no problem imagining, but I can't visualize properly and even if I could, I don't believe it would move the energy. I know how it works but I just can't believe it.
When you imagine and focus, energy moves, but I feel like my own ideas can't move the energy properly. That's why I can't clean it. I was doing the deep cleaning work from HPS Lydia. My previous experiences were very strong and I even physically shook while cleaning. but I can't visualize properly right now. Even though I imagine it, I cannot believe it is real. It just feels like a dream.
Also, I cannot call on a god to help me for cleaning. I cannot believe that a being will hear me when I call from my mind and come to me at that moment. I know this, I just have a belief problem.
Same goes for rotating chakras. I affirm that ''my X chakra is now spinning at the speed of light" and I think of my chakras spinning extremely fast and I think of them shining like the sun in golden white color. But even if I think about it, it's hard to believe that just this thought makes my chakras spin at the speed of light.
I hope you could understand my problem. When I think about it logically, I can't find a solution to this.
When you imagine and focus, energy moves, but I feel like my own ideas can't move the energy properly. That's why I can't clean it. I was doing the deep cleaning work from HPS Lydia. My previous experiences were very strong and I even physically shook while cleaning. but I can't visualize properly right now. Even though I imagine it, I cannot believe it is real. It just feels like a dream.
Also, I cannot call on a god to help me for cleaning. I cannot believe that a being will hear me when I call from my mind and come to me at that moment. I know this, I just have a belief problem.
Same goes for rotating chakras. I affirm that ''my X chakra is now spinning at the speed of light" and I think of my chakras spinning extremely fast and I think of them shining like the sun in golden white color. But even if I think about it, it's hard to believe that just this thought makes my chakras spin at the speed of light.
I hope you could understand my problem. When I think about it logically, I can't find a solution to this.