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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rokkaro" <rokkaro@... wrote:
Thing is, for me satanism is very scary
. I have grown in christian inviroment and christianity is not something i believe its something that stuck in my head psyhologicly. I realy like believing the things i have red in the website, but sometimes i doubt it and i feel scared because i have been told from erlie child hood that devil is all bad, and evil. I found about this from my friend. The first thing he told me that every one has a guardian, and if u steer at a mirrror u can see him. This may sound stupid but i cant do it because am too scared. In website it sais that Lucifer hates cowards but its just i cant help it and i need some ones support to start me off. I just need some advice on how to start my jorney, and also i want to find out if satan hates me coz i am too much of a caword to look at mirror. Thank you for your attension,, and help. Sorry for some gramatic or spelling i have migrated to england and so am nto fully english and there for not good at it.