Hello and thank you very much for taking your time and reading my message.
First of all, I have been a Satanist for about 2 years now and I have been through a lot of shit recently. First of all, I was highly suicidal about three months ago and luckily came out of it alive. Right after that, I fell into deep fear that I might have brain problems and was again suicidal. Then when I finally managed to beat that, I became scared that I have cancer and I spent a few more dark days. Now I finally survived and I finally thought I was free...and now this came. I am scared to death that I might be a jew...I have been looking through the How to recognize a jew texts and I have bigger lower lip and nose and I just fucking keep on seeing it on myself...I am mentally completely fucking exhausted, I don't get a single day of mental peace...There was one suspicious surname in our family: Rubinić, but I didn't see it on jewish surnames section. I asked my mother and she said there are no jews in our family, but I don't know either I should believe her or not.
Can someone please help me on this, because if I find out that I have even a small piece of this rotten worthless crappy jewish cunts's blood inside myself, I'm killing myself immediately. Thank you very much for your answers.
Hail Satan!
First of all, I have been a Satanist for about 2 years now and I have been through a lot of shit recently. First of all, I was highly suicidal about three months ago and luckily came out of it alive. Right after that, I fell into deep fear that I might have brain problems and was again suicidal. Then when I finally managed to beat that, I became scared that I have cancer and I spent a few more dark days. Now I finally survived and I finally thought I was free...and now this came. I am scared to death that I might be a jew...I have been looking through the How to recognize a jew texts and I have bigger lower lip and nose and I just fucking keep on seeing it on myself...I am mentally completely fucking exhausted, I don't get a single day of mental peace...There was one suspicious surname in our family: Rubinić, but I didn't see it on jewish surnames section. I asked my mother and she said there are no jews in our family, but I don't know either I should believe her or not.
Can someone please help me on this, because if I find out that I have even a small piece of this rotten worthless crappy jewish cunts's blood inside myself, I'm killing myself immediately. Thank you very much for your answers.
Hail Satan!