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I am not worthy of having a love with a daemon. and now?

Kramer

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I'm worried... In my other post, I was told that Satan only grants me a partner daemon if I'm worthy of it. But what if I'm not? Will I ever have? Isn't there some way for me to become worthy? I was also told that the daemon will have a demonstration of what my life was like and what I am like and whether he will decide to love me or not. I'm ugly, I'm impulsive, I have issues with depression and I have an inferiority complex, I'm sometimes selfish, I eat too much, I'm not that smart, I'm full of flaws and I'm also not spiritually advanced. I don't think I'm worthy. And chances are high that I don't have a daemon that loves me. Now I am worried and afraid that my wish will be refused or that I will be rejected.
Sorry, my english is bad.
 
Kramer said:
I'm worried... In my other post, I was told that Satan only grants me a partner daemon if I'm worthy of it. But what if I'm not? Will I ever have? Isn't there some way for me to become worthy? I was also told that the daemon will have a demonstration of what my life was like and what I am like and whether he will decide to love me or not. I'm ugly, I'm impulsive, I have issues with depression and I have an inferiority complex, I'm sometimes selfish, I eat too much, I'm not that smart, I'm full of flaws and I'm also not spiritually advanced. I don't think I'm worthy. And chances are high that I don't have a daemon that loves me. Now I am worried and afraid that my wish will be refused or that I will be rejected.
Sorry, my english is bad.

The main point of this worthiness is whether the individual seeks to advance at a good rate, do warfare, and everything else the Gods love for us to do. This is because this negates the problems you described here.

This might sound like a simple request, but we get all kinds of people who decide to quit for one reason or another.
Besides that, you can ask to be brought to a point where it is acceptable for you to have a partner.

As far as feeling inferior, just know that a relationship with a demon will always be unequal. Even if you did the Magnum Opus yesterday, you would still be far behind them. Just focus on your advancement path as a whole.
 
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Kramer said:
I'm worried... In my other post, I was told that Satan only grants me a partner daemon if I'm worthy of it. But what if I'm not? Will I ever have? Isn't there some way for me to become worthy? I was also told that the daemon will have a demonstration of what my life was like and what I am like and whether he will decide to love me or not. I'm ugly, I'm impulsive, I have issues with depression and I have an inferiority complex, I'm sometimes selfish, I eat too much, I'm not that smart, I'm full of flaws and I'm also not spiritually advanced. I don't think I'm worthy. And chances are high that I don't have a daemon that loves me. Now I am worried and afraid that my wish will be refused or that I will be rejected.
Sorry, my english is bad.

The main point of this worthiness is whether the individual seeks to advance at a good rate, do warfare, and everything else the Gods love for us to do. This is because this negates the problems you described here.

This might sound like a simple request, but we get all kinds of people who decide to quit for one reason or another.
Besides that, you can ask to be brought to a point where it is acceptable for you to have a partner.

As far as feeling inferior, just know that a relationship with a demon will always be unequal. Even if you did the Magnum Opus yesterday, you would still be far behind them. Just focus on your advancement path as a whole.

but what if no daemon likes me? 😔
 
Kramer said:
I'm worried... In my other post, I was told that Satan only grants me a partner daemon if I'm worthy of it. But what if I'm not? Will I ever have? Isn't there some way for me to become worthy? I was also told that the daemon will have a demonstration of what my life was like and what I am like and whether he will decide to love me or not. I'm ugly, I'm impulsive, I have issues with depression and I have an inferiority complex, I'm sometimes selfish, I eat too much, I'm not that smart, I'm full of flaws and I'm also not spiritually advanced. I don't think I'm worthy. And chances are high that I don't have a daemon that loves me. Now I am worried and afraid that my wish will be refused or that I will be rejected.
Sorry, my english is bad.

Listen, first of all Any Demon is going to know how imperfect you are at this very moment and know more about you than you do in every way. They will choose you based on what you are meant to become and your soul and personality. Even if your personality has flaws like the self-depreciation you demonstrate here they know it's part of some blockage basically and karma that isn't meant to be part of you forever and isn't the authentic you. They would be willing to help you see past this and see your own authentic self, as doing this is crucial to advancement too. What will make them take you seriously is your consistency and seriousness towards advancing yourself and wanting to connect and relate to them.

For monogamy, if you are serious about this and do not want anyone else and are a hardliner with staying faithful in thought and action this will be very attractive to them as well, as devotion and loyalty is very important to them. I do not think Father Satan would pair you with someone that He knew would reject you as His perception is massive and would know the best match for you who would choose you based on your own soul composition.
 
The mind. "I'm not worthy, I am doubting myself!"

A Daemon partner takes a lot of power of the mind to achieve, Satan would grant you one instantly if he could. You need to work on your own mind in meditation and remove this doubt you have first. It's not that he is not finding you worthy and such, it's your own mind creating these silly little thoughts! Let them pass in void meditation, focus on you in the moment, notice that when you don't feed the thoughts "I am not worthy" they pass.. and don't mean anything.. because you're not feeding it.

I have been here in my teens before when asking for a partner from Satan so I understand but what I learned through meditation was life changing.. it was never Satan finding you unworthy.. it was yourself.. the mind created the barrier between you and Satan.. let go of that doubt, blessings.
 
If you are not spiritually advanced, it is not the best idea. I speak from experience.

But instead, I recommend you get to know yourself. Mannaz rune has helped me a lot. This is a much better choice than chasing such dubious dreams.
 
Kramer said:
Don't look at yourself as you are now.
If you solve all the problems and move forward, you can become a wonderful being.

For now, I would focus on eliminating problems, such as depression, psychological complexes and much more.
Get all the information about the work you need and then get started.

Maybe in a few months you will already have a different approach to the subject.

The real question is:
Are you really suitable for a relationship with Demon?

Before making such an important choice, free yourself, purify and cleanse yourself.
The various complexes and dross in your soul can block you.
I advise you to do this, because this choice is very important.
 
You won’t attain happiness if you don’t work on yourself. Grind the shit out, or die a loser.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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