Try to read and understand as much of the "Exposing Christianity" stuff you can. It will probably be difficult for any of it to sink in for awhile. That's normal. You have to uncondition yourself from the constant lies you've been told. That is only going to happen if you keep reading over it every day. Start reading the other stuff as well. Keep it simple. Read the first page. Everything. Start with the Welcome and go from there. Their is a ton of stuff on the site and you need to learn all of it. Asking a bunch of questions before studying the entire site, is probably just going to piss people off. But, if you think you have to ask a question right away - go ahead... So, just get started. High Priestess Maxine Dietrich referred to it as an initiation into Spiritual Satanism. Think of it as very important. Think of yourself as eventually meeting beings that are what you would consider to be, Gods and think of them as wanting to know just how committed you are to Spiritual Satanism and how motivated you are to learn and whether or not you can be a trusted member of the group. I'm new too. I'll be seeing you on here!