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I have posted lately about my issues with reoccurring death thoughts fears and imagies of dead bodies which came from nowhere around February, as a fear.. which stops me to live a healthy life.
I've also mentioned that once ,now twice my family member have also felt these .
And I tried to read the prayers for Satan,and It works but somehow it comes back in a different form.. thinking how it feels to die..by fear and disgust I don't want to die neither am I depressed.So I was thinking how it can happen.
There is a person who calls herself a Satanist,but she's a very evil person.
And I feel hatred and anger for her wherein I have never met her, but my family member had her as a friend or sister. And since am with him,this girl can't talk to my family member.
So I want to ask.. is this a symptom of someone's doing a death ritual on me? Some type of manifestation of her death wish of me. I want to find the answer so that I can understand what happened to me.
I've also mentioned that once ,now twice my family member have also felt these .
And I tried to read the prayers for Satan,and It works but somehow it comes back in a different form.. thinking how it feels to die..by fear and disgust I don't want to die neither am I depressed.So I was thinking how it can happen.
There is a person who calls herself a Satanist,but she's a very evil person.
And I feel hatred and anger for her wherein I have never met her, but my family member had her as a friend or sister. And since am with him,this girl can't talk to my family member.
So I want to ask.. is this a symptom of someone's doing a death ritual on me? Some type of manifestation of her death wish of me. I want to find the answer so that I can understand what happened to me.